WARNING! SEXUAL THEMES INVOLVED.

Soooo this oneshot is very very long. And this toook me so long to write too so I hope y'all appreciate :) btw no smuts. However there are sexual themes inVolved in this story so if ur easily uncomfortable with those type of things then pLS SkIP

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There are two things you can do to a body pillow.

You can either cuddle with it,

Or rub your sexual frustration onto it.

Izuku's boner rubs onto the cushion, the friction giving him a sense of sensation that makes a groan escape from his lips.

He looks at Todoroki's face and down to his body. He doesn't stop moving, while his fingers trace over the lines that defined the abs , and he wishes that it could be real.

That right now, instead of this $10.99 pillow is the real Todoroki underneath him. Izuku tries and likes to imagine Todoroki moaning praises and Izuku's name with his deep husky voice, as he rubs both of their erections together.

Izuku imagines, panting and sweating as he feels himself coming close. His hands clutches the bed sheets tightly. He speeds up the movement of his hips till his legs ache. The sound of silent moans and bed creaking fills the quiet room.

He keeps thrusting and grinding and moving onto the pillow, until he feels a wet patch growing on his crotch.

Izuku feels his legs weaken. It leaves him satisfied, but he knows it'll only last for a while. He takes a big deep breath, and collapses next to the pillow.

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"Wow, Izuku! You seem different today,"

Uraraka gushed once Izuku stepped into the classroom. Izuku suddenly feels self conscious. He had woken up late (having a wet dream about a particular someone) and barely had any time to get ready (and process that the dream isn't actually real) at all.

"Uh..about that..I woke up late, haha. Why, is there something on my face?" Izuku points to his face. He blinks his eyes innocently.

"Nah, it's just that you look more fresh, and mature than before." Uraraka points out, smirking knowingly.

Izuku's eyes widens. He shyly scratches the back of his neck, "Uhh, thanks. That's because I slept a lot last night," His cheeks heats up.

"Mhm," She just hums, "I did hear some moan- I meant snoring last night."
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It didn't really help when Izuku's room is just above Todoroki's. He could hear every detail, the bed moving and moaning getting louder with each passing moment, could only tell that something was happening.

And he feels so..jealous. He wants to be next to Izuku right now, to be in whoever's in place, but for now he's stuck to his bed, pathetically covering his ears with his pillow and trying not to think about the growing tent in his pants.

The news spread so fast the next morning. Everybody began talking about Izuku possibly dating, especially with a man, but they are open about it ever since Momo and Jirou proudly announced they're in love with each other a few months ago (even though everybody already kind of knew). As well as Mina coming out bisexual. But Izuku politely declined that he's single and isn't really interested in anyone. Todoroki feels himself sigh in relief, but the noises he heard the other night didn't match up with what Izuku said.

It felt like Izuku is hiding something. But that's none of his business anyway.

Todoroki stares off into space, the conversation echoing in his mind, but he's not interested in any of it. Not when he's just going to get jealous.

Mr. Aizawa suddenly slams a book on his desk, gaining all attention from all the students in Class A-1.

"Listen up everybody! Today and tomorrow will be different. I have assigned you in pairs to what you are going to be doing. It's basically like observing your opponent and finding their weakness. We'll give you about 2 days to do that and on the third day will be a match between you both. Whoever wins will get a free buffet pass. And to those who doesn't, I'll be giving you the chance to do rubbish duties," Mr. Aizawa grunts, earning whispers and murmurs from the class.

"Any last questions before I zip myself up?"

Aoyama raises his hands, "And who might our partners be?"

The raven haired teacher points to a paper stuck to the wall, "There, is the list of your names and the partners that you're going to be having." Mr. Aizawa pauses and adds sternly, "And one final thing, if you don't like your partner, please suck it up."

With that, Mr. Aizawa became a cocoon, as he wraps himself in a yellow worn out sleeping bag.

The class of A1 runs to the piece of paper, shouting and complaining and congratulating.

