I woke up for the 6th time tonight. Why can't I sleep? Good question maybe because I jumped out a window and have glass in my feet, I'm very or I didn't get any drugs. Except that's not the reason at all the reason is a person. Ashtray. I turn on my phone to try and ignore everything that happened just to see he texted me like 10 times. Fuckk I had no choice,I was going to read them.

ASH👀🔨

ASH👀🔨: what the actual fuck
ASH 👀🔨 where are you
ASH👀🔨 we need to talk J
ASH👀🔨 not funny istg where'd u go
ASH 👀🔨 we need to talk about what happened
ASH👀🔨 was that just a distraction
ASH👀🔨 ANSWER ME

And then about five minutes ago he said

ASH👀🔨 Please answer me.

I personally didn't know what the actual Fuck to do. Why the hell did I do that?! Now I have to fucking answer this shit. After a bunch a thinking,against my better judgment I ended up texting him back. But not in a nice way a cold way.

Me: we shouldn't talk anymore.
ASH👀🔨 what the fuck are u on rn?
Me: nothing.
ASH👀🔨 where are u
Me: no where.
ASH 👀🔨 I'm coming over maddy's

I started to panic soon lied.

Me: not there
ASH👀🔨 not there my ass I'm omw
Me: I'm not answering the door.
ASH👀🔨 sure

Jesus Christ I'm going back to bed and he's not coming in here what the hell is he thinking. Matter fact what the hell was I thinking?  I was thinking about how stupid I was when I heard knocking and I shit myself.

Pretend your sleeping I thought to myself. I closed my eyes pretending to sleep. Eventually the knocking went away and I heard footsteps thinking it was Maddy I relaxed a little bit but still didn't open my eyes not wanting to explain anything

But then I heard more footsteps behind her and went stiff. I could hear they were outside my door so I tried to listen "  she's sleeping what happened "  Maddy! "you don't need to know" is that ash? " then your not going in! That's my sister and this is my house.!" Yes Maddy don't let him in  I mentally high fived myself until I heard him yelling and someone walking away and another person opening the door.

I didn't know who it was so I stayed with my eyes closed. I heard the floor creak indicating they were moving closer. And what do you know eventually I heard heavy breathing and I could sense whoever it was was probably studying my face.

"Get the fuck up" shit