Angst requested by @Kirisunshine13004

WARNING: Cutting.

Kirishima's pov.

I've never felt more scared in my life, as I stared into Bakugo's eyes as he was pulled into the purple warp gate.

"BAKUGO!" I yelled at the top of my lungs.

I ran towards him but was too late he'd already been pulled through and the gate disappeared. I stumbled and fell the ground, tears streaming from my eyes. I slammed my fists on the ground and screamed.

"Why...why......" I mumbled. We had only been dating for a week and he was already taken from me. My chest began feeling tight and my vision blurred.

I could hear my name being yelled faintly. I turned towards the voice only for blackness to take over my vision completely.

Bakugo's pov.

"Oh fuck off already!" I growled at Handjob. 'This dude is seriously on something if he thinks I'm going to join the LoV. Even though I may be rude to people and some believe that I should be a villain doesn't mean I'll give them the satisfaction. I just don't want anyone in the way while I'm trying to achieve my dream. I won't be satisfied until I'm #1 Pro.'

"Wrong answer." Handjob rasped.
I struggled against the rope that tied my hands to the chair. I so wanted to blast this fucker to the moon.

I froze as a slight pressure was applied against my throat and I looked to the side slightly. Fucking blonde maniac. She was grinning holding the knife to my throat.

"Oh come on Shiggy! Just a little bit of blood! I wanna mess with that redhead of his." She says biting her lip. I scowled at her.

"You better not touch him you crazy bitch!" I yelled.

"Would the both of you shut up already!" Handjob said rubbing his temples. Toga backed away and walked back to Dabi's side, pouting. "We'll see what your answer is after a bit of reeducation." He says before snapping his fingers.

"Mr. Compress please take this hormonal teenager to the room."

"Who you calling hormonal teenager, you manchild?!"

"Hurry up!" He shouted. "This kid's trying my patience."

"Oh shut the fuc-." I was cut off by a sharp pain at the back of my head. Everything went black.

Kirishima's pov.

I opened my eyes only to be blinded immediately. I squinted at the harsh light that came from above.

"H-hello?" I heard movement from my left and looked over to see Mina laying on the couch.

"Oh my gosh your finally awake. I'm going to go get Recovery Girl!" She says getting up and bolting out the room.

A few minutes later she was back with the old women in tow.

"How do you feel Kirishima?" She asks holding a clipboard.

"I feel fine."

"Well that's good. Just stay here for a while and when you feel ready you can leave." She says before walking out of the room. I look over at Mina who's staring at the ground. "What happened? Is Bakugo really-"

"I'm so sorry Kiri." She replies cutting me off. I could feel the tears stinging my eyes.

Fuck.

"How are the others?"

A small smile formed on Minas lips. "Everyones fine. We believe the LoV target Bakugo specifically. With the way Bakugo acted at the Sports festival I'm not suprised."

"Can I just have some time to myself for a bit." I ask.

"Yeah sure." She says walking towards the door. "I'll tell the others not to bother you."

"Thanks."

I turned over on the bed and curled up into a ball crying myself to sleep.

*timeskip about a week*

I sat at my desk spacing off during the lecture. 'If only I'd been there with him. Then he wouldn't be gone.'

I could feel a lump forming in the back of my throat. 'Oh come on not now.' I raised my hand. Mr. Aizawa looked glanced over at me.

"Yes, Kirishima?" Everyone turned to me.

"May I go to the restroom?" I kept my eyes on the desk in front of me. I didn't want he others to see the tears in my eyes.

"Sure...be back soon." He says and goes back to teaching. I got up quickly and left. Once the door was shut I ran to the bathroom. I made my way into one of the stalls and leaned against the locked door.

'I don't know how much more of this I can take.'

Warning: Cutting

I pulled up my sleeves and looked down at the bandages. I unraveled them and took in the sight of the lines that adorned my arms. There were some old and some new. I deserved this.

'I couldn't save him.'

I grabbed the razor out of my pocket and brought it to my arms. I let out shallow breaths as I dragged it across my skin.

Cut
Worthless

Cut
Stupid

Cut
Pathetic

Cut
Unmanly

I continued until they were overlapping one another. Blood had began beading up and leaving trails as it dripped to the tiled floor at my feet. I sighed and rewraped my arms. 'What's wrong with me?' Tears trailed down my face. I wiped them away but they kept on coming.

END OF WARNING

I cleaned up the mess on the ground and put up the razor before walking out of the stall. I made my way to the sink and washed my hands and splashed water on my face. I looked up in the mirror. My hair was down and my face was splotchy. I was about to leave when a voice came through the intercom.

"There has been a security breach. Students, listen to your teachers as they tell you what to do."

'Should I go back to class? No is should probably stay here....but what if they need me?' I made up my mind and went to open the door slowly. There was no one there.

I stepped out into the hallway and made my way back to class.

I stopped in the middle of the hallway and turned around. "Who's there?" I could tell someone was following me.

A figure stepped out of and empty classroom and stood there staring at me. Their face was covered by a mask.

"Who are you and what do you want?" I ask stepping forward a bit.