Todoroki stands far from the group, because being tall has it's advantage. He feels a presence next to him, he tries not to laugh as Izuku tries to stand on his tippytoes to see against the broad shoulders and long wavy curls and tied up ponytails.

Izuku's shoulder drops when there was no use, but Todoroki clears his throat, "You can jump on my back if you want,"

Izuku stares at him, "I'm heavy..though. I mean I know you're strong and you got the sexy biceps and muscles and everything, but it's just embarrassing because I can't be strong for myself..."

Todoroki raises his eyebrow, "sexy?-"

Izuku's cheeks begin to turn to shades of pink, "What I meant was to say was if it's okay with you?"

Todoroki nods. He faces his back infront of Izuku. Izuku hops onto it, with Todoroki automatically holding his thighs together. Izuku unconsciously wraps his legs around Todoroki's torso and his arms around Todoroki's neck, afraid that he's going to fall.

"There, better?" Todoroki says.

"Yea," Izuku choked out, feeling dizzy as he can smell the scent of vanilla within the other boy.

"I can't see from here, so can I have a piggyback too? No homo." Mineta begs. Izuku hears Todoroki sighs.

Izuku squints to see his name at the bottom of the page and tries to make out the name next to his which will be his partner.

Then he does a double take. Because Todoroki Shouto's name is right beside his.
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"Izuku, you've been staring at Todoroki drinking a smoothie for 30 minutes straight. I don't get how this is going to help you beat him on a match." Tenya, Izuku's best friend and partner in crime, whispered from the thick moustache that covered his lips.

Izuku hushed him, covering his friend's mouth, "Shh! We are meant to be undercover right now."

"Mmf. But is fwis really nesswesfary?" Tenya glared at him and shook Izuku's hands off from his mouth. Izuku rolls his eyes and adjusts his sunglasses. He can't see clearly from the leaves of the bushes that they're currently hiding in, but he can slightly see half of Todoroki, talking enthusiastically to someone.

"I'm just sayin these aren't really disguises because we already used these with him during that time when we tried to save Bakugo,"

Izuku ignores him and pushes away a clutter of leaves that blocks him from seeing Todoroki completely.

"If you look closely, he's not just drinking a smoothie, but he's..drinking with a girl?!"

"Of course!" Tenya declared, his eyes twinkling like he found the answer to the mysteries of the world, "Every man's weakness is a woman. I know that mine is. Specifically a woman with a bubbly and gentle smile and personality is enough to make me fall down to my knees."

"Yeah.." Izuku looks away, and turns to face his back from the bush, leaning against it and looking at the sky, "You're right."

———-
Izuku feels so frustrated right now. He slams his door shut and drag his body to the bed. He closed his eyes, and the same image kept repeating whenever he does.

The image of Todoroki laughing happily with a girl.

He kicks his legs angrily mid air, he's jealous and sad and confused and he doesn't know what to feel anymore. But there's a growing pit of emptiness currently sucking all of his emotions at once. Izuku can't help but sob and bury his face onto the cushion, and when he opened his eyes, he sees Todoroki's lustful unmoving eyes staring back at him and he sobs harder.

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Todoroki's infront of Izuku's dorm. He paces back and forth trying to understand why he was here in the first place. Then he remembers his sister's conversation with him yesterday.

"So what did you call me here for?" Fuyumi, his sister, asked, taking a sip of her green bubble tea.

"I...need your advice on something,"

"Okay." She slowly nodded, "On what?"

Todoroki nervously shifted on his seat, hands fidgeting. He isn't the type to ask people for advices, and he could tell that Fuyumi looks surprised.

"What would you do if you have to fight the person you love?"

"Well, husbands and wives fight most of the time," Then Fuyumi raises her fist in the air, "But I'll show them who's boss of course!"

"Oh, okay." He said as enthusiastically as he could.

It wasn't the answer Todoroki was waiting for. But this is what he should expect born from a fiery and competitive household.

