When you suddenly realize that your whole life is just for the existence of one person as cannon fodder, what kind of thoughts will you have in mind?

    Liao Chen never thought about this issue before, but later found that when all the facts are in front of him, you have to admit that the irrepressible resentment in your heart seems to drown you.

    Ke Anliang, this extremely important man in his life, personally destroyed everything about him.

    Liao Chen still remembers that when he was young, his parents were still very kind to him, but the latter two didn't know why, his father always drank and beat him and his mother, and in the end, his mother lost the gentleness of the past, and the burden of life was overwhelming. My mother also gave up her resistance, and her life was like a pool of stagnant water without any waves.

    After being beaten and scolded by his father, Liao Chen would always secretly hide in bed and cry alone, but he stopped crying after crying too much. He would still be beaten after crying. In order not to cry anymore, he wanted to live hard. At the age of twelve and a half, he found his first job in life.

    Because his mother was always beaten and scolded by his father, and sometimes Liao Chen would not be able to eat, so Liao Chen wanted to find a job and at least buy some food. When he was in class, he was actually hungry sometimes, and every time he went to The school will not go home at noon, and he has no money, so he can only be hungry all the time.

    This kind of life makes Liao Chen fearful and scared, but he wants to find a way out, so he has been working very hard to live, and he always feels that life will become better one day.

    I found my first job in a coffee shop, brushing coffee cups. This job is actually very simple. If the female owner of the coffee shop hadn’t been soft-hearted and sympathetic to him, he would not have been able to find a job. He knew he was young, so Secretly hiding in the back kitchen, I come to work every Sunday, and on Mondays and Fridays, if I am not busy with schoolwork, I will come to help.

    In this coffee shop, he met many people, including handsome boys and girls. He also envied the leisure and nobility of these people, but these were not things he could yearn for, what he needed , as long as you live well.

    And in this coffee shop, Liao Chen also experienced the warmth brought by others for the first time. Although the proprietress of the coffee shop always comes once in a long time, she always cares about Liao Chen's body every time she comes, and even packs His meals, and those other waiters, sisters and brothers, sometimes they would buy him a scarf or gloves when he was cold. He never dared to accept the clothes. It stayed in the coffee shop, and the person who gave it to the coffee shop always asked Liao Chen to wear it every time he came to the coffee shop. There was no way, although the back kitchen had an air conditioner, the temperature was still not very high.

    After he worked for three months, his mother found out that he had found a job. After the mother found out, she cried and talked about the difficulties of life and the difficulties of his father. Therefore, Liao Chen's salary was taken away by his mother. This is true every month.

    He changed back to his previous appearance again, although this time his mother gave him enough to work hard.

    While studying and working at the same time, his grades always failed to improve. He occasionally wanted to quit his job and study hard, but every time he was persuaded by his mother, saying that the conditions at home were not good. Seeing his mother shed tears, Liao Chen In the end, I chose to work. If you study, just work hard.

    But many things are not achieved through hard work. Liao Chen realized the first luminous body in his life. The students at the school said that this was the son of Ke Shulin, the richest man in Mingzhu City. Ke Anliang was a child prodigy since he was a child.

    Ke Anliang is very gentle. Ever since he met Ke Anliang by chance, Liao Chen felt that Ke Anliang was a good friend. He would help him with his homework and teach him some difficult problems. Liao Chen also gradually began to have such a friend. good friend.

    Next, he took Ke Anliang home. His father and mother who were not very friendly to his friends turned out to be very kind to Ke Anliang. He was puzzled by others, but he was also very happy that his parents treated his friend well, and he didn't think about anything else at all. things.

    The later days can be said to be missed by him. Having such a good friend makes him really happy in his heart, because he has such a good friend.

    During that time, his parents didn’t know why they always dodged him, but every time he asked questions, he would be beaten by his father, and then he was forcibly taken to the hospital by his father for physical examination. When he woke up again, his chest was A sudden pain, he was already lying on the hospital bed.

    His mother was on the side, crying and telling him that he was not in good health, so he had a minor operation. He asked, but his mother didn't answer, she just said gastrointestinal problems, and he believed it.

    Then... After coming out of the hospital, Liao Chen found that Ke Anliang had disappeared. His classmates said that Ke Anliang had gone to Beijing, and he also lost this friend.

    Afterwards, his parents said they were going out to do business, so they left him at home and let him take good care of himself. Although Liao Chen didn't understand why, he knew that even if he asked his parents, he wouldn't say anything, so he said Letting parents leave like this, after this, it will be five years.

    During these five years, he always felt a little pain in his body, but he couldn't say anything. His parents didn't leave him any money, so the money he earned alone was only enough for him to live alone. Impossible to see a doctor.

    The happiest thing happened to Ke Anliang. Five years later, he met his good friend Ke Anliang again.

    Ke Anliang was already a manager of Ke's company, his immediate boss, and then... then Liao Chen got together with Ke Anliang for some reason...

    Maybe it's because I haven't been cared for for too long? Or it was too lonely, so Liao Chen got together with this man who used to be his good friend. Being with a man was something Liao Chen never thought about. He even liked the most beautiful girl in the class when he was in junior high school. child……

    When he was with Ke Anliang, Liao Chen couldn't say anything. They said they were a couple, but they didn't look like a couple. They said they were lovers, but they didn't look like lovers. He knew that Ke Anliang would not be with a man forever. Together, so I was ready to break up a long time ago, but I didn't expect to get such a result...

