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    Now that he has decided to leave, Liao Chen has already planned to suppress his feelings for 'Zhou Ziqing'. He actually found out when he was in the hospital that he couldn't control his heartbeat when facing 'Zhou Ziqing'.

    How does it feel to like someone? The most intuitive manifestation is the rapid heartbeat, but Liao Chen found that his body has dominated his thinking, and the obsession left in this body made Liao Chen feel incomprehensible and terrified.

    Because of a person's smile, my heart beats faster, because of a person's distressed eyes, I am happy to my bones, and because of a person's concern, I will never forget it. In the past five years, Liao Chen has missed 'Zhou Ziqing' in this body. Every night was an indescribable torment. He took out his mobile phone and wanted to contact 'Zhou Ziqing', but finally put it down again. It even made Liao Chen feel for a moment that it was this body that dominated his life. Feelings, or his feelings have already been affected by this body?

    Now, in five years, one of his obsessions can be regarded as an end, and Liao Chen is already satisfied.

    'Zhou Ziqing', who is now Song Minghe, has been stiff since he opened the door and saw Liao Chen outside the door. When he finally turned around, he tried hard to calm himself down, but this The appearance of the person made Song Minghe unable to control himself at all, his cold eyes were already red.

    After waiting for a minute, there was no movement outside the door. Song Minghe suddenly felt a kind of fear, a kind of fear similar to that when he was abandoned back then. The experience was too painful, which left Song Minghe with lingering fear.

    Without even thinking about it, Song Minghe immediately ran towards the door, and seeing the man who had turned around to leave, he collapsed instantly.

    "Are you going to leave again, are you going to leave like five years ago?"

    The choked voice was a bit depressing, different from the coldness of the past, Liao Chen's footsteps stopped when he left, his heartbeat was uncontrollable again, and he almost didn't have to look back. He could guess that the eyes of the man behind him must be red at this moment, Liao Chen couldn't answer such a question, and... didn't know how to answer it.

    Seeing Liao Chen stop in place, Song Minghe looked at this man who had matured too much, but he couldn't ask the question in his heart.

    I want to ask why he abandoned me back then, I want to ask why he went abroad alone, I want to ask why he never contacted me in the past five years...I want to ask  him...Have he ever loved me. …

    Tears suddenly rolled down his cheeks, and the back of the person in front of him became a little blurred. Song Minghe almost felt that he was in a mess like a bereaved dog. He knew the result, but he insisted on it.

    "You go."

    Reaching out to wipe away the tears on his face, Song Minghe suddenly felt that it was not important. Whether it was the five years of waiting, or what he wanted to ask back then, it was not important at this moment. Perhaps, from the beginning In the beginning, he was wrong. It was originally a matter of your love and my wish, and perhaps it has never had anything to do with love.

    Liao Chen's heart suddenly tugged together with these three words. It was an indescribable pain. This kind of pain made Liao Chen's eyes a little sore, and he seemed to lose all strength. He blinked hard, he didn't want to To make himself so sad, but his eyes became hot uncontrollably, and the heart that was beating crazily at this moment seemed to have lost its power, and the slow pain in his chest reminded Liao Chen of his feelings for the man behind him.  

   Five years, 1,800 days and nights of missing, even though Liao Chen was always looking for a reason to tell himself that this was just the "heartbeat" of this body, but when the night came, there was no "Zhou Ziqing" Gentle good night, when the morning comes, there is no breakfast that 'Zhou Ziqing' cares about, and when he takes out the phone and can't help but enter the phone number of 'Zhou Ziqing', Liao Chen has to admit that he loves 'Zhou Ziqing' 'Feeling, even, more than he imagined.   
  Suddenly, as if giving up resistance, Liao Chen closed his eyes to hide his embarrassment, but began to ask the system in his heart. 'system...how can I stay? '     I want to be by his side...

  I want to hug him to keep him warm in the cold night, I want to kiss his eyebrows every day when I open my eyes, I want to kiss his tears dry when he cries, I want to face his pain Always be by his side...

    I can't bear him.

    When Liao Chen asked this sentence in his heart, he seemed to relax suddenly. At this moment, he finally confirmed his thoughts. Whether it was the domination brought by his body or the influence of the original owner, he After all, he took 'Zhou Ziqing' to heart, couldn't leave it, couldn't let it go.

    After a brief silence, the system still answered.

    'If you want to stay in this world until you die, you must give up one of your five senses, and it will not be able to recover until you leave this world. '

    'The five senses? "

    Liao Chen knows the five senses. The five senses refer to sight, hearing, smell, taste, and touch. These five senses contain more subtle feelings. Hearing such a request from the system, Liao Chen is somewhat uncomfortable. I understand, but a decision has been made.

