Zhang Hao third person POV

Zhang hao felt himself stiffen, the water that fell from the shower head streaming down his face as he hesitated on how to respond to Hanbin. He opted to stay quiet, unable to speak, his throat coarse from crying. He instead quickly finished cleaning himself before turning the hot and cold tap handles as the water stopped flowing. Zhang hao then threw on his clothes, not even bothering to dry his now saturated hair, instead watching it as it dripped to the floor. He rubbed his face with his hands as to hide his tear stained cheeks before carefully opening the door, revealing Hanbin who stood in front of it, bottom lip swollen from biting it and eyes slightly watery. Zhang hao felt his heart drop when he saw Hanbin's expression.

Zhang hao's eyes began watering and his nose running once more as he sniffed loudly, he felt even more horrible for being so emotional. As Hanbin began to walk towards Zhang hao, the older backed away until his eventually slammed onto the door, wincing in pain as he stared at the Korean who continued to approach him. It didn't take long until Hanbin's body was pressed against Zhang hao's the others hand moved towards his cheek, his thumb brushing away the tears as they began to fall more rapidly.

It didn't take long for Zhang Hao to completely break down once more, his body crashing to the floor in a halt and out of Hanbin's grip as he began to weep loudly. He curled up into a ball at Hanbin's feet, head in his hands and knees to his chest. Though almost immediately as he moved into the reclusive position Hanbin wrapped his arms around Zhang hao's waist hoisting him up and dragging Zhang hao to the spare bed. Zhang hao felt himself be placed in between Hanbin's legs, his back rested against Hanbin's chest as the other continued to hold onto his waist.

Zhang hao subconsciously snuggled his head into the crook of the younger's neck as he continued to cry. He felt Hanbin's hands rub his sides as the boy tried to insist to Zhang Hao that it would be okay. For a second the warmth of the other's hands on his waist almost even made Zhang hao forget his sadness, his stomach bubbling with anxiety at the intimate touch. He laid a hand on top of Hanbin's to stop the touch, instead intertwining them and looking back up to meet Hanbin's eyes. His tears still slowly ran and the odd sniffle escaped his lips before he looked back into the others tear stained shirt, shoving his face back into it. He couldn't wash off the guilt he was feeling to look at the other.

After some time, Zhang hao slowly felt his tears halter as he instead focused on the others chest rising and falling as he breathed, attempting to match it, until they were in sync. In return he had eventually settled his sadness and had fallen silent, huddled into Hanbin's chest, their hands still holding. The older would never admit to the overly confident boy to which he was clung onto, but he felt comfortable as if it was natural and as if the closeness was something they had always had.

Zhang hao shifted his position so he was on the outside of Hanbin's legs, before laying down. Once down he tugged on Hanbin's empty hand forcing him down with him. Hanbin got the hint and the boy quickly felt Hanbin's chest once more against back has he laid facing away from Hanbin. Zhang hao gasped as he felt the others hands fall back into his waist, that was this time exposed due to his shirt riding up. His ear turning a darkened red, though Zhang hao hoped his remaining flush from crying would disguise it.

He was about to protest the touch when he felt a headache overcome him, causing him to groan as he leaned further onto Hanbin, hand rested on his head as he closed his eyes.

Zhang hao laid quiet until Hanbin eventually thought he had fallen asleep by which he felt Hanbin plant a soft peck to his neck. Zhang hao felt like screaming but instead he stayed still pretending to be asleep. Soon Hanbin dug his face into Zhang hao's shoulder blade and within minutes Zhang hao heard the others relatively loud snores vibrate against his back. He knew that now he was not going to be able to sleep.

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Double upload in one day, what's wrong with me?