Zhang Hao's Confession

Zhang hao third person POV

Zhang hao's mind went blank as he was met with Hanbin standing directly in front of him, ushering the Korean inside the dorm as he closed the door behind him. He then hesitated before gently grabbing Hanbin's wrist and directing him to sit down beside on his bed. Zhang hao eventually let go off Hanbin's wrist, glancing up to the other who was zoned out, out staring at the wall. Zhang hao tried to bring back the words he wished to say back to the forefront of his mind.

"Uh so, I wanted to apologise to you about everything"

Zhang hao sighed as he watched Hanbin still sit stiff, his eyes avoiding the older. Zhang hao moved closer to put a hand on the others shoulder as Hanbin flinched slightly before meeting Zhang hao's eyes.

"I shouldn't have done all of that and I definitely shouldn't of ran away"

He gently rubbed Hanbin's shoulder a frown appearing on his face. However Hanbin moved himself out of Zhang hao's grip his eyes moving away to stare down at the ground.

"Hyung if that's t-the case let's just move on. Stop talking or trying to be c-close to me and we can just forget it happened"

Hanbin muttered, his words becoming choked. Zhang hao instinctively reached out for Hanbin, trying to wrap his arms around the other to comfort him but before he could Hanbin stood up from the bed stepping away from Zhang hao.

"I said leave me alone"

Hanbin spoke more sternly as he headed towards the door. Zhang hao panicked, running over to him and standing in front of the door before the younger could open it.

"Please Hanbin, hear me out and if you still are mad then you can leave and never talk to me again."

He tried to remain calm as Hanbin groaned, his kindness getting the best of him as he begrudgingly headed over the bed that rested in the center of the room, Ricky's stuff still sprawled all over it. Zhang hao gently treaded back over to his own bed, acknowledging that Hanbin wanted distance, before taking a deep breathe and spilling his emotions out to Hanbin.

"You know how I was always jealous of you? Jealous of your talent, your popularity and of course your looks?"

Zhang hao chuckled fondly to try and ease the air.

"I always thought it was because I wanted to be like you and experience all the praise you got but as we got closer I realised that wasn't just the case. In reality the reason why I was so mad, although partly due to jealously, was because I understood why you were so successful. I loved your stages just as much as your fans did and I agreed that you were so pretty too"

He felt his ears heat up as he glanced over to the other, his cheeks matching the rosy tone of Zhang hao's ears, though his eyes still remained fixed to the floor.

"What I'm trying to say is, though I ran away from you and didn't treat you like I should of and I know you might not be able to forgive me because of that. I like you Hanbin. I like you more than just a friend and although I'm terrified of what the fans are going to say if they find out I'm gay, the chance to be with you means more to me than any of that"

Hanbin's eyes rose from the ground as Zhang hao confessed his crush on the younger, locking them with Zhang hao's, as a small smile appeared on his face.

"O-ok I understand, I can't stay mad at you"

He mumbled, his cheeks now so red that Zhang hao couldn't help but to giggle when he saw them, finding it adorable. The younger stood up and slowly walked over to Zhang hao as Zhang hao instinctively found himself creeping back onto his bed until he was leaning against the wall behind him, eyes widening as Hanbin leaned over, cupping his face.

"If I kiss you right now, you won't run away?"

Zhang hao quickly nodded before licking his lips and tilting his face so that it aligned with Hanbin's. His eyes closed as he felt the other lips gently collide with his own, a kiss softer than they had ever experienced before, though before Zhang hao could react the younger pulled away, their noses touching as Zhang hao opened his eyes. The Korean boy's eyes sparkling brighter than he had ever seen before even with the dark circles that laid under them.

Zhang hao brought his hand to the back of Hanbin's head before closing his eyes once more and pushing Hanbin's lips back onto his own, kissing the younger with more intensity as Hanbin moved onto the bed beside him. He felt the Korean's hand trail under his shirt, resting his hand on the older's hip and gently pushing Zhang hao down so that he was laying down on the bed with Hanbin above him.

Zhang hao tugged on the other's hair, making him open his mouth so that he could deepen the kiss. When Hanbin complied Zhang hao took the opportunity and kissed the younger more passionately than they had ever before. When they eventually parted, Zhang hao was breathing heavily, his entire body hot and his chest tight. He met the other's eyes once more as Hanbin leaned down, pecking Zhang hao's nose before flipping himself off of Zhang hao, so that he was laying beside the older.

Zhang hao's eyes followed Hanbin, almost enchanted by the other as he felt Hanbin's hand tighten on his hip, pulling him closer. He grinned, not once breaking eye contact as he pecked the others nose back in return, moving so that their faces were only centimeters apart, able to see every small detail of the other's flawless features. His hand gently combing through the boys now disheveled hair, smoothing it back out.

"So does this mean you're now my boyfriend?"

Hanbin murmured as his hands trailing up and down Zhang hao's waist, causing the older to shiver at the touch.

"If that's want you want"

Zhang hao teasingly replied before kissing the corner of the other's mouth as Hanbin turned his head so that their lips could meet once more.

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That's all for this story, I hoped you enjoyed!

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