Angst (?) idk

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Tsukasa's PoV

"You thought you could get by just pushing all the responsibilities on me and refusing to use your own clever little head, huh?"

Leader...
I had no idea he was feeling that way...

"I hate you ! I’ve always hated you, all this time!"

He... hates me?

"I quit! I quit being an idol! I'm so tired of you all!"

"L-Leader, let's talk. It's not good to decide things when you're not.. Calm. ", I touched his shoulder, hoping to calm him down.

"Don't touch me!", he slapped my hand while glaring at me.

He walked furiously towards the door then slammed it.

I can feel tears running down my cheeks. Don't... Cry Suou. You're not a child. Leo will come back. He won't leave me.

I fell on the floor. At this point, I don't even know what to do..

Someone opens the door
Ah
Who is it? Is it him?
Is it leader?

"Kasa-kun...!"

Oh, it's Sena-senpai.

They asked me if I was okay, why did I cry, where is leader, and many other questions.

I simply say "Sorry" then left the room. I'm really not in the mood to talk right now.
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Eichi's PoV
I hope he's done his job. Of course he doesn't want his precious kouhai to be hurt, right? Heh. Knights is one of the top units now. But with Leo gone, they're nothing. It'll be much easier to shine without a rival.
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Leo's PoV
Was I too harsh...?
It doesn't matter. I won't meet him again. There's no way I can leave with a goodbye.

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2 months later

Tsukasa's PoV
It's been two months since Leader left the group. He never came back. Not even a text from him. Well, I guess he was serious.
I know I'm sad, and it's hard to move on, but I can't be childish. I have to be strong for my teammates, I am the leader now.

I was walking down the street to buy a new book. It's a guide to compose music. I hope with this I can create good music. We can't just depend on Leader's forever. The traffic lights turn red, I patiently wait for it to turn green. But the person in front of me still crosses the road. He's so focused with his smartphone, I think. Causing him to disobey the rules. I don't really care at first, but I realized. How stupid was I to not recognize Leader? It's him! It's clearly him!

No. I won't greet him. He's the cause of all the problems I've had now. I hate him.

While he was crossing, a car with high speed came by. That stupid leader... Can't he see?! Is he blind or something?! There's no time to think. Save him... Or not?

I ran, then push him across the road, far enough to at least save him being crashed by a car.

"S-Suo----"

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I... Can't feel anything.

"Is he okay?"

"He tried to save that boy earlier and then... "

"Call the ambulance, quick!"

"His heart is still beating! "

"He lost too much blood! "

I.... Can't open my eyes.

I heard an ambulance's sirine blowing. Am I inside of it now...? I... Feel weird. It hurts. It hurts so bad, leader. Why.. Did you leave me?
Am I not good enough? Am I an annoying brat? Am I....

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Normal PoV
"I'm sorry to inform you that... "

"Please! Save him! I beg you...!", Leo yelled while crying.

"We tried our best, but there's---"

"THEN TRY YOUR VERY BEST! "

"Sir, please don't yell at the hospital.... "

"SUOU! NO!  THERE'S NO WAY! SAVE HIM!"

"Sir, you're annoying the patients. Please leave. "

"NO! YOU ARE KIDDING!"

The bodyguards takes him out of hospital while Tsukasa's parents are still crying while glaring at Leo.

"WHY AREN'T YOU THE ONE WHO DIED? MY SON DIED PROTECTING YOU!"

Leo can't do anything. Dragged out of hospital, now what will he do?

He decided to go home. Everything he saw reminds him of his beloved Suou.

He saw a candy store.

Ah, Suou liked sweets.

A book store.

Suou used to read a book while we're on a break.

A board game store.

Suou used to play chess with me.

Why did I leave him? Why did I let him cry? I was not there for him. What kind of human am I?  They're right. I'm the one who should've died. I'm the one who caused Suou's death. I should die. Right...?

He

Is not here anymore.

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AJAJAYDBWJJWJWNDURHEBNDBDBDJSBE WHAT IS THIS IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY.
I'm sorry Eichi.

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