KuroKage (AU, A->F)

𝕀 𝔾𝕆𝕋 π•‹β„π•€π•Š 𝕀𝔻𝔼𝔸 𝔽ℝ𝕆𝕄 𝔸 ℙ𝔸ℕℕ𝔼𝕃 𝕀ℕ 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕄𝔸ℕ𝔾𝔸 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕀 ℍ𝔸𝔻 𝕋𝕆 π•Žβ„π•€π•‹π”Ό 𝕀𝕋! 𝕂𝔼𝔼ℙ 𝕀ℕ 𝕄𝕀ℕ𝔻, π•‹β„π•€π•Š π•€π•Š 𝔸ℕ π”Έπ•Œ 𝔸ℕ𝔻 𝕋ℍ𝔼 ℂℍ𝔸ℝ𝔸ℂ𝕋𝔼ℝ𝕀℀𝔸𝕋𝕀𝕆ℕ 𝕄𝔸𝕐 𝔹𝔼 π•Žβ„π•†β„•π”Ύ 𝕆ℕ 𝔸 ℂ𝔼ℝ𝕋𝔸𝕀ℕ ℂℍ𝔸ℝ𝔸ℂ𝕋𝔼ℝ! ℍ𝔼 π•€π•Š 𝔸 π”Ήπ•Œπ•‹π•‹ π”Έβ„•π•π•Žπ”Έπ•π•Š π•Šπ•† 𝕀𝕋 𝕄𝔸𝕐 ℕ𝕆𝕋 𝔹𝔼 𝕋ℍ𝔸𝕋 π•Žβ„π•†β„•π”Ύ!




π”Έβ„•π•π”Ύπ”Έπ•π•Š 𝕋ℍ𝔼 π”Έπ•Œ π•€π•Š 𝕂𝔸𝔾𝔼𝕐𝔸𝕄𝔸 π•€π•Š ℂ𝔸ℕℕ𝕆ℕ π”Έπ•Œπ•‹π•€π•Šπ•‹π•€β„‚ 𝔸ℕ𝔻 π•‹β„π”Έβ„•π•Šπ”Ύπ”Όβ„•π”»π”Όβ„!


π•‹π•Ž: 𝔸𝕦π•₯π•šπ•€π•šπ•ž, π•₯π•£π•’π•Ÿπ•€π•˜π•–π•Ÿπ••π•–π•£ 𝕗->π•ž, 𝕓𝕦𝕝𝕝π•ͺπ•šπ•Ÿπ•˜, π•‹π•Šπ•Œπ•‚π•‚π•€ π•Šπ•‹π•†β„™ 𝔹𝔼𝕀ℕ𝔾 𝔸 𝔹𝕀𝕋ℂℍ, π•§π•šπ• π•π•–π•Ÿπ•”π•–, 𝕄𝕆𝕄 π•‹π”Έπ”»π”Έπ•Šβ„π•€ π•Šπ•Œβ„™β„π”Όπ•„π”Έβ„‚π•, 𝕔𝕣π•ͺπ•šπ•Ÿπ•˜, π•”π•¦π••π••π•π•šπ•Ÿπ•˜, β„™π•–π•£π•šπ• π••π•šπ•” 𝕋𝕒𝕓𝕝𝕖 π•Šπ• π•Ÿπ•˜


πŸ‘‘Not Queen. King.πŸ‘‘


I've always been bullied. People have never liked me. There are multiple reasons. One is because of my diagnosis. Another is because of my dysphoria. I am autistic and transgender.


It comes with ups and downs. I'm more comfortable in my own skin being called a boy. The only people who know are my family, Kumimi, Kindaichi, and anyone who has read my file like teachers, coaches, and captains.


Captains mean Daichi. Daichi means Suga. Suga means a conversation. A conversation means people can hear. People being able to hear means Tsukishima hears. Tsukishima hearing means Kuroo, Bokuto, Akaashi, and Tadashi find out. Tadashi means Hinata. Hinata means everyone knows.


I definitely was not expecting what actually happened. I was so scared of what I expected, I didn't think about other possibilities.


I was going to start practicing early. There were other teams there for a training camp. I thought I was safe. I sat up and quickly reached for my binder. It wasn't there.


