After stumbling around in only moonlight, we had finally made it to the bed. My back hit the soft silky bedspread before Harry climbed over me to kiss me again. Those rose petal lips set off a fire in me as I gripped his face to pull him in closer. His hips met with mine as we grind, making me want to just rip off his pants. I turned us over so that I could straddle him. I removed my shirt just as he reached to pull off his.

Throwing the clothes on to the floor, we refocused back on each other. He pulled me back down to kiss me before his lips moved to my neck. His velvety tongue made small circles on my sensitive skin, making me moan. He then sat up and I wrapped my arms around him as he moved us closer to the headboard.

He made his way down to my chest as I leaned back to give him access to my nipples. He swirled and nipped at my swollen buds while I gripped his golden hair trying to suppress my raspy moan. I was obviously doing a terrible job at it because I could feel him grin against my chest. I went to the club to forget about him but now he has me in his bed, squirming as he tries to suck me through my pants.

"Just take them off," I whined, "or I'll do it myself."

"Now why would you ruin my fun," He said finally reaching to unbutton my jeans. They slid off smoothly to reveal my blue briefs before Harry climbed over me again. I could still smell his manly scent radiating off his neck as he leaned down to kiss me. I reached for his pants to undo them but he pinned my hands above my head. He begins to move his hips, colliding his hard dick against mine. It wasn't enough for me as I moved up against him even harsher. I needed to remove his pants but I couldn't get to them.

I struggled to remove my hands because of his strong grip. I moaned biting my lip still trying to get as much friction as possible. He stopped and I could feel the precum spot on my underwear. He took both of my wrist into one hand and used the other to unbutton his own jeans. He slid them down and his dick popped right out.

"You don't wear underwear?" I asked as he continued to take his pants off. He answered with a sly smile before knocking them off the bed. Even though I was almost out of it, I couldn't help but to notice Harry's body shine as the moonlight hit every muscle. He leaned over me again with his blonde hair tasseled and I was just taken back by him. I let my eyes travel downward and saw nothing but pure perfection. I heard him say, "You are so sexy."

I looked up, connecting our blue eyes. He stared intensely at me before his delicate hand reached to remove my briefs. His fingertips brush over my skin as he got them off. We were now body to body and lips to lips and I was drifting into a daze that I really didn't want to get out of.

He was different from the guys I've been with. They were always quick and right to the point.

Not Harry.

Harry was taking his time. He softly kissed my body as he moved down. I placed my hands on his shoulders, gripping the tense muscles that I never knew he had. It must be from all that work he does but I didn't have time to think about that as he wrapped his mouth around me.

"Shit!" I yelled as he pulled me closer by my legs. His mouth was still engulfing me, taking me almost all the way in. I arched my back slowly moving in and out. His eyes locked with my mine again as I thrusted trying not to cum. Then he stops me, and I went completely crazy. He took me all the way in as his jaws clenched up and his tongue abused my tip. My toes curled and there was no stopping the inevitable.

"Harry...I'm gonna...fuck!"

I came right there. Harry wasn't even phased as he continued to suck me off while my body shook. I didn't know why I was coming this early. Maybe I was just excited to finally have a little bit of sexual contact with him. I wasn't even ashamed because he wasn't even finished. He crawled over, eyes dead locked on mine. He took my lips between his teeth and I could taste a little bit of myself on his.

We kissed ferociously as he spread my legs open. My fingers combed through his hair, pulling cautiously whenever he bit down on my lip. He caresses me down to my stomach, letting his fingertips linger whenever he moved down. He was so soft as I let my hand do the same but his tense muscles still worried me. Then his skin turns rough on his torso. A small scar letting me know his body has some beautiful imperfections as well.

These small touches let me know that we were studying each other. Learning what made us jump or move. Harry was unfazed with only a little moan here and there but me...I was a mess. He touched me on my lower torso and my body jumped every time. He grinned moving his lips down again but keeping my legs apart before he sucked on two fingers.

I wanted him. I wanted him so bad as I rode on those two digits. I was biting my lip as he kissed my lower torso, moving his fingers to my rhythm. I was tired of playing, I knew what I came here for.

I pushed Harry on to his back and straddled him. I knew what I was about to do was going to hurt but I really didn't care.

"Chris wait," he pleaded with me as I licked the palm of my hand and placed the spit onto his dick.

"Harry," I breathe out as I watch his face contort into pleasure, "I want you so bad."

I rubbed him against my entrance and he begins to move it on his own. I leaned down still having my hands on his dick and kissed him before I pushed him into me.

"Mmmm," I hiss against his lips letting myself relax around him. He was loving it by the way his hands latched on to my ass and when he slowly moves. He was thicker than I thought he was and it took a good minute to take him all in. He was patient though, caressing my body once more to it relax me.

