You are fucking dead to me.

I got up and walked over to the door, I was angrier than ever, and it was getting worse by the minute, I wouldn't be able to last much longer.

"Maddy hurry up I need to end this cunt."
"Girl I'm coming!"
"Make it quick! Pretending Elli is me? Wtf?"
"I know, can I record you going in?"
"For what reason"
"So I can laugh at it when I'm crying"
"I mean sure."

I walked through the door and into the kitchen
"YO LEXI IS THAT YOU?"
Shit. I need to do Lexi's voice
"YEAH! IM JUST GETTING A DRINK"
"OKAY"

How the fuck does he not know his own girlfriends voice. Is he stupid?
Now was the time, Maddy pressed record and I walked over to the bedroom door.
I turned the handle and bursted in.

Yep. They were making out rn.

"WHO THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU ARE CHEATING ON ME YOU FUCKING CUNT IM GOING TO BEAT THE ABSOLUTE SHIT OUT OF YOU WHY WOULD YOU EVEN DO THAT WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR LITTLE FUCKIN MESSED UP BRAIN FOR YOU TO THINK THAT THIS IS EVEN RIGHT? YOU GET MAD AT ME FOR BREATHING NEAR OTHER GUYS WHEN YOURE BASICALLY SWALLOWING MY FUCKIN COUSIN RIGHT NOW? AND YOU ELLI! JUST YOU FUCKIN WAIT UNTIL IM DONE WITH ASHTRAY. THEN YOU ARE FUCKING DEAD."

"Woah chill! It's not what it looks like!"
"Yes it is. Ashtray I have known since the night where I beat up Gia. Don't even deny this shit because I have proof."
"What proof."
"Your messages with her and her messages with me! Even Fez was saying that you've been acting weird to everyone!"
"Please don't do this. Elli get out."
"No please! Elli stay in here with your little boyfriend, did he tell you he was dating someone? You know, before you started fucking?"
"No. He didn't"
"You know what. Ashtray you are fucking dead to me. Elli i understand you! You didn't know. This isn't your fault, let's leave"
"Ash i can't believe you lied to me, I asked if you had a girlfriend before we even started talking. I hope you rot in hell."

"No please, Y/n I love you"
"No you don't, anyways I've already told you.
You are fucking dead to me."

It's been months since I've spoken to anyone, I've mostly just been isolating myself in my room, I told Maddy not to bother checking in on me, things were just going to be the exact same no matter what, same old me. Doing the same old drugs, in the same old room.

Listen I know this might seem bad, but I've only left the house once in the past 4 months, that was to buy a shit ton of drugs to last me awhile, I didn't want to see Ashtray. But can you blame me? And guess what happened! A month after I broke up with him, a little birdie told me that he started dating Gia! What a low move. Everyone was on my side anyways, he was getting bashed by everyone, even Fez.

I expected today to be like every other day, I would wake up at 2pm, drink some water, take some drugs, then sleep. But it's not that simple.

I did wake up at 2pm, and I drank some water, I walked into my bathroom and opened up my cabinet where I keep all my stuff. I took a few bottles of pills and a mini bottle of vodka, strictly for emergencies, but this was an emergency.

I sat on the floor and took the pills with some vodka, but they didn't work the same today. I felt weird, not the good weird. The light headed I'm about to fucking die weird.
Next thing I know I fall over and hit my head on the edge of my shower. Imagine if that was how I died, that would be so embarrassing.

No I'm just kidding, I woke up with Maddy over me, the back of my head felt hot and wet, my vision was still blurry and I felt like I was about to throw up, but that changed when I saw Ashtray stood right behind her.

"What the fuck is he doing here"
"Bitch you literally fucking overdosed. You threw up everywhere and your eyes kept rolling back, he's a drug dealer. Obviously he knows what to do."
"Well I want a different drug dealer."
"No. He's helping."
"No he's not."
"Obviously he is, because you aren't unconscious anymore."
"Maddy stop. I actually want him to leave this isn't even funny"
"He isn't leaving until you're okay."

"Uh I'll leave you guys in here, call me if you need me, I'll be downstairs."
"Okay bye bitch!"
"Y/n stop! Are you drunk?"
"I took my pills with some vodka"
"You are actually stupid."
"No! You're stupid! AND WHY ARE YOU TAKING MY GREEN CATS?"
"What Green cats?"
"My green cats, moomoo and lala and David and Bobby-joe and Mona Lisa."
"I'm not taking any cats."
"YES YOU ARE!"
"No I'm not. Calm down."
"Okay okay I'm getting up!"
"No stay sat down!"
"Too late."

At this point I had already walked over to the window and was looking out onto my street.
"THE POLICE ARE HERE FOR ASHTRAY QUICK EVERYBODY HIDE!"
"WHAT"
"No I'm kidding, I wish."
"Don't fucking do that"
"Ha ha April fools bitch"
"It's december."
"Stop being rude, let's go downstairs!"
"No! Let's not!"

I was already skipping down the stairs, I am such a fucking idiot when I'm drunk. Skipping? Down the stairs? Turns out, I fell doing that. Now do i not only have a huge cut on the back of my head from the shower, but I also have a dislocated knee to match. Lovely. Anyways back to what was happening.

"Asstray the police are outside!"
"Asstray?"
"Yes. Because you are an A-S-S-H-O-L-E"
"Wow you can spell, very smart"
"Shut your rude crusty ass mouth before I put you in your fucking place."
"Chill."

Then I threw up everywhere and passed out.

Maddy Pov:

I ran downstairs just in time to see my sister throwing up all over the floor and then passing out right there, luckily she was already sat at the bottom of the stairs, but her knee looked weird, oh well. I needed to focus on the fact that she was unconscious right now.

I was shaking her like crazy but she was all pale and limp, she looked dead.
"Y/n wake up"
"Y/n get up"
"Y/n Fezco is here"
"Shit that didn't work. Ashtray I think she's dead"
"No she's probably not, check her pulse"
"I can't find her pulse."
"Shit."

He ran over and knelt down next to where y/n was, what if she was dead?
"You fucking idiot you scared me, her pulse is right there."
"Oh"
"Try and wake her up I guess"

He walked away and left me with her. Wow. He really didn't care about her.
"Y/n wake up"
"Y/n Fezco is here"
"Y/n I got you a dog"
"Y/n young Leonardo Dicaprio is here"

She sat up. Of course that woke her up, how would I even get young leonardo dicaprio here? He's an old man now.