Chapter 5: Love shall be returned

Dijun had well remembered that day more than before when he had just met her for the first time in person as the Princess of Qing Qiu. There she was standing before him with a small smile of her. Beautiful in red and a veil on her head, he could sense her happiness deep below.


When the night had followed as Feng Jiu sits in the room of Qing Qiu with candles light on her side and a veil on her head. She was feeling rather hungry and quite thirsty. Though she had always liked the thought of getting married one day but had always dreaded the long preparation process. It was a shame that Su Moye couldn't make it that day due to unexpected troubles.


He had sent a letter before when he had met her a few days ago when they were sitting down over a cup of tea.



"Diànxià (your highness), the west sea has been running into some troubles lately. And I came to apologize in person to inform you that we will not be able to come and celebrate your and Dijun's wedding. As well as your crowning."


He then lowers his head. The tempestuous look of shame was written clearly in his face as he swallows bits of his sadness in it.


The concern looks she had senses inside of him as she patted him on his shoulder calmly comforted him. Ever since they had escaped the dream of Alanrou, he was never the same. Occasionally when she had overheard from the servants of the West Sea that he muttered the dead princess's name in his sleep. She pity even Shen Ye had a chance to reunite with Alanrou.


"Su Moye, don't have to be so polite about it. I understand the situation in the West Sea. Qing Qiu will always be ready to give you a hand if you wish."


Again Su Moye stands up and bowed at her with a small nod.


"Diànxià, your kindness is unmeasurable. 2nd Prince Su Moye of the West Sea thank you for your help."


Feng Jiu smiles again.


Pouring herself a cup of water she lifts her red veil slightly as her lips touch the rim of the glass. The water was quite refreshing to her and had felt as if all the weight were lifted from her shoulder.


But an event came back to her memory, seeing the shadow of the demon princess Ji Heng peeks over the corner over her cape as she watches Dijun placing a ring on her hand and sharing a cup of 'wine' with her. She sighs as she looks around at the shadow. 



When her eyes no longer had met up with his Dijun had stared at her as he held her hand. For the whole ceremony as Feng Jiu and Dijun had sat down, she couldn't help it but keep looking at it. Finally, when no one was looking, Dijun grabbed her hand and calmly asked her.


"What's wrong?" His voice softly calls to her. "Is there something bothering you?"


When she had turned to him she smiles at him as the shadow had already disappeared. She had known deep inside, Jiheng had a deep affection for her. But she thought about it over again whether Jiheng's obsession was love or force. Feng Jiu had known Donghua was always good looking, powerful, and even an Emperor. There were no reasons why many had fallen for him.


Taking a deep breath she looks at him and shook her head.



"Nothing." She then replied to him. "Donghua, look at all the people down here."


His eyes ponder at the crowd as he looks down at the people of Qing Qiu.


"My coronation is arriving soon." She speaks softly to him. "Yet I'm a little nervous. I felt I'm not ready yet."


He smiles again as he grabbed her hand tighter.


"I'm here for you. What's there to be nervous about?" He asked her. "I'll help you."


"Not that." She replied to him with a smile. "Although you're the King of Qing Qiu once I'm Queen, I'm afraid of my father."


Dijun smiles as he begins to reach to her side for a cup of tea before she grabs his hand preventing him from. He was getting rather thirsty from their talk and even the hot weather in the ceremonial robes had made him sweat. But he didn't show it one bit.


"Donghua, that's my teacup." She said slightly to him as she tries to leans closer and closer to him to reach it in a way that she begins to draw attention in herself.


Pushing her hand away from her he smiles at her.



"What's yours is mine. I don't see a difference."


As he leans the cup closer to his mouth she uses her magic summoning it to her hand and gulped it down to her throat before slaming it down.


"Xiao Bai, I don't see what's wrong with that." He said to her as he grabbed the fresh pot filled with tea and pours it in his cup. Before he had known it she had crossed her hand and huffed turning her body from him.


"Dijun is right. What's yours is naturally mine. And that's the same I supposed." She said as he nodded his head in agreement. "But if I remembered."


She said as she glares slightly at him. Even though Dijun had never seen her fox glares before, he did admitted to himself it was scary somehow.


"When we were in FanYin Gu, JiHeng and I had a tea competition. You chose her tea over mine."


