인정하기 어렵다 (hard to admit)

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"so? What's your answer?"

"no"

Right then and there hanbin felt his world collapsed, but he didn't want to jump to any conclusions and spoke up

"is that all?" he breathed shakily "no, I'm not done" he grabbed the younger hands and placed it on his lap "just give me some time okay?"

"it's not that I don't like you or anything, it's complicated. you know?" he assured the other "it's okay, I understand" he showed a smile and Hao mouthed a thank you

Hanbin got up and gave him a hand, Zhang Hao took the hand and got up right after. The older hugged him hoping he would be patient enough to wait

Hanbin leaned his head on the others shoulder getting comfortable,

"you okay?" the older asked softly while he just shaked his head "do you want to talk about it?" hao let go of the other "it's fine, we have class"

"well it's Mr. Lee's class so we can skip.. Just this once" he obviously didn't wanna go to class and just used that as an excuse
"just this once?" the younger tilted his head "mhm."

"but we have to stay somewhere else the janitor will see us" he uttered while throwing an arm over Zhang Hao, though the younger looked fine in the outside is he really okay?

he didn't want the other to worry about him.

They carefully walked out of the janitors closet and made their way to the bathroom

"yah, why would we stay in the bathroom?" Hao questioned "where else should we go?" hanbin snapped "the library, The librarian doesn't mind"

"you sure?" he was hesitant but it was better than a bathroom "yes, I am. Do not underestimate me" he pulled them out of the bathroom and walked to the library quietly

They were almost there when they heard a teacher "yah! What are you kids doing? Shouldn't you be in class?"

"shit." Zhang Hao sprinted to the library "I told you this was a bad idea" hanbin stated while he was literally gasping for air "shut up-"

"yah! Get back here! It's to early for me to run around this school!" the teacher said making the two giggle, they ran into the door and hid behind one of the shelves filled with books

They gasped for air, and heard distant voices,

"have you seen two kids running in here?" the teacher asked who was also short on air "oh, yeah. I think they went that way" she pointed somewhere obviously unbothered. once we heard her say that Hao dragged the younger somewhere

"you think we can fit in there?" hanbin says "yes, we can. So shut up and get in" he whispered hanbin sighed and got in closing the curtains.

Zhang haos back was against the wall while hanbin was right infront of him, bodies touching. Zhang hao was trying his best to hold in his breath

While he could feel the youngers deep breathes on his skin, he was afraid they might get caught.. Caught in that position.

He couldn't hold his breather any longer and uttered a loud breathe

"shit." hao muttered, suddenly the younger leaned in and rested his head on the others shoulder, snaking his arms around the olders waist

'holy shit, what if they can hear my heart beating?' the older thought, he couldn't resist the other's skinship and moved one of his hands to the younger head

Zhang haos heart started beating even faster once he heard soft footsteps approaching. They heard shuffling and knew what was gonna happen

The teacher slid the curtain open exposing the two. It was

Mr. Park, "aish, zhang hao? You two, making out during class hours isn't good" he sighs, hanbin lifted his head up and turned to look at the teacher "detention." he added, the two just froze

"what are you doing? Let go of him hanbin and go" he shooed us away with a disgusted face

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"that was so embarrassing!" Zhang hao semi-yelled not wanting to interrupt the classes "hyung, that was your idea."

"wow.. i didn't know" Hao cupped his face sarcastically "but then Mr. Park loves gossiping! He's gonna tell all the teachers 'we made out'." he sighed "hyung that's fine, why would the teachers believe that?" assured the younger.

He pushed the door open revealing a stack of chairs and a note on the table "I have a feeling of what we're gonna do.." Hao stated,

'fix the chairs and tables, thank you. - Mrs. Choi' hanbin mumbled "this will keep us busy." he looked at the other "yeah."

The started fixing the chairs and tables hanbin on the chairs and Hao with the table.

Zhang hao just fixed the tables to be in a straight line and soon helped hanbin

"hanbinnie, I'm doneeeee" he said as he grabbed a chair from the stack "hyung it's fine just go sit down, okay?" he says as he placed a chair down and went to get another

The older sat down and watched him place the chairs behind the tables. Soon Zhang Hao fell asleep, with his head resting on his hand

Haobin noticed the other and placed down the last chair, he chuckled and walked up sitting down on the chair next to him

"cute" he spoke softly as he pushed the older hair away from his face, he couldn't help but stare at the other till he heard a click

He looked back to see,

gyuvin.

"so this was your rumored boyfriend.." gyuvin shoved the phone in his pocket and ran, hanbin was about to chase him but he gave up and just sat next to Hao.

He heard the bell ring once again meaning that the kids were running down the hall for lunch.

He leaned down to the older, waking him up "Hao-hyung.." he pushed back the hair that was covering his alluring features,
"Hao hyung." he repeated. The older groaned and got up

"wae?" he asked while rubbing his eyes "you're cute" he smiled "really? I think your cuter" he flirted back "I think your drunk, did you drink in your dreams?"

Zhang hao chuckled "no, it was even better" he says as he leaned it and cupped the younger cheeks "was I in your dream?" he asked softly

"hmm, maybe" right then and there he knew the other was back to his normal self, "ah hyung.." he whined "c'mon let's go" he got up and gave him his hand to hold, The younger intertwined their fingers and pulled him closer

"hao" his eyes moved from the others eyes to his lips leaving the older flustered

he tried to act nonchalant "h-hanbin let's have some lunch! With my friends, hmm?" and smiled

"hyung?" he paused to look at the others longing eyes "do.. Do you wanna go out with me?" he pulled him closer having no more than an inch between them, the older was about to speak when he continued his sentence "like on a few dates, then tell me your answer.."

"if you don't want to then.."

"I'll go out with you."

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I finally mentioned gyuvin,
my lovely gyuvinnie💗
Anywho.
hanbin really desperate

Isn't he?

- sophia

this is me... im traumatized i did not know i wrote like shit. sorry for that