I couldn't see it but the feverish temperature between our skin let me know his whole body was getting hotter. His thrust became a little faster, I could tell he couldn't wait any longer either.

"Shit," he stammers against my lips as I pulled myself back up to a straddle. Our blue eyes locked in on each other and my immediate thought was, "Ride the fuck out of him."

I found a steady rhythm, not breaking my eye contact. My hips twisted and he brushes up against those nerves that drove me wild. I wanted more of that as I rocked my hips a little bit faster, making sure to match his heavy thrust. I steady myself on his chest as I begin to bounce.

"Ahh..ha...ahhh," I moaned, "Yes...fuck!"

I was throwing my head back as Harry gripped my hips to try to gain control. I couldn't move as he propelled himself into me, making my eyes roll backwards.

"You feel so good," he sensually whispered to me, "Ride me baby."

He took his hands off my hips and I obeyed. I gripped his chest and rode him like I was in an old western. The bed shook and sweat dripped off my back. Not to mention, I knew Harry was probably fucking red right now by how hot my legs had gotten.

He pulled himself up, changing our positions so I was at his mercy on the bottom. I was spread eagle as Harry continued to pound me. When he opened my legs a little wider, it hit that magical spot.

"Oh shit! Right there...right there!" I cried gripping his chest again with my free hand. I knew my face looked between hopelessly on the edge and admiration for the person that was doing this damage to me. Harry knew what he was doing as his eyes never left mine. Biting his bottom lip giving me all the energy he has.

He wrapped my legs around him and place his head in the crook of my neck. He begins to take himself all the way out before plowing back into me. Repeating this agonizing torture over and over. I clutched to him from the sheer power of each thrust. He was hitting my spot dead on and I was ready to explode. I shakenly reached for myself as Harry continued to abuse my poor prostate. He grunts deep and his strong arms grab on to me. When I was finally able to reach my heavily leaking member, three tugs had me screaming.

I had never came so hard in my life. I closed my eyes so tight that tears came down the sides of my face.

I knew Harry was about to come as my hole clenched around him. His grip on me became strong and his muscles tensed up to the point I thought his veins were going to pop. We were both shaking before our bodies finally begin to come down. His sweat mingled with mine and my cum glued us together. However, my mind was still reeling. All I could do was look at the ceiling as Harry rested on my chest.

He begins to laugh and his breath hits my neck. I started to laugh too realizing that we had finally done what we wanted. I turned to look at him and said, "Well, we did it."

He smiled again leaning up to kiss me, then he laughed again making me curious.

"Why are you laughing?"

He smiled and said, "Before you decided to force yourself on me, I was trying to tell you that there were condoms and lube in my dresser on the side of the bed."

I turned my head away to see the dark bed side dresser. I laughed at my impatience just as he was.

"I even said wait," he joked, "But noooo! Someone was very eager to hop on this horse."

"Oh please! You couldn't wait to get inside my cheeks."

"Well," he said getting up and out of me. I hissed as my body adjusted to him not being there. He crawled over to the lamp and my God he glowed in the light. I could see my hand print still there on his chest and a little bit of my cum on his stomach.

I sat up on my elbows admiring him as he walked to the bathroom. I looked around the room to see the big glass stone fire place to my side. It had a flat screen TV above it with pictures on the arch. To my other was a reading nook that had a huge window that over looked a small piece of the city and backyard. Then I felt on the black silk bedsheets while waiting on Harry to come back out.

When he did, he brought a towel. Was he going to clean me off? He answered my question as he came back on to the bed and started to wipe me. He first got my stomach and chest. Then turned me over so he can clean the cum from my ass.

"You are such a gentleman," I said laying on my hands, "Do you do this for all your partners?"

"Nope. Just the ones I care about."

I smiled and looked at him before he continued, "And I think we should see where this goes."

"What you mean?" I asked as he threw the towel to the side. I felt him crawl over me before kissing my shoulder.

"You know keep doing what we did tonight and see where it leads us."

I had no issue in just purely having sex with Harry for time being but the promise of it turning into something got a small part of me nervous. I thought he would have been done with me after we had sex but apparently this was something else. It wasn't a definite chance that he wanted to take it that far but the opportunity to prove that I was good enough for a relationship was scary but exciting. Plus, I could tell he wanted to see for himself was I worth it.

So, I turned my head to kiss him, agreeing to his terms. We smiled against each other lips before I felt him grow against my thigh.

"Do I need to stop kissing you?" I asked, "It seems like you are almost ready for round two."

He took my lip between his teeth before releasing it and said, "I've been ready for round two. The question is how many rounds are you ready for?"

"Remember I have school," I moaned as he kissed my neck.

"I'll let you borrow my clothes."

"My mother will be worried if she doesn't see me in the morning."

"I'll tell Darrius to call her and say you're with him."