Feng Jiu then stares at him as Dijun blinks his eyes a little faster and nodded his head again in agreement as he grabbed the cup of tea.


"Xiao Bai, you remembered such things?" He asked her. "You don't need to worry about her nor should I."


Her eyebrows raised and gave out a mocking smirk. How dare he reminded her of that and with just his sweet words he had made her forgot about her thoughts.


"You said it was tasteless but sweet the second taste. If you didn't the tea I brew then don't drink it." She commented her words to him. "Did you said to tease me?"



Dijun laughs again as he grabbed her hand and looks at her.


"Xiao Bai, I think you're just jealous. Back in FanYin Gu, you and that Xiao Yan are always together so I felt jealous. So I made a statement so you can talk to me."


She snickered a little as she looks at him.


"Is that so?" She asked him. "Truly I agree JiHeng is best at making her tea and the work of arts, wouldn't you think-"


Before she had said much Dijun had turned her around to his side.


"Xiao Bai, you and JiHeng are different. True she is talented in art and tea. But you are different. You have many talents and aspects that made you special from her." Dijun then stated to her. "What? Could Ji Heng enter the Starward to save me? Would she be willing to enter the Dream of Alanrou or the Serpent forces to saved me instead of forcing Xiao Yan to do it for her?"


Feng Jiu bites her lips and nodded agreeing to his words. He had made her sounds like a hero of some sort. But what he said was true. When Xiao Yan was talking to her about that event she did find it odd. If you did love someone, you wouldn't care about anything but to save them yourself rather than using others. Perhaps that's why she had thought Xiao Yan had fallen for Jielu.


That's what she had remembered saying to Dijun as she waits in her bedroom and looking at the ring on her hand. It was when the sounds of the robe ruffling against each other as the footsteps deal on closer. And the smell of the sandalwood was stronger. It had made her mind forgetful at times.



As Dijun opens the room she stood up to him and hugged him. Wrapping her hands around his waist. Her veil fell to her back like a waterfall as Dijun uses his magic to look at her beauty he had missed.


"You're here." She said to him."Took you long enough."


Dijun laughs as he patted her head as he responded to her with a hug as he rests his chin on her head.


"Qing Qiu have way too many customs." He replied to her. "I'm not used to it yet."


Before he had even get to see his bride he was placed down on the chair and strap by the biding ropes of High God Zhe Yan as he speaks to him telling him what to do and what not to do. Listen to all the endless list of customs was giving him a headache. No wonder Xiao Bai had mentioned to him how she hated ceremonials and even her wedding she had dread.


When he had finally got to see her, he sighs in relieved yet his heart pounds like a drum as he was about to enter. He had known she was beautiful at heart and elegant in feature, but still, even the sight of her eyes looking into his had made his heart skips.


He quietly smiles as he calms down a little.


She smiles as she lifts her chin to takes a closer look at his face.


"Are you tired? Do you want to sit down?" She asked him. "I'm hungry today."


He nodded his head as she pulls his hand down as they sat down.


"I had asked the maids earlier for some food you might be-"


Before she had finished her words and dive into the food, Dijun had wrapped his arms around her and had her body on his lap.



"Xiao Bai," He calls for her name as he felt her hands wrapping around him. Her smiles appear as she leans onto his arms and rests on it.


"To be honest, I was nervous today. More than usual." Dijun had said to her as he stroke her hair. She smiles as she grips onto his sleeve. Digging herself into his side she can hear his heartbeats slowly. "Qing Qiu is-"


Feng Jiu interrupted his words as she places her hand on his lips and hushed him quietly.


"I was thinking strapping you with a robe and tied it to my arms." She jokingly said to him. "So that you won't run away."


He laughs nervously as he hugged her tighter. He had seen where she had got her family traits. Though Zhe Yan wasn't related to her by blood, they were very close friends to heart. Often time, when Zhe Yan had broadened to him about Xiao Bai, he would always mention how similar they were. And how Dijun was too boring. Too aloof. He said that if Dijun had entered and made himself in the Bai's family, he would hope he would loosen up. Take Crown Prince Ye Hua for instance, a cold man became a kind and unexpected nature man who had made a few jokes once in a while.


There were even bets around Zhe Yan and Lian Song that if Donghua made a few relief jokes, they would take care of Gun Gun the whole day. So far, they have rip through pages of classic joke book around the cellar yet they haven't found a perfect one yet.