"Ugh one question at a time please." Came an all too familiar voice. "First off I'm sure you already know who I am anyways so I wont tell you. Second I want revenge."

"B-bakugo?" I ask in disbelief.

"The one and only." He says taking off the mask. There he was standing in front of him as handsome as ever. His crimson orbs bore into my own. Then I realized what he had just said.

"What do you mean...revenge?"

He began walking towards me slowly. There was a dazed look in his eyes.

'Someone's used a quirk on him.'

"You guys forgot about me." He says glaring at me.

"No we didn't!"

"Tell me why no ones rescued me then. Everyone thought I was villan material so they must have decided to leave me with them." He says waving his hands around dramatically.

"The LoV were interfering with everything. There are still people searching for you. The class even searched for you but we were caught and punished."

"Well that sounds like a you problem to me." He says. "I'll just start this whole revenge thing off with you."

He was close enough to me to where I could smell his caramel scent.

"Oh come on. Hurry up already Suki." Came a feminine voice. I looked around him to see a girl with twin blonde buns. She was holding knives and staring at Bakugo intently.

"Yeah yeah calm down crazy."he says and turns back to me.

"Suki?" I repeated confused.

At that he lunged at me. I dodged his punch and swung at his side. He blocked it and let off and explosion in my face. I used my quirk and recovered from the blast quickly.

I wasn't using my quirk on him though. I didn't want to hurt him. The exchange of punches and kicks continued for a while. The occasional blast rang out. I was getting worn out from blood lose and my quirk being over used.

'I don't know how much longer I can hold up.'

"Please stop this Bakugo. This isn't you." I begged.

"What do you mean this isn't me? This is who I was meant to be. This is who everyone wanted me to be." He says holding up his hands readying for another explosion.

"No it's not." I replied. "The old you cared about everyone in class. Maybe except for Mineta but still. You wanted to become # 1 Pro hero. We all supported you cause we're like a big family." I could see his eyes clearing up a bit.

"But family isn't supposed to be left behind." He says.

"Are seriously quoting Lelo and Stitch right now." I ask chuckling.

"Maybe." He says with a smirk.

I got hard and shoved him against the wall. (Ok I'm so sorry rn. I had to do it cause its like midnight or some shit. My 2 braincells were begging me.)

"If my words aren't enough then maybe this will be." 'I can't believe I'm about to do this.' I leaned in closer to him.

"Wha-mph." I cut off his protests with a kiss. It was short but sweet. I pulled away and looked him in the eyes. They were clear but narrowed in anger.

"Who the fuck said you could stop kissing me Shittyhair?!" He pulled me back to him and locked lips with me. This time it was passionate. I nibbled lightly on his lips begging for entrance. He gave it to me and I explored his mouth. I moved to his neck and bit it lightly, receiving a moan.

All of a sudden I felt a sharp burning pain in my back. I gasped in pain and backed away from Bakugo. He looked at me confused. I reached behind me and pulled out a knife.

'What the hell?' I looked back to see Toga posed ready to throw another knife. I began feeling woozy and fell to the ground.

I looked down to see my arms bleeding. It looks like all that movement disturbed the cuts.

"What the fuck you crazy bitch." Bakugo yelled.

"Really Suki, we're back to the rude names again? I thought we were friends." She pouted.

"Stop calling me that. We where never friends to begin with." He says and stalked towards her with small sparks forming in his hands.

"Looks like it's my time to go. You can keep the Knife...let's just say it's an early wedding present." She says before disappearing down the hall.

Bakugo ran back to me and knelt down. "Come on Kiri stay awake." He says while putting pressure on the wound.

"Call me by my first name." I say putting my hand on his own.

"Only if you use mine." He says.

"Alright Katsuki." I whisper lightly before falling unconcious.

Katsuki calling ny name was the last thing I heard.

*timeskip cause i wanna get some sleep before school*

I woke up and was immediately blinded by the light. 'This seems familiar.'

There was a weight on my side and ash blonde hair rubbing against my arm. 'I wonder if its soft.'

I reached over and placed my hand on Kats head. I ran my fingers through it. It was super soft. All of a sudden a groan filled the room.

I blushed and stopped what I was doing to look down at Kat. He moved his head to were he was staring at me.

"What do you think your doing Shittyhair?"

"I-i am s-sor-."

"I didn't tell you to stop." He says cutting me off.

"Wow he is super needy......I wonder if he's like that in bed..." Kats eyes widened and I realized I had just said that outloud.

"What did you just say Shithead?!" He says geting up. There was a blush on his face the color of my hair.

"I'm s-sorry I-" he cut me off by lunging at me. He was careful not to hurt me as he climbed on top and straddled me.

He trailed kisses from my neck up to my jaw and then my ear. "We'll have to find out later whenever you're out of here." He whispers. I went hard almost instantly. He noticed and laughed.

"Be quiet Katsuki."

"Never." He replies and captures my lips in a kiss. We pulled away a few moments later.

"I love you." I whispered to him as he leaned his forehead against mine.

"I love you too, Eijirou."