"I'm just kidding," She chuckled, and began to move the straw around her cup, poking the boba pearls that stuck to the plastic, "But, things all work out in the end. I guess, if you're fighting with someone who you love, things will get sour between you. And that's normal because all couples experience that, and it's very healthy and part of the relationship. Without it, the bond between you too won't be that strong-"

Todoroki interrupts her before she ends up rambling about relationships and so on.

"What I meant to say was, me and this person in my class are going to be facing each other..in a battle type of way. Not relationship type of fights or anything like that,"

Todoroki blushed.

"Oh! Well me and my boyfriend play fight using our quirks. And also with words but who cares. Anyways, there were times we got each other hurt, but as long as no hard feelings are attached, you and your lover's feelings won't get hurt."

No hard feelings attached, Todoroki chanted in his thoughts.

And that was the only thing Todoroki needed to hear from her that the next morning he woke up determined to go to Izuku's dorm room and tell him that there's no hard feelings attached during the battle (although the thought of losing towards Izuku doesn't bother him that much, confessing his love for him does.)

So Todoroki stands nervously infront of the white door, adjusting his plain baggy shirt. His knuckles were about to knock onto the door, when he heard Izuku's subtle voice from the other side.

"Ahh, I'm..I'm coming,"

Todoroki frowned. He hasn't even knocked yet Izuku already knows he's already there. But it soon was followed by a creaking noise.

He presses his ears onto the door to hear what's going on. Having Jirou's quirks would be pretty handy right now.

"Aa..." He heard a moan from the other side, "Ah..ngh..mhm..right there. Deeper, ngh, yes!"

Then Todoroki's eyes becomes wide. He's hit by a sudden wave of realisation. He backs away from the door and clutches the fabric on his chest.

Izuku..is he..doing it with someone right now? Todoroki feels a bitter feeling growing in his chest, It's none of my business. Who cares if he is. I don't care.

He shakes off his head and proceeds to walk away. But then he hears it.

"F-faster..uhhh..Todoroki-kun!!"

Todoroki stops in his tracks.

He was certain. Or it must be his heartbroken heart convincing him to believe that Izuku was just moaning his name a second ago. And that Izuku could be doing this because he likes him.

His hopes faltered slowly when he realised it was just his last name. His last name that he probably shares with a thousand other people. And that person is probably the luckiest Todoroki out there, and him, having the worst luck.

Why would Izuku moan his name anyway? Or, why would Izuku even think about him in the first place?

His thoughts began to wander of the times where Izuku was next to him, Todoroki would always see a hint of pink on his cheeks. Or the time when he caught Izuku's stare across the classroom.

Wait. Todoroki ponders, Why wouldn't Izuku think about me in the first place?
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"Today..is the day," Mr. Aizawa yawns, eyelids drooping as he tries to keep them open, "And I hope all of you did your observations carefully and wisely." He shoots a stern stare at Kaminari and Mineta.

While Mr. Aizawa explained what to and what not to do, Izuku focused on fretting over what he was going to do in the arena. 2 days worth of observation and the only thing he could find from Todoroki was that he's probably weak for girls, he likes hot chocolate rather than tea or coffee and that he looks really good in a sleeveless shirt. But Izuku doesn't know how that's going to help him win. He's helpless and hopeless and Todoroki might as well be his weakness.

"Please make your way to the arena. Present Mic will be waiting there and will be telling you the partners who's going to go first and so on. Now scurry!" Mr. Aizawa pushes everybody outside the classroom and slams the door once all the groaning and whining teenagers all gather outside.
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"Todoroki Shouto and Midorya Izuku,"

"May I present to you, husband and wi-Ow!" Izuku snaps from his dreamy state after getting pinched by Uraraka. His palms flies to his mouth after realising what he just thought were said out loud.

He's glad that the rest of the class are sitting by the bleachers. But at the same time, he forgot that Uraraka is also here, for his moral support. She pretends not to notice, smirking when Izuku's embarrassment radiates shades of pink on his freckles cheeks.

