Recap...

"Ok, let's talk," Adonis says and walks out. I follow him and he leads me to the living room.

Kiera:

"What do you want to talk about," he asks. "When Nico was taking me to the gym some guys were staring at me," I say and his face hardens. "Nico glared at them and they stopped so I asked him why he did that and he said that everyone knows I'm your girl," I say and he smirks. "I just want to ask, why did he say that?" I finish. "Because everyone knows I brought you and I never bring women in if they don't work for me," he says. "So then why do they think I'm yours?" I ask. If he didn't say that then why did they think I was. "Because you are," he states.

"What makes you think that?" I ask. "Because we have feelings for each other, and I don't want anyone else," he says. I swallow hard. That's what sir used to say. The difference here is I didn't want him. I do want Adonis but I can't be with a man like sir. I can't believe I didn't think this through. I let him have sex with me before knowing his intentions. "Adonis, I don't want to be with a controlling man. I'm not yours," I say and move farther from him. He looks dumbfounded. "I don't want to be controlling, I just don't want anyone else. And I don't want you to be with another man," he says.  "That's what you mean?" I ask. Maybe I'm thinking to much.

"Yes," he says. I relax a little bit. "Do you want a relationship?" I ask. He hesitates to answer but says "With you, yes. I trust you." "Would you ever control me if we were boyfriend and girlfriend?" I ask. I need to know. "No I would never," he says.

Adonis:

Why does she think I would control her? Is it because of her past? No shit Sherlock. I would never hurt her though. There has to be more to her past. Someone treated her like she's something to control. I don't think it was just her cousins. I do want to be with her though. I want her mine, as a partner. My queen. I look back towards Kiera and ask "If you don't want to use labels or for me to say your mine we don't have to, but can we date each other?" I ask her.

She looks a bit shocked. Like she's never had anyone ask her that. "Yes," she says and returns to her previous spot. We sit in a comfortable silence for awhile until I ask, "Can you tell me about your past?" She looks back at me and nods. She comes closer and curls up onto me, I lean back into the couch and stroke her back. "Nothing you say will make me look at you differently," I say. This seems to make her relax and she starts talking.

"When I was born my mom died and my dad always blamed me for it. He wouldn't really treat me well. It started out with pushing me then it escalated into hitting when I was 4. He also started kicking me and having me skip a meal or two a day," she says and takes a breath before continuing. "Um, when I was 5 my dad's friend started touching me and my dad didn't do anything. All his friends started to do it every now and then. When I was 7 that's when I was raped for the first time. It just escalated even more I would get raped often and sometimes even in front of my dad. My dad started to beat me when I was 8 he started beating me and getting touchy with me as well. When I was 9 that's when he raped me for the first time. He didn't do it often but once was to much," she says. She's crying so I say "It's ok, I'm here for you." I continue to hold her until she stops crying and she continues.

"My dad was really into drugs and he started to use me to pay off his dept and he sold me to a guy when I was 11. I never knew his name even though I've tried for years so I only know him as sir. He hurt me even more than my dad ever did and even when I went home I still saw him sometimes. He was one of the people my dad bought a lot of cocaine from and he would always rape me as payment," she says. We sit in silence for a minute before she continues.

"When I was 14 my dad's friend, Ethan, ended up getting me pregnant. He was the person who first raped me and the person who did it the most often. I had twins when I was 15 and I had a friend of mine take them to be safe. I knew Ethan was a powerful man and I didn't want him to have them. I knew that they'd live with him and I would be in debt to him just to be able to see them and they would be unsafe. I didn't want them to grow up with a dad that wasn't a good person. Even if they haven't been able to live with me I know they're safe and cared for," she says. I had no idea she had kids. I hope I can meet them. "Then my dad died earlier this year when I was 16 and I moved in with my cousins. At first I didn't trust them. Then I started to and I opened up a bit but I learned that I couldn't trust them at all. The only one I can trust is Santo but he had to leave. Then the Ivanov's came and you know the rest," she finishes.

I think carefully about what I want to say. I don't want to mess this up. "Thank you for trusting me enough to tell me this," I tell her. "You amaze me everyday with your strength. People who hurt others for no reason, they're weak. You are so much stronger than them," I add. She looks up and me and we stay like that for awhile. Her eyes start to close and I carry her to her bedroom. I'll hunt down everyone that hurt her but today my priority is taking care of her.

I cuddle her in bed and she leans close to my ear and says "I'm yours if you're mine." I smile and say "Of course I'm yours." I feel her smile against my neck as well before she falls asleep. I eventually fall asleep as well.

A/n

This was really hard to write but I tried to get the conversation right. I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter