joker P.O.V going back to last night

emma is yelling at me god I wanna choke this women see the life leave her eyes but I can't I love her she can't be harmed. I turn nodding in apology why am I the sorry one! no boi touched what's mine he will pay. I turn around pulling my gun and shooting boi in the shoulder. "oh my god boi!" I heard emma scream as I jump out her room getting in my car driving away. how dare she she kissed him she slept in bed with him she hugs him she laughs with him she talks to him she she, she can't do that stuff with anyone but me. when I get in my room I pull out a bottle of pills. I take two I feel everything turning black and then nothing.

hey guys so it's not the end of the chapter I just wanted to say I know joker all over the place confusing but he kinda need's to be the farther we get in the more human he will be so tata

when I woke up I walked down stairs I looked over at blade who was looking at something very closely with a shocked look on his face. "what you looking at?" I ask. "N-nothing boss it's nothing." he say's I can tell he's lying. "lier" I say walking over to him. "show me" I say. "you d-don't wanna see boss" he stutters. "show me" he just say's there for fucks sake I rip his phone from his hands. I look down at the screen to see a blushing boi with emma kissing his cheek cuddling him.  NO one is aloud to hold her but me. I throw his fun at him and run out the house getting in my black Lamborghini. I get to the house right across from hers. I burst thru the door. "hello I need to borrow your house" I say. a lady in her early thirties with blond hair and brown eyes looks at me frighten she then looks over at what I think is her husband he has to kids on his lap they look to be around one years old. I walk over to them and grab the little girl in my right hand and the little boi in my left. "No! please" they man begs. the lady just sit's there crying. I don't know what came over me but I didn't wanna kill them I felt I felt kinda bad?. I just sighed. "come on" I said ending in a sigh.  I started walking up the stairs and the followed behind the two little kids in my hands clueless of what's going on. the little girl was playing with a strap on my gun holster. I walk into a bed room the lady and man come in right after me. I hand the little girl to the guy and the other to the lady. "t-thank you M-mr Joker" the lady say's trying to calm down. "stay in here don't call the cops and no one get's hurt." I say they just nod holding the two children for dear life. I walk over into the other room and take out my binoculars I look in them too see a naked emma laying next to a naked boi. oh no the fuck he didn't he is fucking dead. I will kill him I take out my phone and call her I yell thru the phone and all she does is sit there and kiss him. "get out the fuckin bed now!" I yell. "you would be in trouble and I will kill boi right in front of you." she say's something the boi takes the phone out of her hand. "hello?" he ask's. "I'm goi-" he stopped me. "hold on" he say's. "okay" he say's "I'm going to fuckin kill you boi you think this is a joke it's not but at the end the joke will be on you do you here me!" I yell even tho I see boi throw the phone on the bed and kissing emma, my emma I will get her back I need her back. I hang up the phone and look to see emma say something and boi laughs leaning down and kissing her. I walk out of the room into the room with the people. I grab the little girl into my hands and she giggles I smile the lady had stopped crying and the man was less frantic. "come on" I say walking down the stairs they follow. "what are yours names?" I ask. "I'm c-clair and this is my h-husband peter this is my s-son john and t-th-that is my daughter ava we are the smiths" she finally spits out after stuttering. "nice to know I say walking out the house I still have ava in my hands I don't know why Ijust did. "please you have my baby girl!" her mom yells after me. "you'll get her back maybe!" I yell back. I get in my car still holding ava I don't want to let her go I just don't know why. I take off down the road not at my normal speed but a little slower. I laugh and ava giggles. "you my girl are gonna be some fun" I say and she coo's. 

_____________________________________________________________________________________ hey guys how do you like it? what do you think J is going to do with ava? tata for now-1chaosprincess1