"Love are you okay?" Siyeon questions her wife who was looking at their bedroom window.

The younger sits behind jiu her arms wrapping around the older's shoulder. "Yeah just complimenting the view" Jiu's lie was not seen through by siyeon instead the latter leans her head on jiu's shoulder a smile visible on her face.

If it was yoohyeon she would have seen it Jiu cuts her thoughts off backing away slightly before looking at siyeon.

Siyeon looks at her wife confused by the sudden action when suddenly jiu presses her lips onto siyeon's making the younger froze.

"Make love to me" Jiu Pulls away looking deep into siyeon's eyes. All jiu wants is to forget about yoohyeon atleast for today with everything so confusing she's tired of thinking.

"If you say so my love" Siyeon smiles fondly before kissing jiu again. Yoohyeon on the other hand was having a drinking party with sua.

"Holy shit you really fell for her" Sua says laughing at yoohyeon. "Yah" Yoohyeon laughs with sua before they both went silent.

"We really are messed up" Yoohyeon notices seeing how many bottles were finished in just an hour.

"Who can move on after being in love with someone who just got married today?" Sua talks back glaring at yoohyeon.

"Point taken" The younger finishes her last bottle shaking her head to try getting the dizziness off her system.

"Their probably having fun" Yoohyeon bitterly says as sua finishes her bottle as well. "How about we finish what we left off?" Sua looks at yoohyeon who nods.

"We're both messed up anyways so why not?" Yoohyeon straddled sua's lap before kissing the older.

It wasn't like siyeon's kiss but all sua had to do was imagine and she did as yoohyeon starts to undress sua all the older did was close her eyes imagining it was siyeon.

Yoohyeon also tries to imagine jiu. Both messed up with different people but same reasons with their minds thinking of only one solution.

Meanwhile

Jiu breaths heavily as siyeon lays beside her little did they both know is that they were imagining other people.

Both in denial about everything thinking it's just been a day and their love is just being tested.

Yoohyeon... Jiu's last thought before falling asleep. Siyeon on the other hand puts new clothes on going to the bathroom to wash her face.

Just as she was about to with the faucet running siyeon suddenly saw her face in the mirror. Guilt immediately washes over her.

Why did you come back at the wrong time? Siyeon questions in her mind before washing her face aggressively with water as if she'll forget everything afterwards.

It's that bad. Just the way siyeon imagined how sua would moan her name how the scratches on her back was because of sua it was the moment siyeon felt at peace.

Not until jiu finished the guilt just washed over her. Siyeon shakes her head exiting the bathroom to see jiu was still sleeping.

My wife Siyeon sits on her side of the bed tucking the hair that was covering jiu's face behind her ear.

The younger's heart was still beating fast. Adrenaline? Guilt? Nervous? In love? Siyeon can't pinpoint her feelings.

Yet in her mind. Marriage is marriage overcoming struggles is part of it.

"A struggle that's what this is" Siyeon mutters before tucking herself under the covers her back facing jiu's.

A struggle Siyeon then slept with a heavy heart. Something she should have not been feeling.

"Fuck you yoohyeon" Sua jokingly says pointing at her shoulder where yoohyeon had bit it.

"Hey be glad I fucked you like seriously how long has it been?" Yoohyeon strikes back making sua scoff.

"My body may be hot but I don't give it for free so you're the lucky one dumbass" Sua then tucks herself under the blanket making yoohyeon shake her head.

"Whatever you say dwarf" That made sua glare at the latter. "I'm joking" She continues for the sake of living.

Sua raises an eyebrow before facing the wall drifting off to sleep. Yoohyeon chuckled before also falling asleep.

The four people questions themselves even in their dreams how can they sleep with all the guilt and shame?.

Jiu thought of yoohyeon while siyeon was eating her out as if siyeon doesn't exist she even almost moaned yoohyeon's name.

On the other hand sua thought siyeon was the one doing heavenly things to her body moaning siyeon's name rather shamelessly imagining of the times siyeon would make her go crazy.

Siyeon also imagined sua was the one writhing beneath her closing her eyes just to imagine sua's familiar scent and taste glad that she was under the covers so jiu wouldn't see.

Yoohyeon was so determined to make sua moan thinking it was jiu make her want more until she can't walk.

They know it was wrong yet the most common thing about the four of them is that.

They never regretted the moment they imagined another person was with them in that moment.