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"oh" hanbin muttered "at least you know" he smiles as he gets his spoon. "you've moved on right?" he asked.

hao froze, has he? has he moved on? after Sleepless nights if him convincing himself that he has. and all that effort just to be back to square one.

"i have, dont worry"

"i was dumb and young, you understand" he said while smiling. "yeah, thats amazing in happy" hanbin said.

no he was not happy, he was regretting everything. but he wanted it didn't he? he wanted to get away from him, from hao.

no- let me reword that. his parents. his parents wanted him to distance himself from hao. he moved his parents he couldn't say no,

he was their perfect child after all.

"how's life? got a girlfriend?" hao asked with an boring tone. "it's fine, and no, i haven't"

"oh, really?" that shook hao, how could a man like him be single? he's everything a girl cpild everything asked for.

can cook, tall, charming, kind, generous, trustworthy, loyal and way more.

"yeah, thats not my sorta thing"

"so you're gay?" hao asked, wich hanbin snorted to. "why are you asking?"

"im just curiou-"

"do you still like me?" asked the latter.
zhang hao coughed. "what?"

"are you okay?" zhang hao asked "yeah im great"

"not physically, Mentally. are you sure you dont need help?"

"i dont?"

jui brought Ricky somewhere near, near enough time hearted the conversation.. well barely hear the conversation.

"he did nawt just asked that" jui was gagged, he hasnt been updated to what happened to the two.

but this was all he needed, he knew what happened.  all he needed was hao to confirm.

"let's go we are stopping this conversation" jui stated as he grabbed his tray with ricky trailing behind.

"you mother fucker you have the audacity to ask me that-!"

"oomph" jui slapped his hand over hao's mouth. "hi hanbin it's so nice to see you but I don't think he took his medicine so you can talk to him later"

jui smiled at younger.

hanbin tilted his head in confusion while jui signaled ricky. "yeah, you know after everything he's been ill.. mentally"
ricky says Wich makes hao's eyes widen trying to get jui's grip of his fucking face.

hanbin let out a chuckle "looks like he was the one who needed help" hanbin muttered.

"uh right, ill go, thanks for informing me. I was scared he might have ripped my skin off"

Hao panicked in a rush to prepare, he slept through all of his alarms. He shoved everything in his backpack and left. he thought waiting for the bus would be a waste of time, But he thought running school would be faster.

And that he did ,

No one was at the gate except for the guard, He tried to 'sneak' in. Until the guard stopped him.

Mr. choi stretched out his arm,

"listen kid, do you really think crawling won't let me be able to see you?" the guard said pulling him up from the ground

"can't you let me go just once" the Chinese clasped his hands together. "you've said that 5 times this week" he chuckled

"well.. this will be the last" Hao said dusting of the dirt on his pants
"uh huh." the guard said scrunching his nose. "this will be your last correct?"

"yes, yes and yes" hao replied "fine I'll tell the teacher you were helping me. But, this will be your last."

-

Hao sprint to his class, stopping right infront of the door. He hesitantly hovered his hands wich were shaped in a ball right in front of the door.

He knocked two times and pulled the door, as he was met with eyes.

"Zhang Hao, why are you late again?" he said checking the attendance

"I was helping the guard." He says as he gulped.

"help him with what?" the old man questioned looking over at me

'oops, ( genius Lee ). What do I say? Uhm with. What? Ugh whyd he have to ask. Stupid old man. With painting? No. Preparing the.. Preparing what?!'

"uh I was organizing his stuff..yes! " I say semi yelling

"huh, go to your seat" he said with a not convinced look.

🌹

"class dismissed, now, for your homework, I decided not to give you any and I have prepared something and we'll discuss that next meeting." before they could rush out of the room Mr. Lee said a last minute announcement : "I think you all know what time of the year it is?
The festive comp."

"So we'll be having our first practice next week, On Saturday.  Now go."

everyone ran out of the classroom either to go to the canteen or to touch up their make up, while I took my time packing my bag.

