—

I just left. Without any more words or goodbyes. No guilt or grief. It was peaceful.

Well if you ignore the fact that I was a monster, that killed everyone, who eyed me in a weird way.

The first thing I did was going in the mystic grill. My clothes were still drained with the blood. Derek's blood, the blood of the girl that killed me and I don't even know who's too. It didn't matter anyways.

Everyone was staring at me when I took a seat. The waitress was to scared to ask, what I wanted to order. So I grabbed myself a bottle of bourbon from behind the bar.

I heard Elenas scream when she entered the Mystic grill an hour after I arrived:"Oh my god she's back!".

"Indeed", I smirked and turned around. With vampire speed I stood in front of her, making her heart skip a beat.

"Move", Bonnie screamed and held her hand up to use some kind of spell on me. I just rolled my eyes and flicked her whole body against a wall with a small movement of my finger.

"You know you can't beat me", I frowned. It was just like the last time when I was in Mystic falls.

Bonnie Bennett, the witch, who always thought she could beat me. But she was nothing compared to me. After I turned, the vampire side in me made my magic even stronger.

I faced Elena again. The Petrova doppelganger, who thought the world moves around her and her only. Making the Salvatore brothers go crazy in 'love' so they would always take care of her. She was annoying and her game was getting boring.

Then Caroline Forbes stepped in front of Elena to keep her best friend save. She was a young vampire and somehow Klaus was madly in love with her but the blonde vampire could do nothing than rejecting him. Vampire Barbie always cried about the fact that no one chose her first. Well Klaus did, but she certainly didn't want him.

"Oh come on", I murred after seeing her grin,"Stop thinking you could beat me. The only thing why I didn't kill you yet, is because Niklaus didn't allow it".

I turned my back on her and went back to the bar, where I poured the alcohol down my throat. I didn't even know why I was drinking. I guess I was waiting for Klaus.

"I'll call Klaus", Caroline whispered and went outside to phone. Elena ran to her best friend Bonnie to look if she was still alive. But no worries, she was. I could hear her heart beating.

"You turned your humanity off again", Elena spoke up while she was waiting for Bonnie to wake up,"Why?".

"Don't ask things that are none of your business", I hissed, but didn't even look at her.

"You helped Damon with Stephan. He was surprised that you were so nice to him", Elena got up on her feet again and went on talking, like I didn't just warn her,"So what happened in Beacon Hills?".

With my vampire speed I was in front of her. I grabbed her by her throat and pushed Elena with the back against the wall. In my other hand I still held the bottle of whisky, that was almost empty.

Without even thinking about it, I slammed the glass bottle against the wall, making the glass crack and fall on her skin. Elena's delicate human skin had some scrapes now, where a tiny bit of blood was coming from.

"Defenseless Elena still didn't learn to listen, when a way stronger creature tells her to shut up", I smirked while shaking my head,"I'm not one of the vampires you should mess with. I'm not one of your Salvatore brothers. I'm way worse and you seem to always forget that. It's about time, that you learn a lesson".

Within seconds I sunk my fangs into her neck. She didn't even stand a chance. Her blood was delicious. I didn't even think about stopping. I never cared about Elena's life anyway. In fact it would be a blessing for the Salvatore brothers to finally get rid of the Petrova doppelgangers.

"Hey Jolene!", it was Klaus, who was immediately behind me and pulled me away from Elena. I was struggling to shrug him off, so I could finally kill her.

But he held me captive and whispered in my ear, while Elena and her friends left:"It's alright Jolene. I'm here now".

"Oh come on Niklaus", I said when I finally pushed him away from me,"I'm not the lost hybrid anymore, who wasn't able to control her emotions".

He glared in my red glowing eyes and that's when he realized:"You turned it off again?".

"Yes", I smiled, when he finally got it,"Took you long enough".

"What happened?", Klaus said with threatening voice, but I didn't answer him.

Then he grabbed my face and slammed my back against the wall:"What happened?". He compelled me, so I had to tell him everything.

"Oh god", Niklaus shook his head after I stopped telling him everything,"That's going to take a long time until you turn it on again".

—

And he was right. First we both killed some people, that Klaus wanted to have dead anyways. He though it would help me, to let some anger out. Well it did, but it certainly didn't make me turn my humanity back on.

Then Niklaus told Rebecca and Elijah to help me, because Klaus wasn't good with talking about emotions. His siblings were a little bit better with that, but nothing helped. I told them about everything that happened in Beacon hills, but my voice didn't have a hint of feelings. I was completely cold.

So somehow they stopped trying to help me turn it back on. The Mikaelsons realized that there was no way they could be able to. So I was still emotionless and I kinda liked it. I had with pretty much every supernatural creature in Mystic falls (except the Mikaelsons) a fight. If I didn't, then they were afraid of me.

I was a monster. And somehow I managed to even get on Niklaus nerves, when I tried to kill Elena, who's blood helped Klaus turn werewolves into hybrids, multiple times:

"Why did you have to drink almost every bit of her blood again?!", he hissed and threw me across his living room. Yes this was the typical way we fought.

I stood up and wiped my blood, that ran down from my nose, away:"Because she's annoying and I want her dead. You know the hunter feeling a vampire has". Then I jumped at Klaus and slammed him into the wall. I stood in front of him with inches between our bodies.

"Oh", he growled in pain,"No you're annoying Jolene". The original grabbed my throat and turned us, so my back was against the wall.

"Don't force me to compel you, love", Niklaus hissed and glared in my eyes. And I stared in his. Klaus had this thing about his glares, that certainly turned no humanity me on. And I turned him on too. I could her it by his heartbeat, that was rising, when he looked my body up and down.

"Nik...", I breathed heavy, making him look at my eyes again. The few inches between our bodies were bothering us both.

"What darling?", he whispered with a raspy voice.

"I can't do this anymore", I answered and ran my hand up his upper body, increasing the tension between us.

Before I had to say anything more, our lips collided in a hungry kiss. His strong hands travelled up and down my body, making me go crazy. With vampire speed he carried me up to a bedroom. We both didn't care, who it belonged to.

I ripped his shirt in pieces and dug my nails in his skin, when he sunk his fangs in my neck. Drinking each other's blood is something intoxicating for vampires. It drove us even crazier.

Suddenly Klaus pushed me away and I hit a wooden dresser, that was now destroyed. I stood up again and shouted:"What was that?!".

"You little bitch", Niklaus hissed and walked up to me,"You have vervain in your blood. Since when are you drinking it?!".

"A few weeks", I shrugged,"So I get immune". I didn't think it was a big deal. I mean obviously it stopped him from being able to compel me, but why was he freaking out?

"So I wouldn't compel you", he corrected me, making me roll my eyes.

"No Niklaus", I answered,"I was tortured by this idiot Peter with vervain. So I take a drop of it every morning".

"Why now?".

"Because I remembered it, when Damon tried to attack me with vervain, while I was visiting the Salvatores", I shrugged. God why was Klaus so aggressive.

"Do you even realize that everyone hates you?!", Klaus said and I was confused at first. He didn't hate me, or did he?

"You're in Mystic falls for over a year and you're still fighting with everyone. Turn you fucking emotions on again Jolene! You're not yourself anymore!", he screamed and I took a step back.

"You don't want me anymore", I stated,"And you know what Klaus? Fine. I'll leave, but don't dare to call me again when you need a witch to do your dirty work".

"I don't want the No humanity you anymore! I'm over it", he shouted,"It's best if you leave".

"Fine", I said coldly and left.

I had no where to go, except Beacon Hills. So that exactly where I went. I even left my car back there, I remembered. I had to get it back and at least give my 'old friends' a visit.