(DISCLAIMER!! A LOT OF MENTION OF SELF-HARM AND SUICIDE!!!! IT"S MOST OF THIS CHAPTER SO JUST A TRIGGER WARNING!!)

~3rd person pov~

Hawks woke up to find himself in bed, not too sure how he got there. He was still feeling sick but felt a bit better than yesterday. He got up and walked to the kitchen. He then noticed dabi sleeping on his couch. He walked over to him and shook him a bit to wake him up. 

"Hey, what are you doing here?" 

"oh.. sorry we needed to talk but yesterday you fell asleep and I didn't wanna wake you" He replied sitting up. 

"Oh what about?" 

"Well... I saw the cuts on your arms." 

Hawks was gonna ask how but then noticed that his hoodie was off. 

Hawks, without saying anything, got up and went to the bathroom. 

~Hawks pov~

What am I gonna do? How will I even explain this...

"Hawks please come out here and talk to me" 

Hawks felt tears fill up his eyes while he sat there not knowing what to do. 

~3rd person pov~

Dabi decided to pick the lock because he didn't know what hawks could be doing to himself. 

When Dabi opened the door he found hawks sitting on the floor, crying. 

He sat down in front of him and hawks came closer, hugging Dabi and sobbing into his chest. 

Dabi just sat there holding hawks for a while, not saying anything because he didn't want to scare him. 

After a while, hawks sat back and wiped away his tears.

"Sorry... y-you weren't s-supposed to know a-about them" 

"But why? Why do you do this to yourself? Is it because of me?" Dabi asked

Hawks looked up confused. 

"Why would this be because of you? We just met a couple of weeks ago." 

Dabi realized what he had said and decided he should tell him the truth. 

"Hawks... it's time you know you I really am." 

Dabi got up, helping hawks up, and sat down on the couch gesturing for hawks to sit beside him.

"Hawks... or Keigo I should say, I'm Touya..." 

~Hawks pov~

"I'm Touya.." 

What- did I hear that right? Is it really Touya? The one I've been searching for all these years.. is he finally back? 

"W-What? Is it really you Touya?" 

"Yes, it is" Dabi replied. 

"Just to make sure tell me something only Touya would know"

"You were my first kiss" 

~Flashback~

Touya and Keigo were at the park they went to every day. 

"Hey, Keigo!" 

"Hey, Touya"

"You want to try something new?" 

"Like what," Keigo asked. 

"Well, have you had your first kiss yet?" 

"no..." 

How would he have, he only liked Touya

"Well... I haven't either so I was thinking that maybe we could be each other's first" Touya said, while his cheeks were getting red. 

"I think that's a good idea!" Keigo said, sounding too excited. 

Touya and Keigo walked back into their hiding place and sat in front of each other. 

"You ready?" Touya asked

"Yes" Keigo replied

Touya leaned in and so did Keigo. Then their lips touched. It was a quick little peck but it left Touya and Keigo feeling amazing. They never spoke about it again but both of them still thought about it ever since then. 

~End of flashback~

~3rd person pov~ 

"Wow... it really is you" 

"Yeah... I didn't want to tell you because I didn't know if you would hate me or not... but I knew it was you ever since you wanted to join the league" 

"But why did you leave?" Hawks asked 

"I'll explain everything later but first you need to tell me why you've been harming yourself" 

"It doesn't matter why" Hawks replied. 

"Keigo it does... please tell me why," Dabi said while holding hawk's hand. 

"I don't really know. My whole life has been a mess, especially after you left. I didn't even want to be a hero... but I had to in order to find you. I have to work for Endeavor, the one who caused you so much pain, and I just feel really guilty about it. I only do this to myself because I didn't see the point of living anymore, life without my best friend sucks..." 

"Keigo... I'm sorry I left you... but don't feel guilty ok? There was nothing you could do against endeavor." 

"b-but I could of at least tried!!" Hawks got up and continued to cry. 

"I could have tried to save you! Instead, I lost you, I lost you for so many years! I lost the only person I ever loved." 

"Keigo... please it's not your fault." Dabi got up and walked over to hawks. 

Dabi held hawks in his arms. 

"I love you..." Dabi whispered. 

~Dabi pov~

It's my fault he did this to himself. I shouldn't have left him but I had to... I'm so sorry Keigo. 

"Hawks, I'm never going to leave you again. I promise" 

Hawks looked up at me and leaned in to kiss me. 

Our lips connected and it felt so right. I pulled him closer and we kissed for a while. Eventually, I pulled away and hugged him. 

Hope you enjoyed this chapter! I cried while writing it haha but yeah I also just wanna say if you are feeling suicidal or you harm yourself... please stay alive your strong!! and you're loved. -c

Also, I haven't involved hawk's mission much yet but I will put more of that in the next few chapters! Stay safe :)

I can't believe I've released two chapters in a day haha hope you enjoy them