Author's note:We're nearing the end.....

Fengjiu went from finding out Dijun had died, the shock she felt and the utter despair which nearly teared her down, except for the name change Si Ming pointed out.

"But is it even possible for him to come back. Didn't they say once an immortal dies, they cannot come back?Unless..."

She went searching through the mortal world. "Dijun you trickster.If you dare to trick me again, I'll never forgive you."

At the first few weeks, she was at the ends of her wits, spending every waking moment looking for Dijun's reincarnation. She didn't rest properly, her paperwork increased more, and sometimes she could spend a whole day staring at the fox Dijun had given her. Finally, her aunt couldn't take it anymore. Your role as Queen of Qing Qiu should come first before any love stories, remember you are not only caring for yourself, you're caring for millions of people. You have to take responsibility for each and every one of them.I'm sure if Dijun knew that you were like this, he also would worry for you. You need to show him that you're capable of taking care of yourself.You need to become a more independent woman, someone befitting of Dijun's status."That's right, Fengjiu remembered, so far in this situation, she had played a very helpless role, only when Dijun died did she know the sacrifices that Dijun had did to keep them together. He cared not for his magic depleting, but continued to meet her, and even in the end when she was just annoyed that there was no news from him, he was working on changing their fate. But what did she do? Nothing at all.She needed to become stronger, so that if next time they faced another problem, she could also help Dijun with the problem and not be completely helpless, like a princess waiting for her prince to rescue her. One's fate could only be controlled by themselves.

Only then did Fengjiu start taking care of herself. Bai Qian came to visit her often as she knew of her situation, her situation with Ye Hua was so similar.But Fengjiu could get through this, she looked weak but she was able to overcome the hardest of challenges. Her persistence with Dijun was one showing factor.Just that, she had never used that determination with Dijun on her work, but if she did, she could become a remarkable Queen of Qing Qiu. Fengjiu started taking up responsibility. She began to take up affairs that she used to have no patience for. She wanted to become better not just for herself, but also for Dijun, so that people would know she was befitting of his status.