    'I would give up my sense of taste in exchange for the right to stay in this world. '

    Liao Chen didn't want to lose his vision, because he still wanted to see his Ziqing carefully; he didn't want to lose his sense of smell, because he still wanted to smell the mint fragrance on Ziqing's body; he didn't want to lose His sense of hearing is because he wants to hear his Ziqing's tenderness when he calls his name; he doesn't want to lose his sense of touch because he wants to hold his Ziqing tightly in his arms and never let go.

    It's just that he can't taste any taste, Liao Chen thought, he can still bear it.

    'The exchange takes effect, and the host stays in this world until death.

    The system's icy voice made the final judgment, without any feeling, at this moment Liao Chen only felt that the great joy submerged himself in it all at once, to stay, to stay in this world, to be by Ziqing's side, this news , It made Liao Chen want to cry with joy.

    Turning around without hesitation, Song Minghe's figure had disappeared, but the door of the room was not locked. Liao Chen strode into the room, and what he saw was Song Minghe sitting on the sofa in the hall smoking a cigarette.  
   Hearing the sound of footsteps, Song Minghe raised his head. He didn't expect that the person he saw was Liao Chen who was about to leave just now. He didn't have time to hide his red eyes, and the cigarette in his hand burned his fingers abruptly, and he didn't have time to throw it away.     
Liao Chen looked at the red eyes of the person in front of him, with some grievance and stubborn expression, walked over and bent down, stretched out his hand to pinch the cigarette from Song Minghe's hand, and seriously held the hands he was so enamored of, but found that this After five years, the hands have become mature, which is a little different from five years ago. 
    Song Minghe didn't break free and let Liao Chen hold his hand, but he stopped talking and let Liao Chen look at him.     
"You have changed a lot."     Stretching out his hand to caress Song Minghe's face, Liao Chen's movements were a little cautious. In fact, Song Minghe's face has not changed much, but he is more mature, and he looks much more ignorant than when he was in the hospital. A touch of savvy.   
  "People will always change."     With a wry smile, Song Minghe suddenly coughed just after he finished speaking, which was obviously caused by smoking just now.    
 "You never smoked before." Taking off the hands on Song Minghe's face and kneading Song Minghe's hands again, Liao Chen looked at the ashtray on the table beside him. When he came here five years ago, the coffee table The blue enchantress is placed on it, but now, the dark and bright ashtray seems to be telling the loneliness of the owner.   

  "Why do you want to come back?"     Without answering Liao Chen's question, Song Minghe suddenly looked at the man in front of him in a daze. Just when he had decided to give up a minute ago, the man came back into his sight again. Just like five years ago, when he was willing to give his all, what was waiting for him was to be abandoned by this person. 

    "Because..." Liao Chen looked at Song Minghe's red eyes, and his heart ached, but his voice was a little firmer that he didn't even notice.

    "I miss you."

    The love words I once wanted to hear, the scene of countless midnight dreams returning to sleep, now appear in front of Song Minghe like this, the person he likes returns to him, and then says he misses him, but Now, Song Minghe pushed Liao Chen away, and Liao Chen was pushed to the ground defenselessly.

    "Liao Chen! Do you really have the heart! Can you still lie to me like nothing happened now?" "

    Five years! Did you ever think about me when you left without a word five years ago? How did you do it during these five years?" Don’t tell me you miss me? Do I look so easy to deceive? Liao Chen, I know you are amazing now, the big boss of Yeguiren Network Company! I concealed my identity back then, but you never gave me a chance Let me tell! I'm Song Minghe from the Song Group, so what? What about you? How many lies have you told me? Do you need me to tell you one by one?" As if venting, Song Minghe stared fiercely at the person on the ground

    . Liao Chen's tears kept falling in the end, and his stubbornness made people feel distressed.

    Liao Chen on the ground just got up, Song Minghe kicked towards Liao Chen viciously again, let Liao Chen quickly catch Song Minghe's foot, and then directly bullied him, pressing Song Minghe fiercely on the sofa On, after controlling Song Minghe's hands and feet, he said seriously.

    "I admit, I lied to you about many things, and I knew your identity very early on, Ziqing, I know you must hate me very much now, but I definitely didn't lie to you this time , I want to be with you, I want to be by your side

    all the time..." Song Minghe was still struggling, but he stopped struggling when he heard Liao Chen's words. He knew that the person in front of him had told a lot of lies, but his heart was still Couldn't help but want to believe, like a compromise, Song Minghe stopped struggling, closed his eyes, and tears flowed down the sides of his eyes.

    In one's life, there is always such a person, no matter what he says is true or not, you can't help but believe, and Liao Chen is the person Song Minghe believes.

    Liao Chen looked at the man who was crying silently under him. He would rather Song Minghe resist hard than see this man cry. He lowered his head and lightly kissed Song Minghe's tightly closed eyes, and let go of his restraint. Come, be gentle and patient.

    "Ziqing, I love you, no matter who you are."

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