Even Zhe Yan had came to asked Xiao Jiu if she have any good pranks on hand. All she said was if he was willingly to disturbed her one more time, she fear that he'll have to clean the fox den.


"Why didn't you then?" He asked her boldly. "I would have enjoyed it."


"Uh..." She pauses as she thought about it. It was merely a joke. "I think I would have trust you not to ran away."


"I'm a good runner." She then added as she muttered deep under her breath as Dijun came in closer and closer to her.


"Xiao Bai ~" He calls her again. "I love you.



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He muttered underneath his breath as he kisses her on her head as he awaits for her words. But she was too embarrassed to express it when he was rather too close to her making her heart skips a beat every second.


"After today, we'll be together as always." He said to her. "You and the children staying by my side is enough happiness for me."


She grips on his sleeve and chuckles as she avoids his eyes.


"You sounds like you're going away or as if I'm leaving you." She said but quickly stops as she glares at him. "You're not right?"


Placing his hand on her face he squeezes and shakes his head.


"No!" His voice would raise loudly for her to hear. "Wherever I go, I'll take you with me. And wherever you go, I'll follow you."


Her hand held onto his as she gives out a long sigh.


"That's good." She whispered to him.


His hands went through her hair as he tried to untangle them as she leans onto his chest. He could smell the faint scent of peach blossom that lingers around her body that had smell sweet.


"Then can you help me unrobe me then?" She asked him. "It will be nice to take all this weight off."


His eyes rolled around as his head turns with a smirk on his face as she leans her head down into him waiting for him to help her take off all these headpieces. When he did she lets out a long breath and sighs.


"Ah, one bit of weight off." She said to him. "I should really change these robes after I became Queen."


As she reaches for her robe, she begins to untie it before he stares at her.


"What are you looking at?" She asked him as she pauses herself. "Look away."


Covering his eyes and closing it, with a snap of his fingers her wedding robe were nicely folded on the ground.


"Donghua...you..." She muttered her breath as she looks down at her red sleeping gown below. As he came to her, he lifts her into his arms. Her hands wrapped around his neck as she watches his cold and emotionless face.


"What are you doing?" She asked him once again. "Aren't you tired."


Placing her down in the bed he sat down and lays down next to her.


"Yes." He replied to her. "Did you gain weight?"


Hearing him said that she gasps as she hits him hard on his chest.


"I did not!" She replied to him as she huffed and turned away from him. "Did you get weaker?"


He paused for a second speechless.


"You know the old phoenix always looks for a partner to do his morning exercise." She had added. "Too bad my Uncle doesn't like it and not willing to. You said so yourself you wanted to connect to the family more."


"I'll keep that in mind," Dijun said as he smiles at her. "Maybe after your father begins to accept me."


However, Feng Jiu didn't hear his last words as she heard something. A small voice echo through the hallway.


"Feng Jiu Jie-"


However, the voice was drowned before Feng Jiu could detect who it was and would hold herself a bit more.


But had she known she had pinned him his arms down on the bed as he felt her hair going down from her face slightly rubbed against his cheek. As her hands were squeezing his cheek as she glares at him.


"Ow." He muttered to her. "That hurt you know."


"Say that again!" She said to him. "What was the last thing you said before I was distracted!"


His eyes stare at her as his sweat drools down his face. Pulling her hand away from his mouth he kisses it as he had a foolish smile on his face.


"Can you unrobe me?" He boldly asked her. "You know you were right these ceremonial robes are quite heavy."


"What?" She asked him as she pauses. "Why don't you do it yourself?"


"You heard me quite clearly." He said as he turned his back against her. "Help me unrobe."



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A smile then appears on Feng Jiu's face as her hand untied the belt of his robe and slowly she takes off his robe. Neatly folding it she had stood up to places it on her counter before Dijun had come to her wrapping his arms around her waist


"I can finally breath now." He said to her as he mimic her. "Aren't you tired?"


Sure the fox clan were strange in some ways, but he did found some common points between all of them.


Her head turns to him as she kisses him intensely. Her lips were pressed hard onto his as her tongue had slowly touched his. Her eyes were close. If he was honest to himself, he had quite enjoyed it. She seems different from the usual. He had wondered as he wraps his hand around her and his hand was digging deep into her raven hair where she had learned to do all of this.