"Looking for something?" I looked up to see Tsukishima holding my binder.


"Please give that to me Tsukishima."


"Why should I?" He asked. I tried to answer but he spoke first. "Why are you here? Because you hate who you are? You hate being how you were made?" The questions hurt. That is not who I am. I am a guy.


"Please just give me it.." I got quieter as people stirred in their sleep.


"No. Not until you agree to leave."


"I-I can't.. I don't want to!" Why not? I don't belong anyways! Why don't I just leave? Because this is who I am. "Give it back Tsukishima Kei." He laughed.


"Make me!" I can't fight! I hit like a girl! Fighting will solve nothing. I belong here but fighting will only give people a reason to force me out. They will kick me out anyways! Don't give them a good reason!


I hit him. He fell to the ground and I hit him again. Again and again, over and over, punches straight to that stupid mouth. It was sort of therapeutic. It felt good knowing he got what he deserved. I enjoyed it until he punched back. He hit hard. His hands were rough, like he had fought before. This was the first time someone honestly fought back against me. That meant he hadn't gone through my file. Either that or he wasn't afraid of me like everyone else always was when they found out about my autism. Always the same look of fear and hate. But I didn't see that on Tsukishima's face. All I saw was the look of disgust.


I tried hitting back as best I could. It hurt everywhere until I heard a yell. "TSUKISHIMA KEI! GET OFF OF HIM!" I looked up and saw Tadashi Yamaguchi, standing on the other side of the room angrily. Everyone else was waking up because of his yelling too. With that, the blonde got off and tossed my binder at me.


"Whatever. I was defending myself anyways. I just went a bit overboard." And he left.


I started bawling. If nothing else woke people, up that did. I felt myself be picked up, but I didn't care. I was taken to a bathroom and the person put my binder on me. They didn't ask why. They just put it on me. It was nice for a change. No one trying to do shit to your body. No one telling you who you are. Just acceptance. I liked it much better than before.


They took me to a room where it was just us two. I felt headphone being placed on my head. They started playing weird songs that I didn't recognize. Arms wrapped around me softly. They just let me cry. So I did cry.


I cried because of what Tsukishima told me. I cried because my parents called me a failure. I cried because I scare the people I love. I cried because the person I loved most likely hated me. After all, he was friends with the blonde that I had just fought. I cried until I ran out of things to cry about.


As I wiped my eyes of tears, hours later, the arms were still around me. They hadn't left and I could still say thank you. Then a song came on. I paused before speaking. It was my crush's favorite song and I loved listening to hum it. I heard the humming I loved so much. "Kuroo~San...?"


"You stopped crying! I had assumed you fell asleep!" He rubbed my back and kissed the top of my head softly. "Does it still hurt anywhere?" I nodded. "Where?"


"Everywhere..."


"Oh.. Is there anything I can do..?" He sounded genuinely worried. That's what I loved about him. He was so caring and sweet. Even to people he didn't like or didn't know. He was just a kind person.


"I'm alright Kuroo~San.. Thank you.. I need to go practice.." I started trying to get up.


"Wait!" He grabbed my hand. "You're still hurt. Still in pain. Plus Tsukishima is out there. Just wait here. At least until it stops hurting. When it does, I'll go out with you! Okay?"


I stopped. He wanted to hang out with me. That was a first. Especially after they knew who I was. What I was. What I am.


"I know."


"You know..?"


"I know everything. Daichi talked to me before anyone else. He asked me to protect you if that ever happened." I was shocked. Did Daichi know I liked Kuroo? Did Suga tell Daichi? Was I that obvious? I didn't know.


"Oh.. Thank you.."


"I said yes for a reason though. It wasn't just because one of my best friends was asking me. I had more of a reason."


"What was the reason..?"


"Because... Well.. Because I like you. A lot. Like, like like. Like how Soda likes Sonia." He sighed. "I want to be like Gundham Tanaka and Sonia with you. I want us to be.. Together. Will you be together with me?"


"YES!" I didn't mean to yell that loud. I was just excited. Kuroo~San made me happy. I wanted that forever.


And we will be the kings.


Forever.


πŸ™πŸ™πŸšπŸ˜ 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕀


Sorry it took so long. School started up again. I'll try my best to get the next update out soon.

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