"Your match is starting now, Izu!" She chuckles and points at the gate.

Izuku gulps. Behind those doors will be Todoroki, the  love of his life, and the sad thing is Todoroki doesn't know that. The worse thing is, he's also Izuku's enemy right now.

Izuku tries to put on his brave and determined face, but he just blushes harder.

"Okay, lets do this."

Izuku holds his breath as he entered the arena. Then he hears loud cheers and whoops coming from his classmates sitting by the bleachers, who seems to be the only people present in this arena aside from Present Mic.

Izuku sees Todoroki standing a few meters away from him, and as he got closer he
feels himself get nervous.

"The round is going to start now, so please ready yourself." Present Mic's loud voice echoes throughout the speakers. He counts from one to three and a whistle was blown.

Izuku is glad that they can use quirks, otherwise he'd be completely weakless. He positions himself, his hands curling into fists. A few sparks of electricity dance around him.

However Todoroki didn't look intimidated by Izuku. He just proceeded to walk closer to the other boy.

"Why aren't they doing anything?!" An angry voice shouted, which could only belong to one person.

But before Izuku could blink, it happens so fast. Ice shoots up from Todoroki's fingers, which turns into a massive wall of ice coating around the two of them.

Izuku looks outside the ice and can hardly see anyone, or anything at all, but just ice. But Izuku can easily break this with his Detroit smash. But using his quirk would often damage anything in it's way. He can't risk to use it.

"T-Todoroki, " Izuku stutters, maybe because of the coldness. His misty breath hung in the air, the world outside them frozen still it seemed like. But Todoroki keeps coming closer, until there were a feet away.

Izuku puts his palm out between them. Whatever Todoroki seems to be doing to him, was working on him.

"Midorya," Todoroki breathes, "Your weakness, is this, isn't it?"

Todoroki's fingers grazes Izuku's cheeks, the touch warm and soft and Izuku lets out a tiny noise.

"Or...this," Todoroki leans in even more closer, this time it feels like only one more push and their lips would touch.

"S-stop." Izuku gasps.

He pushes Todoroki away, and just as he did so, the ice began to melt, evaporating into thin air like nothing happened. But in Izuku's heart, he's feeling lots of emotions right now and it's all too much for him.

Izuku saw this as a chance to escape, before he does something. He doesn't look back as he runs away, heart beating so fast and his legs aching from the night before, but he just wants to get out of there as fast as he can because he doesn't know how long he can control his self if he does stay there.
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Todoroki's weakness.

Is hurting the one he loves.

And from the expression Izuku gave before he forfeited the battle, explained it all. How Izuku looked so fragile, and weak and hurt and Todoroki shouldn't have done that. Maybe touching Izuku was way too far.

"And the winner is...Todoroki Shouto!" Todoroki feels everything rumbles because of Present Mic's voice. His classmates joining to congratulate for him.

Todoroki bows and runs to the same direction Izuku went. He's going to find him and apologise, and hopefully Izuku can forgive him and will still want to be his friend after what he did.

He passes the hallway and there's still no Izuku to be seen. But he hears a soft voice, echoing from the men's bathroom. He follows it.

The voice moans again, but this time, it was his name. He peers from the wall sneakily, and sees Izuku, back against the wall as he held onto something from his pants and pumps it like his life depends on it.

As if Izuku wants to make sure that Todoroki hears, although he's distracted by the surreal sight in front of him, Izuku moans slightly louder than before, "To-Todoroki..mhm..Shouto...."

Todoroki feels himself harden. Never in his wildest dreams would he have imagined that Izuku would be in front of him, pleasuring and moaning his name. He unconsciously lick his lips, and he was going to unzip his pants and pleasure himself as well, but he stops.

He came here to apologise, not to become a pervert.

Todoroki hides on the other side of the wall, debating wether or not to enjoy this once in a lifetime opportunity or to just forget all about it.

But he lets his hands wander around his crotch anyway, grabbing his already hard member and stroking it.

