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"Jolene!", his so called friends screamed my name. I could recognize the sound of their voices from everywhere, but I couldn't believe it. Then I saw them. My parents. He had my parents.

Deucalion had them tied up, held captive my each one of the twins.

"No!", I screamed,"No no no". My heart broke in two pieces. I never wanted them to see me like this. I wanted peace for them. No supernaturals.

"How could you do that?!", I shouted at Deucalion moving closer to him. I tried to ignore my parents calling me. I had to.

"You tricked me", he answered.

"I tricked you?!", I laughed vicious,"It was obvious that no fucking man could force me to turn my humanity off!".

"Oh really?", the demon wolf smirked,"I bet I can do that with the help of your mommy and daddy". He was dangerously close to them.

"Then it'll be the last thing you ever did", I said coldly. With my vampire speed I moved closer to his pack and pushed them away with all of the strength I had with my magic.

"I can't move!", Kali screamed.

"Let us go!", Deucalion hissed, making me shake my head.

"I have family business to do", I answered,"After that I'll kill you. All of you".

"We will see about that!", I heard one twin shout at me.

I ignored him and stepped in front of my parents. They were scared, but couldn't move away from their lost daughter, even though I scared them like hell.

"I am so sorry", I said with watery eyes and took each one of their hands in one of mine,"I wish I could explain all of this".

"You really are our daughter", mom answered when she touched my hands and then my cheek. But I had no time to talk to them, even though I wanted to. It's been three fucking long years for me too.

"I am", I breathed,"And I'll love until the day I die, but I have to let you go".

"No", my dad said, because he knew how much pain it would cause to loose their daughter all over again,"We can't let you go, knowing you're alive".

"You'll let me go", I whispered and hugged them one last time. It wasn't long enough. It could never be. But I couldn't hold the alpha pack for any longer.

"You'll forget everything what happened to you today. But you'll remember those two boys asking you about your dead daughter. And you'll remember them as the best friends your daughter ever had".

Then I quickly snapped my fingers and my parents were gone, sitting at home on their couch, drinking tea like always.

"Did she just compel her parents?", Lydia gasped and a single tear rolled down my cheek. Yes I did and it was even more heartbreaking then everything else that happened in the past time.

No one answered Lydia but I could see Scott nodding from the side of my eye. Lydia mouth dropped open and everyone could tell that she was blown away, thinking 'Jolene is fucking strong'. But she didn't know I was breaking inside.

I took a deep breath, wiped my cheek dry and faced the alpha pack again. They were also glaring at me. Even Deucalion was surprised.

"Surprised huh?", I said not caring at all,"You can never win, not against me".

"We'll see after the fight", he smirked and somehow I had an unwell feeling. Did he have another ace up his sleeve?

I didn't have time to think about it. The spell broke and the four alphas all jumped at me, but Scott, Derek, Isaac and the other wolves quickly ripped each one of them away from me. Until I had no one to fight against.

Erica and Isaac took Ethan, Peter and Cora Aiden, Scott had Deucalion and Derek Kali. Well Kali had Derek mostly. I looked like she wanted revenge for Ennis. I turned around and looked for Stiles and Lydia, who both were hiding. I gave them a brief smile.

Then I jumped at Kali to help Derek. Deucalion I wanted to save for last. I used a spell which made one of my hands burn. With that hand I grabbed Kali at her throat, making her easier to fight against, because she finally stopped attacking with her claws. Instead she was screaming of pain.

Derek gave me a questioning look and I nodded quickly. We both thought about the same thing. He gave me a smirk and then pushed his fist through Kalis ribcage and pulled her heart out. I could feel her strength transferring to his body.

Then we both split up. He went to help Cora and Peter, I took Ethan. Scott was still okay with fighting Deucalion. The fact that the alpha Scott was fighting, made me almost kill his girlfriend, made Scotty boy even more aggressive.

Erica was already on the floor. She had a few bad wounds, but nothing that would kill her. I gave Isaac a smile, which told him that I would safe him. Ethan was strong compared to a normal beta, but he didn't turn, because we spilt him and his brother apart. So he wasn't a big deal not turned and also hurt.

"Hello Ethan", I smirked and gave with a dangerous glare. I sunk my fangs into his skin within seconds and ripped his arm to neck in pieces. God I was angry, so angry. His blood was all over me and I could tell that he wanted to be done with it.

"Goodbye Ethan", I laughed when I ripped his heart out. Then I turned to Deucalion, who just threw Scott on the floor. Ethan's heart was still in my hand.

"How does it feel to see you own pack dying?", I laughed and dropped the heart in front of his feet. I could feel that he was hurt, but I expected it to be even worse. I mean he lost. Didn't he?

"Pretty shitty", he shrugged, but pointed to Derek's direction,"But the fact that your friends are all gonna die, makes up for it".

I turned around and saw nothing. Peter and Cora were wounded, just like Derek. But they could still fight though. And Aiden just needed to be finished off. He fell to his knees, the moment his twin brother died.

Deucalion wrapped his arms around my upper body from behind and pulled me closer, so I would hit his chest. He threw powder in the air and held me captive.

"Watch", he whispered in my ear. Then I saw what the Demon wolf meant. My heart dropped and I stopped breathing, when I saw the two.

"No!", I screamed,"You turned them?!". I knew it was dumb to ask, when I could smell the werewolf smell since they stood in front of me.

