So i just wanted to say that im very grateful of everyone who comments on this story, honestly i probably would have discontinued it awhile ago otherwise.

My mental health has gotten worse once again and im having a hard time coping.

I guess rn im struggling with self harm and suicidal  thoughts. I know its not the best solution but it wont stop echoing in my head that that's what I should do.

I know a lot of my readers struggle with similar things and rn im here if you need help.

Sorry for not updating, hope you stay strong. Thank you for reading. 

Im going to try to officially update this weekend.

Once again sorry but i hope the best for y'all.