"A-ahh..Izuku," Todoroki grunts, getting faster. He closes his eyes and let his imagination control his sexual frustration.

"T-Todoroki?!"

Izuku's voice, so sweet like he could taste it.

"Mmm..midorya.." He replies, panting.

"Todoroki, why are you here?"

Todoroki opens his eyes. Colours drains on his face as he's face to face with the one and only Izuku Midorya.

He stuffs his member hastily back on his pants and stretches out his shirt to cover the visible bulge. "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. It just happened and gosh it's because you're so sexy and-" Todoroki can't look him in the eye because this is so embarrassing.  But

"Todoroki..just now, did you hear me?" Izuku's voice is now small, so different from the vocal and sexual one he's heard.

Maybe he hasn't seen my boner yet.. But it's sticking out on his shorts.

"I..uh yeah. Don't worry I won't tell-"

Izuku gives a sad smile, "Now you know how I feel. It's gross, right? That I do this every night..That I think about you and without your permission too. I'm the one who should be sorry. You have every reason to tell them, because I'm a pervert who..likes you."

"How is it gross? To like someone," Todoroki inches closer, "Who likes you back?"

He caresses Izuku's cheeks, tucking strands of green behind his ear, "If only, it should feel amazing."

——-
Izuku looks up, and meets his gaze. Is Todoroki being serious right now? "Are you saying you like- mmf."

Izuku almost fell to the floor, after Todoroki crashed his lips onto his without any warning. But Todoroki's reflex is fast and pulls Izuku closer to his chest.

He feels his limbs going soggy noodles, ears turning red and heart beating so fast. But most of all he doesn't expect that Todoroki could possibly return the same feelings he has.

It takes another few seconds for Izuku's lips to move in sync with Todoroki's. Izuku feels so lost the first time, he doesn't have any experience on kissing, besides practicing on body pillows. Yet the feeling doesn't compare to how real and natural this is. It feels like their lips just seem to know what they're doing.

They brush past one another, always moving and never stopping. Izuku feels nervous tingles down his body, and his palms itch to touch Todoroki's cheek. But he controls himself.

Then suddenly, Todoroki grips both of Izuku's legs tightly then heaves him up in the air. Izuku's back is pushed against the wall, supporting him as Todoroki continues to kiss him, his hands holding onto Izuku's thighs.

Izuku feels something hard rubbing onto his now hard member. He pulls out from the kiss, and gasps. "Todoroki, I think you have a problem down there,"

Todoroki pouts at the loss of contact, then gave a half smile, "You can solve it later if you want to,"

Izuku blushes. Since when did Todoroki become so flirty?
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Izuku opens his eyes, the bright light seeping from his curtains creates streaks of patterns across his room. He yawns. Luckily today is a free day, so he can sleep for as long as he wants. He turns to his side and nuzzles his face on his pillow. The only problem being that it seems harder than before, and it seems to be moving.

He gasps.

He slowly retreats his arms to his side, realising that his body pillow is replaced by the Todoroki himself. Izuku covers his mouth, wide eyes, as memories of yesterday came flooding down. His heart begins to race.

Memories of him and Todoroki confessing their love for one another. Or them making out shamelessly outside the men's bathroom. Or Todoroki finding out the reason of Izuku's late night noises and him also admitting that he also has an Izuku body pillow.

Izuku also remembers the two of them, doing it together and maybe that's why Todoroki ended up sleeping half naked on his bed. And explained how he can't seem to move his body because everything aches.

When Izuku thinks about it, he would've never thought that yesterday would end up like today.

Todoroki moves to his side, his sleeping yet flawless face facing Izuku. His arms unconsciously stretch onto Izuku's waist, clinging onto him.

He tries not to think about tomorrow. Because right now, is all that matters.

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THE END!!!
Lmao this took me 2 months? To write and honestly I'm so happy that I finished it...sorry if there's no smut :(( i was planning to write it but idk how

❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for reading, to anyone who has read this far.