As she kept on pushing down on the bed she sat down as her head slightly swift onto his cheek.


"Didn't you say you were tired?" She asked him.


He smiles as he smirks at her.


"Haha." He laughs at her. "Tired no."


"Well." She said as she lays on his lap and places a blanket over her body.


"I'm tired. You make yourself comfortable."


Before he had said much she had already fallen asleep on his lap making herself quite comfortable as she breaths slowly and steady. Once in a while, he would stare at her to see a strand of her hair getting in the way of her face. He would reach for it and moves it to the back of her ear.


"Dijun..." She calls for him. "Donghua..."


She corrected herself but yet her eyes were still closed. These days as she was carrying a child, she felt more tired recently. Even the simple task had made her back ache.


"Can you sing to me?" She asked him. "Is so quiet here."


"Alright." He said to her as he tapped softly on her head treating herself like a fox as she snoozes on his lap. But he had known too well, she wasn't asleep rather she was resting on his side.


"What do you want me to sing?" He then asked her.


"Anything~" Her voice drawns out quietly.


He smiles as his hand begins to go through her soft silky hair and patted her head as he closes his eyes preparing to sing for her.


A pair of footprints were painted on the foot of snow


The way she had melted the cold mountain


Had move it heart a lot


Till the end, it kept on searching


For an answer


Till the warm days had arrived


Waiting for your returned


A warmth day had turned cold as ice again


If it had asked would there be days to return


It would have replied a nod in his head


If it would ask if you returned to his side


He would have wrapped his warmth around you


Till the end


When morning rises


The peaks of the snow had melted


He pauses for a minute as he looks down to see her dropping her hand down the bed as he heard the quiet snore. A smile appears on his face as he looses his train of thought.


"Dijun...why did you stop?" She then asked him before falling back asleep.


"You can't sleep?" He asked her. "Did you drank too much tea before bed?"


"Maybe a little~" She answer back to him. "Perhaps."


"How about I'll play some music for you instead?" He asked for her permission. "I'm not very good at singing as you."


Summoning his zither and places across his lap away from where her head was. As his finger plucks the string he begins to hum for her. The deep melodic of the vibration of the string continued making the quiet night of Qing Qiu smooth and peaceful.



 A smile on a goddess's face as she hears the music. In her head, she could see herself wearing a white robe dancing to the music under the shaded willow tree. As he plays the music it was rather a melodic tune at first and turned into a sad melancholy tune at last. He stops stroking her hair as he conjured an armrest by his side and leans his hands on it as he fell asleep.


Once in a while, he would open one of his eyes to take a peek at her. He didn't dare to move for fear he would wake her up. He didn't dare to even make a single noise fearing she would be restless. Every so often and now she would kick her blanket muttering the word 'cold.' Although there were a couple of times where she would kick his side, he didn't care at all. And would eventually place the blanket onto her side.


Whenever she would whimper quietly in her sleep for his name, he would sing to her and pet her on her head. But she didn't bother him at all.


When they were at peace he would fall back asleep till the sun rises through her face in the fox den. Sitting up she smiles as she saw him falling asleep leaning his head on the shoulder rest.


Carefully and quietly she lifts his head off and places it on the soft pillow. Before tucking him in she leans closer to his face and kisses him on his cheek.


Feeling her presence around him felt arose as he pulls her to his side and wrapped her into his arms treating her like a pillow.


She would gasp as she lays in his arms.


"Donghua!" She calls for him as she begins to remind him. "Is morning already."


Ignoring her thoughts and concerns he kisses her on her forehead as he hugs her tighter wrapping his legs around her body preventing her from moving.


"I know." He said to her. "Just lay with me for a while."


She smiles at him as she moves his hair to another side of his ears as she begins to stroke slightly on his nose and touches his eyebrows.


"Did you sleep well last night?" She asked him. "The fox den can get a little cold sometimes."


He sniffles his nose a little as a chill past by his bones as he shivers a little.


"No, not at all." He said to her. "Just lay with me for a while."


Though it was true, the fox den was very cold. Especially later on in the night. But he was too afraid to wake her up or taking her blanket away from her. So all he did last night was playing his Zither so she could fall asleep easily. He had known her injuries haven't fully recovered yet.


She can feel his cold skin as he hugged her. The shivers of his body when he held onto her. Had made her touch onto his forehead.


