"shhh sweetie you didn't know" but I did know I knew what I was doing and I did plan it I knew how he was going to die and what could happen to me if I went along with everything but still the urge to get revenge was too strong.

"Ma what did you call me here for?" I  Eventually said to her realizing that dwelling on the past couldn't have been the main reason she wanted to talk to her daughter. " I haven't seen you in two years and on top of that you never are he house with Maddie,not that I am either anymore" she just smiled sadly " I couldn't stay there not in that room not without you there it was horrible and I had these nightmares and I just needed some time away i have a really nice apartment just out of town where nobody really knows who I am or who my kids are.. not that I'm embarrassed but because the looks i'd get,the fake sympathy was just so draining " she explained so I nodded knowingly

We ended up having a really good dinner,I got waffles and bacon while she got bacon, pancakes and eggs and when we were done she told me not to tell anyone we met and that we could do it more often, "here whenever you need me text my number it's 267 333 9480 and save it as ma or something just remember don't tell anyone babe." She said before paying for the food which we fought over since I had money and I believed she shouldn't have spent hers on me of all people. So after all of that, she gave me a hug and a kiss on the cheek and got in this really nice jeep that was black and I got on my bike parting ways. I checked my phone when I got back to rues and saw it was about nine and I also texts from Maddie,ash,fez,ma,tj and Cassie. I decided to leave them unopened except for ma's and it said love yu princess I smiled to myself as I said I loved her too and walked into rues house quietly because i knew her mom would be sleeping.

I walked in her room after taking my shoes off and saw her with her earbuds in and listening to music looking fried as fuck. " Hey rue rue" I said as she looked up and turned off her music " what's good jade. Soo who was that person who texted you to meet up?" She asked so i smiled before remembering I wasn't supposed to say but honestly rue knows how to keep secrets so I decided to. Her " ma, but you can't tell no one
" I said getting into her bed too tired from all the peddling. She nodded,gave me a hug and told me she was taking a shower and meeting Jules. I hugged her back and said goodnight as she left,leaving me all alone to check my phone.

Ash: hey u all good jay??
I smiled because originally my mom was the first to call me jay and that was the first name ash knew me as

Yea I'm all good goodnight ash

Cass: hey girly js me nd u we should hang out tmrw if u can

Alr cass I'll see love yu

Cass:love u too bae ❤️

Mad: hey sorry Abt earlier love yu sis

Hey madds it's all good goodnight love Yu too

Mad:💕💕

Fez: yoo Yu all good Maddy ws wrong for tht

Yoo ye I'm all good fez

Tj:wya? Why yu not at home

Hey boo I'm staying at my friends foe like a week js need a break from everything love yu tho

Tj: alrr js lmk nxt time iw s scared bruh😭 but love yu too

I was actually really tired tho but still went to check on lil Bennet who was actually looking tired too. " Heyy" I smiled at her " hey jade come in what's up" "you tryna cuddle wit me girl I missed you" I asked " of course come here" she laughed quietly trying not to wake her mom up, opening up her blanket and moving over on her bed which I jumped on hugging her. And I don't know how but I fell asleep with her (not in a weird way) but I guess I was safe enough to do that with her.