    When I saw that boy who looked similar to him appearing in front of him for the first time, I felt a feeling of saying no. The feeling made him uncomfortable, not because he found out that he was a substitute for a person, but because he found that this person looked similar to himself, and he always felt an inexplicable intimacy with this boy.

    Then, when he broke up with Ke Anliang and returned home, his parents, who hadn't been seen for more than five years, came back. Once they came back, Liao's father beat him up. You can't fight with your father, so you can only let Liao's father scold and beat him.

    Scolding him for seducing a man, scolding him for being shameless, scolding him for all kinds of ugly words, Liao Chen finally resisted, he beat Liao's father severely, he said he did not seduce Ke Anliang, Ke Anliang liked men, he had already Separated from Ke Anliang! What's the use of just saying this?

    He didn't have any expectations of his parents for a long time, so even if he was treated like this, Liao Chen didn't care. He didn't love Ke Anliang very much, but because he was a little lonely, he lived in this society like a lonely traveler. .

    Then Liao Chen quit his job and planned to travel abroad, but he never had time to realize this idea. He met a group of robbers, got stuck in a dark alley, and was stabbed to death with a knife.

    When he realized it again, he had already turned into a ghost, looking at his own corpse on the ground in a daze, because he heard that his parents had asked someone to kill him, and this answer made him feel ridiculous and angry.

    Perhaps it was the unwillingness in his heart that kept him from disappearing. Instead, he was floating on the street like a wandering ghost. He passed through passers-by and walls, and found his parents' house after searching many places.

    To be precise, this is a mansion, a mansion that cannot be bought without four or five million yuan, and after he entered, what he saw was his parents and Ke Anliang, and his parents flattered him and said this to Ke Anliang , and those words directly broke Liao Chen.

    It turned out that he was not a child of the Liao family at all, but Ke Anliang was. Ke Anliang knew his identity, and in order to get Ke's company, Liao's father and Liao mother kept the news from him, and even began to plan to deal with Ke's company. plunder.

    Liao Chen knew the name of the boy who looked similar to him, Ke Anjin. He was his younger brother. He was raised by Ke Anliang to be a dependent on Ke Anliang. Ke Anliang put him on the bed...

    This news drove Liao Chen almost crazy. Like a lunatic, he wanted to throw himself on Ke Anliang and Liao's father and Liao mother to kill the deranged family, but he found it was useless. After penetrating their bodies, they could only stay there and watch Liao's father and Liao's mother plan how to seize the Ke family's business.

    After Ke Anliang left, Liao Chen followed Ke Anliang to Ke's house. He saw two people who might be his biological parents. They didn't seem to know that Ke Anliang and Ke Anjin were mixed together. During the meal, Ke Shulin reprimanded Ke Anliang severely. Anliang even beat Ke Anliang, and asked Ke Anliang not to have any bad thoughts about any man.

    But Ke's mother was very calm, as if this matter had nothing to do with her, Liao Chen looked at this beautiful and delicate woman, and felt that his appearance was indeed somewhat similar to this woman, why...why did this happen?

    Liao Chen just wandered around the Ke family and Liao family, saw Ke Anliang drug Ke Anjin with his own eyes, saw Ke Anjin tell Ke Anjin in front of Ke's father and Ke's mother, and asked Ke's father and Ke Anjin to be together. Ke mother agreed.

    Ke's father and Ke's mother lost their temper. Ke's father directly arranged for Ke Anliang to go on a business trip, while Ke Anjin was locked up at home.

    As a result... Ke Anjin committed suicide.

    Ke's mother was the first to discover that Ke Anjin committed suicide. After first aid, Ke Anjin survived, but Ke's father and Ke's mother were too scared, so they had no choice but to agree that Ke Anliang and Ke Anjin should be together.

    It was the first time that Ke's father told Ke's mother about him. He told about how he gave Liao's father and Liao's mother two million in order to make Liao's father and Liao's mother treat him better. Liao's mother asked him how many millions he wanted, but Ke's mother was very crazy. Even Liao Chen felt that Ke's mother seemed to have the urge to kill for a moment.

    Ke's mother beat Ke's father severely. She cried and said that it was her own son. She said that Ke Anliang should die. She was like a madman who lost her mind. Then, his body was found.

    Liao Chen just watched Ke's mother crying bitterly while holding his corpse, and looked at Ke's father's unbelievable eyes. For some reason, he felt a little happy in his heart.

    Finally, finally someone was suffering because of his death, and shedding tears because of him.

    Liao Chen hated him, hated Liao's father and Liao's mother, hated Ke Anliang, hated Ke's father and Ke's mother, in the bottom of his heart he didn't know, seeing these people suffering, he was happy, couldn't help it Kind of happy.

    He watched Ke's mother go crazy with his own eyes, and then saw that the matter had settled down, but he did not disappear, as if he had been forgotten in the torrent of time, gradually forgotten over time, and began to gradually blur...

    something Sometimes, he even forgot his original name until he met that person, and he will always remember that person's cold voice and extraordinarily delicate face, he said.

    "Do you want to go back to the past? Do you want to...do your life again?"

    Liao Chen no longer wanted to find out why he could see himself, because he heard his long-lost voice.

    "I want."