"Your body is so cold!" She exclaimed as she managed to squirm out of his arms. "Let me warm you up a little."



"No, that's-" He pauses. Before he had said more he bites himself onto the tongue as she had turned into a red nine-tailed fox wrapping around his body. Her tails wrapped around his neck like a scarf and her body was wrapped above his body.


"Better?" She asked him.


He smirks a little as he wraps her closer to him and nodded his head.


"Much better. I don't feel cold anymore." He said to her. "How come you don't turned yourself into a fox often?"


"Oh," Feng Jiu said as she looks at him giving him a small boop on his nose. 


Although she could choose to speak she chose not to and let out a small quiet growl at him telling him to rest on her side a little bit. However, it was getting a little hot in the room overtime when he had admitted his defeat as he got up on his own and stretch a little. Feeling a slight movement of his she had awoken. A smile appears on her fox-like face as she begins to jump and uses the bed as support. When she bounces she lands lightly on his shoulder before sprinting across outside the room where she had turned into her human form.


"Aye!" He calls for her as she notices her running away grabbing for her hand. "You didn't use me to jump out of the bed so fast."


She turns around him and nodded her head.


"We're going to be late if you play around like this." She said to him. "We have to meet our parents this morning."


'Our parents.' He muttered in his mind. For the first time in his life, he had a family. Parents in law who had cared for him. It felt very special to him as he smiles. Although the Bai's family were very kind, he had known Bai Yi wasn't too fond of him many times. Zhe Yan, who had taken advantage of bullying him through all the family rules and etiquette.


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When they had arrived at their parents' place Feng Jiu takes a deep breath as she gave out a long sigh.


"What are you sighing about?" He asked her as he held her hand.


"I was worried about Gun Gun. I haven't seen his shadow all morning. I think he's getting too carried away with this carefree thought."


Dijun sighs again as he lets go of her hand and begins to cross it as he huffed a little bit.


"So, you care for him more than me?" Dijun had asked her. "Gun Gun is fine. He'll turn up sooner or later."


"But-"


He grabbed her hand as they entered the Qing Qiu fox den where the Bai's family were living.


"Isn't our family waiting? Let's go." He said to her.


When they had entered Feng Jiu found her father with a stick in his hand as he waits for them. Gun Gun was being held in place by his grandmother. She watches as her son ran to Dijun and hugged him in the arms. The closer she had a walk to her father, the more she had feared her father. Though her father was a kind-hearted man, he was very traditional.


"Ah Xiao Jiu, you're here." Her father said as he held Gun Gun in his arms. "You sure have a lot of explaining to do."


Feng Jiu looks down and then smiles slightly as she grabbed Dijun's hand tighter. Before Feng Jiu had to release it and kneels to the ground as she lowers her head bowing to him.



"Xiao Jiu is wrong. Please, father, forgive me for my action." She said.


Confused by her action Bai Yi leans down closer to see if she had drank any wine before hand. Hm, no side of alcohol traces on her. As Bai Yi places down Gun Gun he kneels to his daughter and held her hand bringing her up to the ground.


"Xiao Jiu, what's going on?" He then asked her. "Did you do something?"


Feng Jiu's eyes blinks faster as she nodded her head.


"Ran away to the mortal realm?" She then added. "Hm, run away from home for 200 years?"


"Xiao Jiu." He said to her. "Why didn't you tell us?"


Feng Jiu bites her lips a little before looking at her father.


"I didn't want to trouble you." She said to them. "But its the past now let's not worry about it too much."


As Feng Jiu and her family were sitting down Gun Gun was on her mother's lap enjoying the honey pollen nut cakes while drinking some sweet herbal tea. While Feng Jiu pours her family a cup of tea before offering it to Dijun and herself.


"Xiao Jiu, why did you tell us anything before you left?" Her mother then calmly asked her. Feng Jiu only left a small hint smile as she frowns.


"Xiao Jiu didn't mean on leaving. But I thought living in the mortal realm before taking the throne is rather nice. And not telling anyone is best for me to practice." Feng Jiu then responded to her parents. "I apologized for not informing you about it."


Her mother smiles as she handed Gun Gun a piece of cake and kisses him on the forehead.


"Look at you." She then said to Gun Gun. "You look just like your father. Except for the eyes, you have your mother's eyes."


