First Kiss

Zhang Hao third person POV

Zhang hao blushed hard, so hard that he thought his cheeks were burning. He had never received a compliment like this before, well not from someone other than his family.

He felt the others hands stop trailing his back before Hanbin slowly withdrew them completely, Zhang hao now left in an awkward position by which he was forced to sit back up and face the other, while still obviously flustered. He sighed into the pillow before he eventually pulled himself up, so that he was sitting on the bed, his legs dangling off the side as he held his head down hoping Hanbin wouldn't notice his blush. Something about the others kind words had really affected to him.

"Hao hyung you good?"

Hanbin innocently asked as he crawled closer to Zhang hao so that they were sitting beside each other once more. It was at that moment when he felt the cold touch of the others hand resting on his chin, forcing him to look over at Hanbin. Zhang hao complied but shook his head, trying to loosen his hair and make it fall into his face.

Zhang hao's eyes flickered around the others face, narrowly avoiding making eye contact while pretending everything was fine. Though Zhang hao felt that familiar coldness brush against his burning cheeks as the other attempted to tuck away his hair that rested in front of his face. Zhang hao cursed to himself as he felt the younger eventually give up on tucking the hair behind his ears opting to run a hand through older's hair to comb it back instead, revealing Zhang Hao's rosy cheeks.

"Wow did I make the Zhang Hao flustered?"

Hanbin playfully remarked as Zhang hao felt him cup his cheeks, immediately cooling them down. He felt his heart race but at the same time he was unable or more unwilling to remove Hanbin's hands.

Instead Zhang hao kept his eyes scanning over every other feature of Hanbin, from his perfectly sculpted eyebrows to his pink ears that slightly peaked out through the youngers chocolate brown hair. His eyes then trailed down the others jaw line eventually stopping at his lips. Zhang hao subconsciously pouted, when noticing the other was harshly nibbling on his bottom lip. He had noticed it was a bad habit of the others, something he seemed to do when nervous.

Without thinking, Zhang hao reached a hand out to the others lip, forgetting the already intimate position they were in with Hanbin's hands on his cheeks and the other staring into his soul. He rested his index finger on the Korean's bottom lip gently tugging it, and stopping Hanbin from chewing further.

Zhang hao then folded his index finger in the groove of the others chin as he brought his thumb up to Hanbin's lip gently running it along, noticing the small bumps from where the biting had caused it to swell alongside other abrasions. Once done, he trailed his thumb to the other's upper lip, lost in thought before eventually halting, his thumb positioned in the center of Hanbin's bottom lip once more.

He then glanced up to finally meet Hanbin's eyes noticing the small glistening stars within them, feeling almost enchanted by the sight. He felt as Hanbin's hands slowly dropped from Zhang hao's face, limp to his sides. Instead of focusing on the action it rather stopped Zhang Hao from feeling restraint.

He almost hypnotically leaned forward, until they were only centimeters apart, feeling the others uneven breaths on his lips. Zhang hao licked his lips before slowly removing his hand, resting it on the other chin and tilting Hanbin's face slightly upwards like the younger had done to him only minutes prior.

Zhang hao then made the fatal decision, caught in his own emotions, he collided his lips onto the others, kissing him softly but passionately. Though when he realised he was not receiving anything back, Zhang hao felt his eyes widening, coming to his senses ones more as he hastily pulled away. He shoved himself off the bed, running to his own to hastily grab his phone and keys.

"Hyung.."

He heard the gentle confused mumble of the younger causing his heart to feel like it had shattered into a million pieces.

"Hanbin I'm so sorry, I'm so fucking sorry. I hope you have a good night"

He ran out the door, slamming it behind him as he ran, ran as far as he could from the younger. Zhang Hao's eyes welling with tears and his breaths turning to hiccups. He didn't understand what he had done or even why he had done it. Just as they had gotten close he had gone and ruined it all again.

He eventually found himself at the Zoom team's dorm, slamming his whole body into the door, trying to get someone to open it. Zhang hao eventually heard the rustling of keys as the door opened to reveal Keita. As soon as he saw the other he threw his body onto him, letting out a loud weep as the rapper pulled him inside and closed the door.

"I-I really fucked up"

Zhang hao choked out in frustration.

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I'm not 100% happy with this chapter but I hope you can forgive me if it's not perfect. 

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