'If I didn't remove my name from the rock, I would love you.'

The words he said at the gates of nine heavens still remains in her heart. 'Why the fate is so cruel? He did many for the world. But fate restrict him from love.'

These 12 years was 12000 years for her.

'Your Highness! You are staring into space again' Migu called her and wake her up from her thoughts.

'What happened  Migu?' Fengjiu asked.

'Your highness, everyone are really worried about you. You changed a lot during these years. Only say a few words when handling Qingqiu matters,or thinking about him like now'.

'How do you know I'm thinking about him?'

Migu understand her very well. So he decided to not talk about him further.

'Forget it. What gift did you decide to give to gugu's wedding?'

'Is it mandatory for me to go to the wedding?'

'Its your aunt's wedding banquet. Your presence is inevitable.'

'But if I go there, I have to meet him again. The past I wanted to remain in me will arise again.My presence will disturb his peace. And I don't want to put him in such a disturbed condition. Also he must be forget about me now, because I am just a little goddess who pursue him shamelessly like other women.'

'Your Highness, at that time you are just  a baby princess who doesn't know anything. But now you are the Queen of eastern realm. You can't step back just because of the rejection in past. '

'I am a baby princess back then , but I know very well about love. It can give you life and also it can take your life.'

'Your Highness........'

'Fine! I already decided to give up on him. So I will go for the wedding banquet and I will try my best to avoid his view.'
She decided to give up on him but deep inside her heart, she still love him more than before.

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'Lassie, Migu said that you don't want to attend on my wedding banquet. Why?' Bai Qian asked while she inspecting on her wedding dress and accessories.

'Gugu, its nothing. I will attend  your wedding banquet. I am just joking with him. And how can I miss my aunt's wedding?'

'Good for you. Otherwise I have to drag you to the banquet in my wedding costume. It will be a good show for everyone.'

By hearing this fengjiu giggled.

Bai Qian felt relief by seeing her niece's this rare smile. She know why Xiaojiu did not want to attend the wedding. Its Donghua Dijun. Her niece's first love. But she have to overcome this. These years she improved very well in her fighting skills and also in her ruling. Bai Qian felt proud for her decision of passing her throne to her young niece.

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'Xiao wu' s wedding will be held in one week. So everyone must arrange everything as fast as possible. Its the wedding of first girl in our family. We can't miss anything.' Bai Zhi, Fengjiu's grandfather said excitedly to his family.

' Yes father. We will arrange everything perfectly for the sent off of our xiao wu.' Bai Zhen assured his father and looked to his second brother, Bai Yi.

'Xiaojiu, next is your turn.' Bai Yi warned Fengjiu.
Bai Yi loved his daughter very much, so he always wanted find a good man as his son- in-law. He know his daughter loved the former emperor of heaven and earth. But her behavior these 12 years shows that she totally give up on him.

By hearing her father's comment she felt somewhat sadness but didn't show on her face.

These years she only say a few words, when her words are inevitable. Her family really misses that lively and mischievous child.But Bai Yi feeling proud because his daughter don't using her venomous and shameless tongue like before.

'Father, I decided to arrange blind dates for our little queen.'Bai Yi said to Bai Zhi.

Bai Zhi :'Good. So we can hold another wedding not long after this wedding.'

'Grandfather, father, I don't want to get married now. Are you so eager to sent me off?'

Bai Yi: 'lassie, now you are the queen of Qingqiu. You can't handle everything on your own. You need help of someone  who can love you and  can share your burdens'.

'Father, are you saying that I am incapable?'

'No my child, I am just worried about you.'

'Fine. I will go for blind dates, but you can't force me to marry anyone without my approval.' Fengjiu said by hiding a mischievous smile.

'Okay. I will arrange it after your gugu's wedding. Bai Yi said with a relief that at last his daughter agreed to go for blind dates arranged by him.

(Fengjiu in her mind : 'Dijun, I can't marry any one other than you. Because I already choosen you as my mate. I will scare away those babies who are coming to marry me.)

'Grandfather, I am going to arrange a wedding gift for gugu. So please excuse me. ' by saying this she retire from their  discussion and escaped.

Fengjiu prepared cakes for her visit to chengyu, her only girlfriend in sky kingdom. Fengjiu only lively around her close friends.