My ex best friend and ex boyfriend.

"You're still alive", the blonde girl said and looked over to her boyfriend. They just shrugged it off, like I was worth nothing. Well I was nothing to them, they proved it already.

"Kill him", Deucalion demanded and the two backstabbers turned around, walking to Derek. I freed myself from Deucalions grip, but I ran against a barrier that threw me back again. Mountain ash dust.

I couldn't help but scream. Scream full of pain. There was nothing I could do. I screamed for Scott, to help. But he was laying on the floor, with wounds that aren't healing.

I wasn't able to help Derek. No one was. When the blond girl and my first lover ripped Derek in pieces. He didn't even have a chance. They were to fast and came from behind. They dug their claws into Derek's skin, leaving deep wounds. They put wolvesbane right into the bloody cuts.

Derek and I were both screaming so loud that you couldn't even hear my heart break. Break into more pieces than it already did today.

"Scott!", I shouted,"Destroy the barrier!". He was the only one who was able to. He was a potential true alpha.

He pushed himself on his feet again and leaned his hands against the magic barrier, that I couldn't do anything about because I was trapped inside.

"It's working!", Stiles screamed, when he saw the barrier breaking slowly,"Go on!". He knew too that this was our last chance to save Derek. His heart was still beating as they went on and torture him.

"You won't be able to save him!", Deucalion answered laughing. His plan was working, the ace he still has was working. He was destroying everything.

"Scott!", I cried and dropped to the floor. Seeing Derek hurting only because of me, made me wanna die. He didn't deserve this, he just wanted to be loved without anyone dying.

But then Deucalion stopped laughing and I saw it too. Scotts eyes turned from gold to glowing red and the barrier fell. He made it.

"Scotty boy!", whined happily and quickly crawled over to Derek, who was laying on the ground. My ex best friend and ex boyfriend were finished and watched Derek die.

I took his head into my lap and smiled at him, so this was the last thing he saw. I knew he was dying and he just fought to see me a last time.

"I'm so sorry", I said with tears falling down my cheek.

He had a smile on his lips:"It's fine. You're here with me now. The girl that made me want to feel again".

"But I never wanted it to... to be like this", I stumbled.

Derek squeezed my hand really hard one last time, to make me shut up. He whispered with his last heavy breaths:"It'll be okay Jolene. I know because I went through the same thing, you'll go through. Remember that it's gonna get better, when you find the right person".

"I swear I will", I answered and pressed a kiss on his forehead, then he let go and the last bit of air went out of his lungs, his heart beat its last time.

I stared at the corpse of Derek. His beautiful eyes were closed and a smile was still on his lips. He looked as if he was sleeping.

But he was dead and Deucalion killed him. In fact, the two backstabbers murdered him. The two persons, who were only able to destroy my fucking life. But now it was my turn to destroy theirs. The anger in me rose, to suppress the grief, that the first man I had feelings for again, was dead.

All because of me. It was my fault. It's all my fault. He even told me to keep space. Maybe then all of this wouldn't have happened. Maybe I shouldn't have allowed my body to feel again. Feelings are the fucking worse in life. They kill people.

I couldn't take it anymore. The voices in my head made my knees tremble as I was trying to stand up. My head was heavy and everything was dizzy.

Then my gaze met Deucalion, who just stood there and watched me the whole time. I faced his new betas, who just killed Derek. They watched me with the same disgusting look on their face.

It made me feel sick and miserable. I never wanted to feel that way again. Never.

I'm not even feeling like myself anymore.

I couldn't live like that.

'TURN. IT. OFF'.

It was Klaus voice, that appeared in my head and I just followed its lead. I couldn't even help it. It was the easiest way.

I opened my red glowing eyes and wiped away all of the tears, staring at the two backstabbers that ruined my life.

"I should've killed you right after I turned", I said coldly and used my vampire speed to stand behind my ex boyfriend. I wanted to safe the bitch, who killed me for last.

I sunk my fangs into his neck and drank every drop of blood that was in his body. I didn't care if he was a wolf or not. Blood is blood.

"No!", the blond girl screamed after I dropped her dumb and now dead boyfriend,"Jolene no! D-don't! You were my best friend. The only friend I ever had".

"Go on. I like it when my victims beg", I smirked. But before she was able to run away, I already held her captive. I didn't even think about a fancy way to kill her. I just drank every bit of blood out of her body. It was the easiest way.

"I expected more", Deucalion dared to speak up,"You know. Like more torture and stuff like that".

"Why torture, when I can kill?", I smirked devilish and stood in front of him with vampire speed.

"Now we can finally destroy everyone together", the alpha said,"You and me. Two monsters. The demon wolf and the hybrid".

"You're nothing", I laughed,"Did you really think, someone would ever look up to you? No, you're nothing. Not a role model, or a 'demon wolf'".

"What did you say?", he said shocked. It was about time, that some told him what kind of arrogant piece of shit he is.

"Oh you heard me", I bit my lip and leaned closer to his ear to whisper:"See you in hell". Then I ripped his heart out of his chest and dropped it on the floor. He didn't even try to fight me. We both knew that he couldn't beat no-humanity me. No one could.

I took a look around. Everyone seemed to be awake my now. I just shook my head and decided to let it go. Nothing held me anymore.

"Jolene?", I heard Stiles behind me, making me stop, but I didn't turn around again,"Stay. Please".