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When the door opened I had over 7 shopping bags in my arms and my eyes were watering and I knew that whoever opened the door was going to be so confused.
The door opened and I saw the only person I wanted to see right then,fez.

He looked at me with confusion like I guessed  "  Jay what the fuck are yo-" then he saw my eyes and he said the one thing nobody should ask someone who isn't okay " Jay what's wrong? Are you okay?" He seemed genuinely worried which made me break down. I dropped all my bags, actually more like all my bags dropped me and I fell to the floor my arms not stopping me from falling,my knees hitting the cement and starting to bleed,my hands scratched up and bloody, filled with tears and my makeup smudged with my mascara streaming down my face down to my shirt, staining it. " I was just fine" I said between sobs, chocking on my own saliva

"Yo what happened" I shook my head crying to hard to talk " is it ash,was it that boy... Tj?" I shook my head then tilted It to the side "kinda?" I nodded and felt snot growing in my nose making it hard to breathe my vagina hurts so bad  I don't even know why but that's part of why I was crying the other part I don't even know.

Fez embraced me back into a hug just holding me "don't let go... please " I begged him. He's one of the few people I let hug me,he makes me feel safe honestly "I won't but come on,you can come in my room,since we'll , everything with ash and I don't think you want to talk to him right now" he looked me over again "especially not looking like that" he fake laughed to lighten the mood. 

Short chapter sorry

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