My back arched as his tongue hit my small buds and he said, "So tell me how many more rounds are you ready for?"

"Two."

He quickly looked up at me like I was supposed to say an outrageous number. His eyebrows narrowed together and his forehead wrinkled before I said, "What? I just said I have school."

**

Morning had come too soon as my alarm went off. When I opened my eyes, I didn't see my sewing kit or my fabrics staring back at me. All I saw was Harry's face covered with his long blonde hair. He was holding me close with my leg crossed over his thigh. It all felt like a dream last night but judging from the aches I had, it wasn't.

Harry looked completely out of it as I shut off the alarm. I wiggled my way out of his hold not realizing the door was opening.

"Hey Harry you-," Caleb step through, seeing me in all my glory. He covered his eyes before yelling, "What the fuck?"

That woke Harry up as his eyes slowly opened. He looked like he was upset at first until he saw me. He smiled before looking at the door and seeing his brother with his eyes covered.

"Get out," he calmly stated pulling me closer to him again, "We still have three more minutes."

I gently pushed Harry away before searching for my clothes. Caleb was still standing there with his eyes covered but angrily shouted, "How did this happen?"

"No," Harry whined as I got off the bed still not willing to get up from his spot. I searched for my clothes but Caleb continued to yell, "Answer my question please! How the hell did you guys end up here? I could have sworn you were pissed at all of us when you left."

"Caleb calm your ass okay," I answered him and he soften but glared at his pouting brother, "I went out, saw your brother, we talked, and we had sex. That's what happened."

"Yea it was going to happen," Harry stated climbing out of bed, "I thought you would be all for it."

"You just got out of a relationship before you went out," Caleb said stomping towards Harry, "Who does shit like that?"

"Uhm...me?"

I laughed pulling on my pants before Harry motioned for me to come over. Caleb was pacing and I knew once I left this room he was going to cuss Harry the fuck out. Harry told me to lean down so I could hear him say, "You and me. Dinner. Saturday."

I nodded getting back to putting on my clothes and Caleb started walking towards Harry.

"Harry, you better not-," Caleb yelled before Harry quickly got up and went to the bathroom. Caleb didn't have a chance to get to him as Harry slammed the door right in his face. He aggressively jiggled the lock as the shower started to run. He kicked the brown door before turning his attention to me.

"Listen Chris, you don't know what you just did," He said approaching me as I put on my cap. I checked myself in the mirror before saying, "Relax Caleb I've been through this before okay. Plus, your brother and-,"

"My brother is an ass that hasn't figured out he is an ass," he stated seriously. I was confused now. Caleb was always saying how his brother liked me from the get go but now he is warning me about him. I could tell by my silence and raised eyebrow that he knew I was confused, so he continued, "I love my brother and he gives me anything I ask for. However, he is terrible with men. They go crazy after he breaks up with him and I could see why."

"Because his dick is good," I answered half-joking but Caleb wasn't having it as he said, "No he leads them on."

His ocean eyes screamed caution but I still had questions.

"Why are you telling me this?" I asked watching the bathroom door, "You and Darrius thought it was great at first. Now, you are trying to protect me from your brother."

"Because-," he paused before taking his eyes away from me. He stuck his hands into his khaki pockets and was looking everywhere else but me. He knew something and wasn't telling me. Then he said, "Just don't get attached to everything he does for you okay."

I was getting annoyed because he avoided the question. It didn't sit well with me that he was holding back something. I never liked liars and it felt like Caleb was about to lie to me. However, I still asked him, "Caleb...what were you going to say? Unlike your boyfriend, I don't do very well with liars."

He bit his lip before looking at me, "That's kind of what Darrius told me."

I shook my head not sure if I heard him correctly. Did he just say Darrius told him something? About me? I folded my arms and motioned for him to keep going. He knew he put his foot his mouth but he let out a breath and said, "Darrius told me about what happened when you found out about Daniel."

An instant flash back went through my head of that night. The anger I felt begin to boil up again but now was being replaced by how angry I was with Darrius. That was something me and him agreed to never tell anyone else. Then he goes ahead and tells Caleb. I sucked in a breath before giving him a smile.

"So, he just tells you everything now huh?" I said and he begin to speak but I wasn't finished, "And are you trying to protect me or your brother?"

"I'm trying to protect both of you guys because I don't want to see either one of you get hurt!"

"Well maybe you should stop butting into people's business and only worry about your relationship."

"Chris, I- "

I stormed out of the room without giving him a chance to speak. I took a well needed breath before going down the stairs and out the door. I knew if I stayed in that room any longer, I was for sure going to hurt my best friend's boyfriend. Whether it was verbal or physical, Darrius would hate me after. Once I regained my composure, I walked to my car and drove off with knowledge that someone I called brother exposed a deep secret I was trying to hide. A secret that has made me afraid of myself and what happens when someone hurts me.