Episode 12 : Change of thoughts

In Sid's house, Sid is seen standing in the balcony alone leaning on the rail. Kajol walks in humming a music,


Kj - Hai Sid Baby.


Sid didn't look at her face while Kajol looked at the bandage on his wrist and came running.


Kj - Sid? Kya hua? Are you ok? Yeh bandage?


S - Just chill.


Kajol was holding Sid's hand. So he took his hand off from her hand when he saw Kajol wearing Siyali's ring,


S - Yeh? Yeh ring tumhe kahan se mili?


Kj - Tumhare room se.


S (angry) - Tumhe patha bhi hai yeh kiski hai?


Kj - Haan! Siyali ka!


S - Then why the hell are you wearing it?


Kj - Arey! Yeh Siyali ka hai na? Obvious hai ke ab yeh mere paas rahegi. Uskey jagah ab main jo aa gayi hoon.


These words angered Sid so much that he shouted,


S (agitated) - What did you just say?


Kj (doubtful) - Ke main tumhari girl friend hoon.


S (angry, shout) - Really? Tum itni stupid ho kya Kajol? Hmm? Tumhe kiss angle se lagta hai ke tum meri girl friend ho? Just because main kuch nahi bolta hoon, tum kuch bhi maan logi. You must be out of your freaking mind, ke tumhe lagta hai ki TUM Siyali ko replace kar sakti ho. Tum zindagi bhar try karogi na tab bhi tum usse replace nahi kar sakti ho. Tum kya? Koi bhi usse replace kar nahi sakta hai. Because i don't want her to be replaced. Meri life main uske siva kisi aur ke liye jagah nahi hai. Aur na main kisiko aaney dunga.


Kajol was almost in tears but she didn't leave her side of the argument,


Kj - But she's dead Sid.


S - Kajol. Just give me her ring and get out.


Kj (crying) - Sid tum aise kaise?


S (loud) - Kajol, I said, give me that ring and get out.


He extended his hand for Kajol to place the ring. She gave a shocked look as she cried. She angrily pulled the ring off her finger, placed it on Sid's hand and left crying.


As she came down the stairs wiping her tears, Vidurshi stood with a sorry look,


Vi - I'm sorry.


Kj (angry) - Mujhe tumhari sorry ki koi zaroorat nahi hai.


Saying so, Kajol went out of the house angrily speaking to herself.


Vi (excited) - Utkarsh, sunna tumne? 2 mahine baad, Sid just spoke. More than 2 words. Usne Kajol ko finally daat diya.


As Vidurshi was speaking, Utkarsh was sitting on the sofa with no reactions and changing the channels.


Vi - Finally, Sid is back. Utkarsh, tum sun bhi rahe ho?


U - Hmm.


Vi - Come let's go meet Sid.


U - Mujhe nahi aana hai.


Utkarsh still changing the channels continuously was giving replies to Vidurshi in an indifferent manner.


Vi - Kyun? Sid se baath nahi karni hai?


U - Mujhe Sid se koi baath nahi karni hai.


S - Kyun nahi baath karni hai?


Sid came downstairs and stood near the stairs. Utkarsh didn't turn towards him and in the same tone,


U - Tumne kabhi jawaab diya kya? Ke main aaj jawaab doon. Buss nahi baat karni hai?


S - Utkarsh!?


U - 2 mahinon mein tumne bhi toh baath nahi ki. Maine kabhi poocha kyun?


S - Utkarsh, tu toh jaanta hai na. Main depressed tah, Siyali ke death se.


Utkarsh got really angry that he got up from the sofa and walked near Sid,


U (angry) - Depressed? Tum Depressed the? Aur hum? Khush the kya? Siyali. Ko 14 saal se jaanta hoon main. Bachpan se kissi ko jaana hai toh sirf usse. Mera koi pariwaar tha toh sirf woh. Meri best friend, meri pariwar, mera sab kuch. Woh tumhari hai kaun? Girl friend? 1 saal jaantey ho! Aur tumhe lagta hai ke tumhe sab se zyaada dard hoga. Dard toh hum sab ko hua, Mujhe, Niti ko. Par humne apney aap ko samhala, apne dard ko chupaya. Sirf tumharey liye. Sab ne apne family ko chodke tumharey saath apna poora vacation tumhe cheer up karney pe lagey rahe. Par tumhe toh uski koi parwa nahi hai.


