To Be With You


She had no idea where else to go and who else to talk to. Y/n's boyfriend had just dumped her while she was hanging out at his house. He said that he wasn't in the right state of mind but she knew that it was bullshit. They had been together for over a year before today and he just threw it away like it was nothing. 

So here she was, ten o'clock at night, rocking up to Eddie's trailer with tears spilling down her face. She didn't even know if he'd be awake at this time but it was worth a shot. He was her best friend, he always had been so if someone would make her feel better, it was him. 

Hesitating for a second, she then forced herself to knock on the door. Immediately after she began overthinking, afraid that he would get annoyed at her for showing up so late at night. Hopefully he would understand though because if he didn't she wouldn't know who else to go to. 

"Can I help you?" He asked irritatingly, rubbing his eyes that were getting used to the light he turned on outside. Once his eyes properly opened his whole demeanour changed and his facial expression's softened after realising it was Y/n and she was in fact, crying. "Oh, Y/n, what's wrong?"

"Well uh, Tommy broke up with me." She managed to choke out through her uncontrollable tears. 

It didn't take long till Eddie pulled her inside, embracing her in a much needed hug. He rubbed her back comfortingly as she continued to cry into the crook of his neck. 

What was he supposed to say or do? His best friend that he was in love with was finally single, not with her shitty boyfriend anymore. Part of him was happy? Relieved? This meant that maybe he could have a chance in the future. Maybe she would finally realise he was everything she ever needed.

But the other part of him was angry because he had no idea who would ever want to rid themselves of someone as amazing as her. She was perfect, beautiful, funny, kind, loyal and every other great adjective you could describe someone with. Anyone who didn't think that was blind. 

"I'm so sorry Y/n, he didn't deserve you." 

"I don't, u-understand why." 

"Because he's stupid." He stated firmly, cupping her cheeks so she would look into his eyes. The last thing he wanted was for her to think her worth wasn't much. "C'mon let's get some rest."

Y/n nodded her head, some sobs still escaping her mouth. He gave her a sympathetic look before lifting her up by her thighs. She then wrapped her legs around his torso and her arms around his neck, nuzzling her head into his chest.

Eddie walked them both towards his room, giving Wayne a smile as they passed. His Uncle nodded in return knowing that his nephew had everything under control. He then switched the lights off and headed back to bed.

It brought a smile to Wayne's face, seeing how much his nephew cared for her and how gentle he was. He knew that Eddie loved her more than a friend, yet he still managed to be there for her when it came down to a breakup or something like this. 

"Try to get some sleep ok? We can do something tomorrow to make you feel better if you want?" Carefully, he set her down on his bed, climbing in beside her before pulling the blanket over them. 

"Thanks Eddie." 

"Goodnight sweetheart." He whispered, placing a kiss on her forehead head. Not long after she dozed off, leaving Eddie alone with his thoughts. 

She looked so peaceful when dreaming. He hoped that what she was dreaming of was better than reality. That she was with a great guy who treated her right, one that made her smile. Who knows, maybe he was even in her dream. For a little while, he gently ran his fingers through her hair, staring blankly at the roof until he dozed off.

———

"You want some popcorn sweetheart?"

"Sure." 

Eddie hopped up from the back of his uncles Ute, digging through his pockets. When he found his wallet, he pulled out some money before shoving it back tossing it down beside Y/n. He then jumped down, heading off to the food stalls behind them.

They were both at a drive in theatre together watching ghostbusters. Eddie had seen ads for it on the newspapers so he got them tickets to help take her mind of Tommy. For the most part she hadn't mentioned him but he knew that she was still hurting. He wasn't surprised, she really did like him.

"Got us some slushies too, your favourite flavours."

"Thank you, you're the best." Y/n said, accepting the drink as he came round. When he climbed back onto the back where she was laying on all the blankets and pillows, she gave him a kiss on the cheek. It instantly caused butterflies to erupt in and his cheeks to turn red. Luckily she hadn't notice since it was dark outside. 

"Popcorn?" He offered, holding the bag up in front of her. She grabbed a handful before resting her head on his shoulder. When he thought the moment was right, he placed his arm around her. 

In his mind he'd pretend that this was a date, not just friends hanging out. She was all he ever wanted for years on end. If he got the chance, he would never hurt her like other boys who couldn't see an amazing woman if she were right standing right in front of them. She deserved the world on a silver platter at the least.

More than anything he wanted to make a move but she obviously wasn't ready yet. So he'd wait till she was over him, then maybe start dropping hints since he still wasn't sure whether she'd ever feel the same way. The last thing he wanted was to ruin their friendship.

"Thanks for this Eddie, I really appreciate it."

"Anything for you sweetheart."

———

It had been a few months since her breakup with Tommy. She had gotten over him with the help of Eddie. Without him, Y/n had no idea what she would've done, he was the best. He helped her gain her confidence again because it really hurt her ego when Tommy ended things out of the blue. 

Right now she was on a date with this guy that used to go to Hawkins high. He had asked her out a few days ago after hearing that her and Tommy were long over. 

When she first told Eddie that she said yes, his heart shattered. It wasn't fair, he had been waiting on a line of greens and blues just for some guy to cut in and ruin his chance. But nevertheless he acted happy for her.

While she was on her date with the guy named Jack, Eddie was eating his feelings away. Why was it so hard to push these feelings down and forget about them. He didn't want to ruin their friendship, but he also wanted to see how well they'd be together. 

He had managed to already eat half the pack of cereal he had sitting on the counter. As he stuffed his face again there was a knock on the door, giving him a fright at first. Quickly he finished what was in his mouth before heading over to answer it. 

The second he opened it, Y/n was standing there staring at the ground. When he cleared his throat she looked back up giving him a soft smile which warmed his heart.

"Aren't you supposed to be on your date?"

"Yeah, I am." She rubbed the back of her neck awkwardly, thinking of what to say next. "This may sound weird, or stupid."

"Nothing you say is stupid sweetheart, did something happen?"

"Ok, so um, Jack is great and all, but the entire time I was pretending he was, someone else." Eddie's smile dropped after she explained why. Was she referring to Tommy? Because he was an asshole. "It wasn't Tommy Eddie, it was you."

"Oh."

"I always have so much fun with you Eds, it doesn't feel forced, I guess I'm trying to say that I like you, more than a friend." Immediately she grew nervous as he continued to remain silent. Did she just mess up everything with him? She only realised these feelings a couple weeks ago and they had been eating her up ever since. "I understand if you don't feel the same way, I just couldn't pretend anymore."

"Of course I do Y/n, how couldn't I?" He gently grabbed her chin, lifting her head up so she didn't shy away. "All I've ever wanted was 

to be with you."












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