Feng Jiu smiles as she looks at her son and nodded her head.


"Mother, Father Dijun, and I have something to share."


Feng Jiu then said as she held Dijun's hand.


"Dijun and I are expecting." Feng Jiu then said to them.


Hearing that her mother laughs as she looks at her daughter.


"That's great. Since when?" Her mother asked. "This is a big celebration. Qing Qiu should know about this."


"Uh." Feng Jiu said as she frowns a little. "That's something I was worried about."


The worries in her voice had made Dijun turned his head towards his wife as he looks rather confused.


"Worry? What are you worry about?" Her father then asked her calmly. "That's good news isn't it? We can have more grandchildren now."


"Back in history, whoever in the fox den gave birth to a son first will become the King of Qing Qiu. However, Gu Gu gave birth to Xiao A-Li as a mortal." Feng Jiu then said calmly as she fidgets her teacup. "I gave birth to A-Li. Although Gu Gu is married to the Nine Heavens, I fear by doing so there would be trouble."


"Xiao Bai." Dijun then said calmly to her. "Of course A-Li has nothing to do with the throne of Qing Qiu surely."


Her father sighs as he looks at his son-in-law.


"Dijun, since you are new to Qing Qiu you mustn't have heard about the curse. Although it was lifted many centuries ago, it was never written in history. In Qing Qiu, we have elders from that generation who still believed in that curse. I fear war will be upon the Nine Heavens and Qing Qiu." Bai Yi then said to his son-in-law. "Xiao Jiu, you shouldn't worry too much about this."


Feng Jiu smiles and nodded her head again.


"When I take my throne and settle down, I'll make Gun Gun the crown prince." Hearing that her parents look at each other and nodded their heads again.


"Xiao Jiu let's not rushed. Let's wait for time to come."


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When they had reach outside as Feng Jiu held her son's hand and Dijun she frowns a little as she pauses.



"Xiao Bai, are you feeling unwell?" Dijun then asked her as he pauses to places his hand on her shoulder as he hears her long sighs.


"I'm fine." Feng Jiu then said to him with a smile and held her son's hand tighter as she leans to Dijun's ears.


"I'll explain more to you later."


When they had arrived home Feng Jiu set the cup of tea and uses her magic to summon books and scrolls of the ancient history of Qing Qiu.


"You seem to collect a lot." Dijun then said as he saw his wife dusting her hand.


Feng Jiu smiles as she nodded her head.


"I was great at Ancient History." She then complimented herself. "Of course I knew about these stuff."


"Wait? Is it because of me?" He asked her. "Even I haven't heard about this."


Feng Jiu smiles as she opens the scrolls to shows him many pictures of the rulers.


"You see back when we have the Demon war, Qing Qiu went to battle. To assure that the throne of Qing Qiu is stable it was decided that the 1st boy son would be the King." Feng Jiu had added. "However when Qing Qiu was at times of peace for many years it was lifted."


Dijun then nodded his head as he begins to understand a little bit of it.


"However a group of people still believed that the 1st boy should be the King. And the curse upon Qing Qiu during that time since Prince Mo became the King instead of his brother the crown prince. During that time." Feng Jiu then said as she tried to catches her breath. "There were many wars and death."


Dijun sighs as he looks at it.


"But didn't you say it was lifted?" He asked her.


"Yes, however Qing Qiu never exprience this matter till Gun Gun and A-Li came along." Feng Jiu had said to her husband. "I fear the people of Qing Qiu will be worried not to mention those who still believed in the curse."


Dijun gave out a long sigh as he places his hand on her shoulder and hugged her. As he planted a gentle kiss on her forehead he hugged her even tighter.


"Xiao Bai, that will come in many years later. Don't worry about anything." He said to her. "Gun Gun and A-Li are still growing. And when those times come we'll work it out together."


Feng Jiu smiles as she wraps her arms around his waist and rests on his chest.


"That's great then."


Looking down at her he kisses her head again and leans on it.


"The thing we should worry about is your coronation as the Queen of Qing Qiu."


Love shall conquer until the end when it slowly restores but not lost.


Thank you so much for reading it and it is deeply appreciated! I'm so sorry for not updating in a long time since I was busy with the school year. This school year is tough with everything going around, so I haven't had a lot of time editing and writing my chapters. Hope you'll understand!


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