Blue POV
while preparing the plans of the mission clearly me and Tej would be doing tech and surveillance so me, him and Ramsey were back on the beach after getting our outfits. " you guys really are bestfriend goals" Ramsey laughed at us as I stole some of Tej fries. " what he stole some of mine too" I protest as he smiled at me. " oh girl how do you keep that figure it took me forever to get mine" Ramsey said and I looked at my flat stomach and smiled. " I just haven't gotten pregnant yet" i joke and Tej sit up shaking his head. " that's not funny Blue, don't play like that with you pregnant he will never let you leave the house" he said putting his champagne to the side making me laugh a bit before sipping mine. " it's not happening right this second T chill" i say touching his shoulder and he pull away from me smacking his lips and turning away from me making Ramsey laugh.

" come on Tej you know he's probably not even serious "  I say and he looked at me and nodded. " so him talking about wanting two kids on the plane to us was just him talking out his ass sure, Bestfriend you can't let him impregnate you once he does it's over" Tej said and I laughed at him making him laugh. " but I do wasn't kids and you e been asking how long to be an uncle?" I point out and he sighed. " fine just know we definitely behind the scene when you get pregnant" Tej said and I sighed.

" we barely have sex" I whisper in his ear and he pulled back mugging me. " I didn't need to know that you could have just said that chances were slim right now, I really would have understood that" he said and I smile at him. " it's okay, Tej, he was probably just hyping our heads up, you know he rarely lets anyone inside that head of his" I say watching my husband form a plan with the team on the beach. " he make you cry again?" Tej whispered as Ramsey was enjoying the view and I shook my head no.

" Blue you read me ?" I hear my husbands voice in my ear. " I read you " me and Tej said at the same time I guess he gonna guide Letty. " does she playing his leading lady in most of the missions ?" Ramsey asked and me and Tej pause. " uh yeah " I say before I go back to typing making sure the hidden cams I made worked. " you are the most amazing woman with the biggest heart I've ever seen " I heard Ramsey mumbled.. I knew what she meant though, how trusting of me to sit here while they play husband and wife while I was the real deal. There those insecurities go flaring up again.

" Babe " I snap back to reality. " yeah" I say softly and I see Dom on the cameras looking around. " where'd you go?" He asked and I shake my head " no where, I'm right here love, I love you good luck" I say and he proceeds with the mission. " yeah except you weren't here, you want to talk about it ?" Tej asked " what if, he and Letty does have something going on, listen to how well they play husband and wife " I whisper softly as we listened to their conversation. " We'd love to have little ones right around isn't that right ?" Letty asked him and I didn't even dare look at the screen. " Of course, you know me and my wife plan on adopting it's easier on her body keeps it looking right " the guys said and I heard a sigh. " I think she looks perfect " Dom said and I gasped before Tej took the earpiece out my ear.

" They do have history Blue, lots of it " Tej said softly rubbing my back. " and I'm his wife" I say searching his eyes. " at least I thought I was " I added the last part before taking the earpiece back. I decided to give it back to Tej " I need to take five " I say walking out the room and I hear Ramsey called after me. Making it to the bathroom I lock the stall before letting the hot tears cascade my face.  He's never made me feel insecure before but recently a lot I just get very in my feelings and I just feel like I'm under qualified to be Mrs.Toretto. I sniffled before wiping my tears and gathering myself. I made sure my face was clear before splashing water on it. I then touched up my makeup and put on a mask. This was going to be a long mission. 

I kinda blocked out all the flirting they had to do to pass as a couple and I know I looked dead in the eyes because Tej kept whispering at me and I know my voice sounded a little off because I was blocking everything out but I was doing what I had to do to for it not to hurt as much. " Blue we did it, um you should go talk to your husband " Tej says and he goes to shut it down. " I'm sorry about what I said earlier, I had no idea " Ramsey was saying and I put my hand on her shoulder. " It's okay, I'm fine " I tell her and proceed to go back to the hotel room I was sharing with my husband. 

" WHat happened back there, you went silent, like you shut off on me " Dom jokes when I make it inside and I shrug nodding. " I'm okay " I tell him the lie didn't even sound believable. " Really ?" He asked and he didn't look convinced.

" y-yeah " I could never lie to my husband so my back was to him as I bent down to take my shoes off. " What's wrong B ?" he asked the concern in his voice made me weak and insecure again. " why don't you ever say stuff about me like that? I know that I'll never be Letty but everyday, everyday I wake up I'm reminded that I'm not her and I see it " I cried finally staring at him. " I see it in your eyes babe, that I can never recreate the love you had, I'm sorry, the love you have for her and I'm sorry that I can't be her, wh- why did you marry me ?' I asked him. It's never been more clear, how could I not see that he's still in love with her. He looked speechless. 

" Blue not only am I in love with you, you can go ask the guys the abundance of praise that leaves my mouth every second you're not with me " He says pulling me into a hug. " I love you so much Blue, I fell in love with you, and you're right our love will never compare to me and Letty's because ours is unmatched " he says before giving me a kiss. He wiped my tears and he always seemed to make me feel better. " and as far as to why I married you " he says and i look at him. " I'm one of those boys who appreciates a fine body, regardless of the make " he says licking his lips as he looked me up and down. 

" Letty has nothing on you Blue, I married you mama because I simply couldn't let you walk away after your second job, I begged Tej to call you back for that third job " he says and I smiled. " now why don't you let my actions speak louder than words " he says holding out his hand, which I gladly take. What happened next? We kissed and then we made love.