Kitakagi (AU, A)

𝕄𝕪 𝕙𝕖𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝕝𝕚𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕖𝕩𝕡𝕝𝕠𝕕𝕖𝕤 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕞𝕪 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤. 𝕊𝕞𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕣𝕖𝕢𝕦𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕣𝕠𝕞 𝕞𝕖, 𝕔𝕠𝕞𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥 𝕠𝕟 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤! 𝕀 𝕤𝕖𝕖 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕤𝕞𝕚𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕖𝕔𝕒𝕦𝕤𝕖 𝕠𝕗 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞! 𝕋𝕖𝕝𝕝 𝕞𝕖 𝕨𝕙𝕖𝕟 𝕀 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪! 𝕀𝕗 𝕀 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖 𝕒𝕥 𝕝𝕖𝕒𝕤𝕥 𝕠𝕟𝕖 𝕡𝕖𝕣𝕤𝕠𝕟 𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕡𝕪 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕖𝕒𝕔𝕙 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕀 𝕞𝕒𝕜𝕖, 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕒𝕝𝕝 𝕀 𝕔𝕒𝕟 𝕒𝕤𝕜 𝕗𝕠𝕣. 𝕋𝕙𝕒𝕥'𝕤 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕕 𝕠𝕗 𝕒𝕦𝕥𝕙𝕠𝕣 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥 𝕥𝕠 𝕓𝕖.


𝔸𝕟𝕪𝕘𝕒𝕪𝕤, 𝕀'𝕞 𝕗𝕚𝕟𝕒𝕝𝕝𝕪 𝕓𝕒𝕔𝕜 𝕥𝕠 𝕨𝕣𝕚𝕥𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥 𝕒𝕟𝕕 𝕀 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕘𝕦𝕪𝕤 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕞𝕪 𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕤𝕥 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣𝕤. ;)



𝕋𝕎: 𝔹𝕦𝕝𝕝𝕪𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕕, 𝕙𝕠𝕞𝕠𝕡𝕙𝕠𝕓𝕚𝕒, 𝕒𝕓𝕦𝕤𝕚𝕧𝕖 𝕡𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕤 𝕞𝕖𝕟𝕥𝕚𝕠𝕟𝕖𝕕, 𝕞𝕒𝕛𝕠𝕣 𝕔𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝕤𝕦𝕚𝕔𝕚𝕕𝕖


I was hurt, but felt no pain. I didn't feel anything at all. I saw him next to me. He was unconscious, blood staining his white and black hair. "Kita.." I started to pick him up to take him to the nurse. I was spit on from behind.


"Gay." That single word hurt so much. I knew I shouldn't have taken it as an insult. It was what I was. But it hurt to hear it used as an insult.


I didn't dwell on it for long. My soulmate was hurt. The words on his neck had been drawn on and bruised. But they still shone through in my handwriting. The words I feared to say, not wanting to loose him.


𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂.


We knew that more than anything. We knew we would never leave each other. Not until the bitter end. We couldn't. We were stuck together and no one was taking us apart.


Or so we thought.


I got a call the next day from Kita. "Baby we need to break up." He sounded like he'd been crying and had been hurt.


"No.." I began to cry. "No Kita no... Why..?"


"I have to go. My dad is calling me."


"No! Don't go! He's gonna hurt you again!"


"I'll see you at school ba- I mean Akagi." He hung up. Tears were rolling down my face. The words on my neck began to burn. I couldn't feel the pain though.


I felt his arms around me, holding me tight. I felt the tears rolling down my face. I felt an ache in my heart. I felt a sob well up in my throat. I felt my body shake as I cried.


I felt no pain.


I walked to school alone that day. Normally Kita would be with me, holding my hand. I didn't know where he was.


As I walked up to the school, I saw a crowd at the entrance. They were all looking up at the roof. I looked up to see someone holding a sign. I knew the handwriting all too well. It was the same handwriting that was on my wrist.


𝙸 𝙲𝙰𝙽'𝚃 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝚈𝙾𝚄, 𝚂𝙾 𝙸'𝙻𝙻 𝙳𝙸𝙴


I ran towards the crowd crying and yelling. "KITA! STOP! PLEASE GET DOWN FROM THERE! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME!" There were people staring at me, but I didn't care in that moment. All I saw was Kita. All I knew was Kita. All I felt was Kita. I couldn't see, hear, or feel anything else.


I watched as he lowered his sign. The love of my life was standing on the edge of the roof, ready to jump. I couldn't do anything. My soulmate was ready to take his own life because his father was an abusive prick.


I watched as he stepped off the roof and started falling. I watched in horror as he fell to the end. The words on my arm began to glow.


I ran to his side, blood everywhere. He was still breathing, but barely. "KITA!"


"Baby.. I'm so sorry.. I can't live without you.."


"Then don't! Stay with me forever! We can run away and live in the woods! We can make a house out of a huge tree and live inside! They can save you at the hospital!" I tried picking him up to take him to the hospital, but I couldn't carry him. I was sobbing by this point.


"I would love to do that baby.. Promise me you'll never leave.." I completely forgot about the words on our bodies at that point. All I remembered was Kita. He was the only thing I thought about. He was the only thing in the world at that moment. Everything else melted away. "Say you'll never leave."


"I'll never leave you." I whispered in his ear. I saw the words on his neck disappear after I said them and remembered. I was about to say something, but he covered my mouth.


"I love you Akagi Michinari. I'm so sorry for leaving you." I saw the words on my wrist glow brighter and brighter. "I promise, I'll be right by your side." The words disappeared on my arm. Tears rolled down my cheeks as my soulmate, the love of my life, the one I was going to spend my whole life with, let out his final breath. I held his body and sobbed, not wanting to ever let him go.


Then I woke up.


𝟠𝟜𝟙 𝕨𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕤

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