Vi - Utkarsh, chodo na!


U - Nahi Vidurshi. Chod nahi sakta hoon. 2 mahiney se yeh chal raha hai. Aur main isse zyaada seh nahi sakta. (Emotional) Tumhe patha hai Vidurshi, jab mujhe patha chala ke mera bhi ek bhai hai, jo mere liye apna pyaar tak sacrifice kar sakta hai; main bohat khush tha ke woh mujhse bohat pyaar karta hai. Par yeh jo yahan khada hai na, yeh mera bhai nahi hai. Yeh woh Sid hai jo kisse se pyaar nahi karta hai. Jo sirf uske baarey mein sochta hai. Ek baar bhi nahi socha ke agar yeh mar gaya toh humpe kya guzregi? Yeh jo Sid hai khudgarz hai, selfish hai. (Stressing on words) Sid phir se woh bangaya jisse main nafrat karta tha. Jisse uski Siyali tak nafrat karti thi.


<music continues - Daayre (Dilwale)>


                               Utkarsh's eyes were red but he didn't drop a tear. He threw the remote and went out. Sid was shocked to hear all this. He looked at Vidurshi who also walked out of the house.


kaanch ke wo khwaab naazuk thay hamaare saare,


chhoone se hi TooTne lage..


mannaton mein umr bhar ka saath jinka maanga


hamsafar wo chhooTne lage..


                               Sid is seen sitting in the stairs and looking at the vacation pictures that they took. He remembers how his friends tried to cheer him up despite having their person commitments. He walks out of the house and sees Utkarsh trying to throw the basket ball into the ring. It was bouncing back on towards him while Vidurshi tried to dodge those balls coming near her.


naa marnaa munaasib, jiyaa bhi na jaaye re..


na marna munasib, jiya bhi na jaaye re..


dayre.. dayre.. dayre.. dayre..


                             Angela is seen inside the hospital taking some scans. The reports show that Angela was getting worse by the day. Her mom cries while Angela consoles her mom.


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                             Sid is sitting on the stairs in front of his house with his hands on his head when Vidurshi comes and sits next to him,


S - After Siyali's death, mujhe laga ke main akela ho gaya. Par aaj main sach much akela ho gaya hoon.


Vi - You were never alone Sid. Hum sab humesha tumhare saath the aur humesha rehengey.


Both of them sit silently looking in the front.


Vi - I know tum khush nahi reh saktey ho, after all that happened. I'm not asking you to be happy. Atleast try not be miserable. Apney liye nahi, humharey liye toh sahi.


Sid looks at Vidurshi accepting her terms.


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                              On the other hand, Angela's mom is seen crying in her house while her son and husband held her.


AMom - I'll hire the best doctors. Angela ko ghar mein hi treatment dungi. Kaise bhi usse zinda rakhungi.


Angela walks towards her mom, kneels down and holds her hand,


A - Mom, kya aap chahtey ho ke aapki beti apne last few days bed pe hi guzaarey ya phir apni bachi hui zinda ko explore karey? Do you want me to keep me caged?


Angela's mom looks at Angela, shakes her head and takes her hands off Angela's hand expressing that she doesn't want to keep her daughter caged.


On the other hand, Utkarsh stands giving an angry look when he sees the ball falling into the basket. He turns to see Sid standing behind him. He walks near Utkarsh and


S - Sorry.


He looks at Utkarsh and sees tears falling off his brother's eyes. The brothers bond with a hug.


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                              All the students pack their bags and get ready to go. In the evening, they all get into the train in the railway station while the juniors with new admission are seen excited to get into warrior high. This time, the compartment wasn't allocated house wise. It was allocated on the basis of classes where students of Grade 11 and Grade 12 were in the same compartment with their friends. Sid and the gang didn't have their usual fun on the way. They just stayed silent as they didn't have anything to say to each other.


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