-

The red head walked out to see Kuan jui with Ricky. "Mr.lee huh?" Ricky said leaning on the locker

"hmm, nice to see you" Hao said who was clearly not in the mood to joke around.

"anyway, let's go to yujin" ricky says, Kuan jui pats my back. the mention of his friend's name lighten his mood "my son, Yujinnie!" hao says as we walk to his floor.

(let's say that the freshmen, sophomores, juniors and seniors have their own floor)

They were talking about our awful professors along the way. Once we arrive to his room and knock.

"mm, come in!" Mrs. Choi says I swear she's the nicest teacher in the our building. The three bow and look for yujin.

"yujin, yujin yujin."  Hao mumbles as he scans the room looking for yujin, who wasn't there.

"are you looking for yujin?" Mrs. Choi questioned. They all nod and she she replied with : "check the nurses office he wasn't feeling well so I sent him there"

We bow again, and jogged to the nursery.

Soon All of our classes ended soon after, Kuan jui took yujin home because he lived close by, i bought some ramen and went home.

(cause I'm your home, home, home, home😘)

-

It was a Wednesday, Zhang hao woke up at 5 to prepare for his class,

he didn't want another embarrassing entry. Like running in the classroom panting? Huh no thank you.

He soon finished preparing and went to the nearest bust stop. Wich was a few blocks from his house.

There were a few people sitting on the bench, who were from his school.

The Chinese sat down beside the students, who regognized him since all 3 of them were in the same club :

"ah hyung!"

"oh? Jiho, on your way to school?"

"mm, I'm with won" the other said with a girl peeking behind him

"oh Hao, finally on time?" the girl teased
"yeah" the older pauses "oh, isn't that our bus?" he continues. Zhang Hao stood up when a stranger bumped into him.

"sorry" as the other bowed and rushed in the bus. "no it's okay"
He let his juniors go first then entered the bus.

( I Gen don't know how busses work in Korea so I'll just make some stuff up😭)

Hao swiped his card on the scanner, then scanned the bus for a seat.

He sat down next to his juniors, one more person hopped on and the bus started.

He was scanning the bus, and stopped at a familiar face.

'he looks like him' Hao thought to himself, he couldn't help but stare at him, they look exactly the same.

'maybe he got surgery?'

He kept staring until the other turned back, He slid the window open. He could feel the others stare going right through him.

Once he couldn't feel his presence staring at him he looked back, and saw that the bus was covered in blood and flesh.

Hao screamed, he gasped for air as a dark figure slowly walked towards him, he pushed himself up and Clenched on his bag before shutting his eyes tight.

he felt a cold blade slide on skin, as blood rushed down his throat. he choked  "h-help me" hao could barely mutter.

the man let out a scoff. "pathetic" he watched as all the blood in his veins were gone making home turn pale.

he grabbed hao by the collar and dragged him off the bus before throwing him out, landing right in front of his partner.

"there you go"

"I told you to bring him to me alive" hanbins jaw clenched as he tried composed himself.

"I don't fucking care you aren't my boss" the latter spat as he walked past hanbin.

as the man walked away he felt a sharp blade thrown on his back. he winced as he fell to his knees.

"don't test my patience, raiya." he laughed as he pushed the knife in deeper.

"f-fuck you-"

hanbin kicked him to the side, and crouched down. "there's nothing you can do"

(I'm joking ❤️❤️)

hao turned his head, letting a sigh of relief. "phew" he leaned against his chair.

before slowly closing shutting his eyes and drifted away.

"excuse me? could please wake up" the man shakes Zhang hao. "hello?"

"ugh"

"what the Frick to you want? " Zhang hao mumbled "I want you to wake up or else you'll be left in this bus that's go8ng to God knows where"

Zhang hao whined, "fine whateve" he opened his eyes and grabbed his bag before walking past the man with their shoulders brushing past each others.

"hao?" the man called out.

that voice,

how could he not recognize it.

🌹

"hanbin?"
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a/n: hahaha.... Yeah