I was ready to throw up. I didn't want anybody to know about me and Ash especially after he fucking slapped me but the fact that fez and Maddie found out the way they did makes it that much worse. I looked at ash and he was even more red than me. That's when I remembered that I was grinding him and I looked at him then back at the floor. Yup the at all gonna be hard to explain I thought as I felt my already red face turn purple. " Jade?" I heard snapping me out my thoughts. "Mm?" " We need to talk" This time I actually looked up at him and did a tiny fake smile while realizing he was about a foot taller than me. "Ok ashtray but first we have to talk to our less mature siblings" we laughed and walked into the living room where Maddy and fez was sitting." When I made eye contact I realized she was mad. Or was she hurt? I honestly could not fucking tell. They hesitated before telling me and Ash to sit. Maddy spoke first " Jay? What did you do to your face your so-you looked so pretty baby!" That's when I realized she wasn't mad shr was hurt which caused me to get mad." No,Madison don't pull that fucking shit! You didn't think I was pretty you think your pretty and as a previous younger version of you,you tried to make me just like you! And you know what Madison I'm so over your bullshit and drama! All you do is make everything about you and how you think I would feel about something and usually I never feel that way! Its so fucking pathetic!" I then stormed out the house for some fresh air. Away from well anyone who witnessed me actually snapping. Why? Well I realized in that house jonone will ever actually feel completely comfortable around me after what I did two years ago. So now where was I going? Rue Bennet's house.

I walked to my house and grabbed some clothes to pack just in case I stay for longer then planned. I knew for a fact that her mom wouldn't really care. Even though I forget her name she was always so sweet to me. Even after knowing who my real mom was.
Anyways I grabbed three pairs of boxers,two things, six pairs of ripped jeans and twelve shirts along with like four jumpsuits,two matching sets,three hoodies,six pairs of shoes,both my chargers,a straighter and culer,a brush and seven party dresses and this time I planned on having nobody know where I was. Even my maybe new boyfriend Ash. I put my skateboard in the duffel bag/suitcase and got on my bike. Riding to rues. R.t.r.

I knocked on the door and was greeted by gia "JADE? " I smiled and hugged her back happy as hell to see her " HEY LOVIE" after the hug was done she got rue for me and we went to her room.
" Now you want my help?" She asking probably pissed " Rue I love you girl and I swear I didn't mean to split us up. I'll do anything to stay here on the down low" " What about when I need drugs?" " I'll buy them or give you money" "food?" "same" " clothes?" You HATE crop tops dingdong!" I giggled anf she laughed " ok fine jade no telling Maddy,Lexi,cass,fez or even ashtray deal?" "Trust me I'm staying away from them." I said right before I got a call to meet someone at a park called government pops"
I knew it was DEFINITELY ashtray.