Requested: Countess_Ophelia
Prompt: 163. "I'm sick of being USELESS."
Info: Hello, sorry! Back again.

163.) Lafayette x Fem! Reader.

So she ,the reader, has ADHD. (Something I have myself) and has been called useless, stupid, idiotic and pathetic her whole life growing up because of her ADHD. So, eventually Lafayette snaps and calls her useless. Leading up to the reader yelling at Lafayette, "I'm sick of being USELESS." So she runs out of the house and something like that, continue however you'd like
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"I-I'm just trying to help." I explain, my voice breaking. I fidget with my fingers and hold back tears. "I didn't mean-"

"You didn't mean what?? To make me spill water on my art project that I've worked on for months and is due in a week??" He asks, angry and annoyed with me.

"Laffie I didn't mean to-"

"You never mean too, do you?" He questions, getting in my face. "Your just so- useless! God!"

"You don't mean that.." I mumble, my voice wavering and lip quivering.

"Maybe I do-"

"Then you've lied to me thw whole time I've known you! Cause you always say how helpful and special and- and-" I sob out, but before I can finish, I grab my phone off the table and run out of the house, Lafayette yelling after me.

I don't stop running.

I don't care how tired, hurt, out of breath, or cold I am.

I tell me self not to stop running, because if I do, I'm going to mess something up.

I do however, stop running once I reach the bridge about a mile from Lafayette and I's House.

I stop for a second to catch my breath, and the get closer to the railing. I look down at the sparkling blue water, which glows with the lights of the night. I take a breath and grin the bars tight as I climb up and over them. I hear horns and cars stopping, which I ignore.

"Hey sweetheart." I hear a wavering voice, not one I registered, which means I don't know them. "How are you."

I don't answer, I just let my hair flutter around my face and continue to look down at the water. A couple more cars stop and I hear voices I recognize.

Alex, John, and my sisters, who Lafayette must have called.

"(Y/n)!!" Eliza shrieks, which I turn to, but only for a second. She tries to run towards me but my other sisters hold her back, each shedding their own tears. They tell her to slow down and be calm.

Like that got anyone anywhere.

Alex has to do the same thing with John, who's sobbing and longing to save me.

Which, is most likely not going to happen.

Then I hear another voice.

Smooth, accented, and sweet just like honey.

"Please... (Y/n)..." Lafayette begs, I turn and look at his face. His cheeks are splotchy and tear streaked. His eyes are puffy and blood shot.

I notice the voice who spoke first is behind John now, asking what's going on. I turn back, my own tears falling once again.

"I shouldn't have said what I said.. I know how you hate it. I can't understand however, how much I hurt you by calling you that. But please.. I need you. You and only you." He begs once again, his words getting closer as well as himself. I turn and see his standing inches from the other side of the rail. "Please baby.."

I look at my sisters, huddled together and sobbing.

I look at my best friends, holding hands and wanting me back.

And I look at my lover, who's begging for me to save myself and come back to him.

I left my muscles become slack and let my body become limp, causing everyone to scream, scared I'm going to let go.

But I don't.

I turn my body and throw myself into Lafayette, making everyone breath out in relief. My boyfriend grabs me tight and doesn't let go.

He won't.

He grabs parts of my hair, as if he can't believe that I'm huddled into his chest, sobbing and choking on my breaths.

"Please... please forgive me.. I need you and I am so, so sorry." He cries, pulling me even closer to him. He mumbles 'I need you' over and over again, crying to himself.

"I need you too.." I say finally, making him let out a sob.

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Don't ask me why I went that direction with this one shot.

If you count how many times I say sob(sobbing, sobs, sobbed,etc) and I'll tell you I love you (even tho I already do)

I'll have another angsty one out tomorrow, just so you know.

Also-
I NEEEEEED YOU GURL WAS HONJASARANGHAGo HONJASEOMAN IBYEOLHAE