(TRIGGERS!!!!)

"MAMA LOOK I GOT A FIVE STARS!!"

A four years old Y/N said while running and flapping her paper showing a five stars she got from her teacher.

"Oh really. You deserve some treats then" her mother ruffled her hair. "Oi What did I hear? My daughter got a five stars? Hmmm?" Her father entered the scene and lifting her only daughter. "Waahh. Again again!" She giggle.

Her mother owned a carenderia. She's a really great cook. While her father is a police officer. With a humble house for the three of them. They live comfortably, happy and contented.

(Carenderia- in the Philippines. A food stall with a small seating area, typically in a market or at a roadside.)

As she grows, her fonds of book grew too. Too much that she has two bookshelves on her room and one on the living room.

"I heard that you ace the test again?" Her father asked. She nodded. "Hmmm. I just study that's all" the now 9 years old shrugged. "You've been studying too much. Why don't you go and play outside?" Her mother looked at her.

"Yes kid. I know studying is important but go make some friends too" her father agreed. She nodded. "After I finished this book series" she replied and both of her parents sighed.

"Ok ok I'll try" she sighed too seeing them looking hopeless at making her an extrovert. "But if I made one. Give me books alright?" She bribed. "Make more than one kid" her father smirked.

Her lips became pointed and she huffed. "You. You're bullying me" she looked at him. And her parents just laughed at their little one.

Not until.

"With High Honors Y/N L/N"

"BEST IN ENGLISH Y/N L/N"

"BEST IN SCIENCE Y/N L/N"

Graduation. Elementary Graduation. A suppose to be happy event in her life became a nightmare.

"Should we go home?" Her mother ask as the ceremony is finished. Her and her parents is now in field walking to reach the gate.

"Wait I forgot something on the chair in the gym" her mother said. "Oh I'll come with you. Kid wait for us outside" her father ordered the now 12 years old daughter.

"Just go faster. I want to eat my moms food" she smiled. "Hahahaha me too" her father laughed and her mother just shook her head. And they went back inside the gym and her waiting outside. Sitting on some bench.

When a loud explosion followed by the ground shaking surprised not just her but all of the people who've been affected by the sudden event.

"Oi what was that!"
"You fool it's a bomb!"
"It's in the gym"

Someone cried, yelled, panicked. She just stood there and soon unconsciously walking towards her parents direction. Her eyes widened as she saw the once happy gym became bloody.

It was ruined.

She just stood there. Not aware of the tears keep falling from her E/C orbs. Body scattered everywhere. Blood smeared on ground some on the decorations.

"Hey kid you should wait there" a police officer put a hand on her shoulder, she looked at her. "Oh you're L/N's daughter. Where is your father?" She asked. The kid just looked back at the gym.

The police officer understand what the hell she meant, widened her eyes. "Ahhh just wait there" she ushered her and medic came to rescue who been trapped.

"What was the reason of the bombing?" She overheard two police officers talking. "The target was the Principal" the one replied. "Tsk. What a pain" the other one said.

She just stared at ground and looked around. Then her eyes caught a two familiar bodies being carried. She stood up and run to them.

"Hey are you related to them?" The medic asked. She glared at him. "Of course. That's why I'm here!" Emotion got the best of her. The medic seemed shock as they place the body flat.

She kneeled and looked at her parents disfigured body. She can't recognize her own mother, thanks to the necklace she always wear. She took it off and place it on her hand and turned to look at her father.

One of his lower limbs is missing. The kid couldn't take it that she threw up on the sight.

After that incident her relatives did a small funeral for both of her parents. Wearing an all black outfit she just sat there. Not accepting any food nor water. Even her close cousins offered her some books she didn't even glance at it.

She became an empty shell.

After the funeral what shocked them more is she is kidnapped. In a van where every kid is crying, she became a highlight because of her unfazed face.

She want to cry like others too. She wants to feel scared. Instead she felt nothing. 'My parents are dead. I'm sure after this I am too' she thought.

Jokes on her because they became a trainee. A trainee to became assassin or criminal. Her and some kids were forced to woke up early just to fight each other.

Poor boys that who can't fight became a slave. While the girls who can't fight became an entertainment. For short they are handed to those disgusting pedophiles.

Until years passed and she debuted as Spider Lily. A girl who killed the top one fighter the day she set foot on the ring.

In a ring where they bet their lives. She killed everybody she faced. Lucky for her she rised without her knowing. Having the ability of a criminal. Most of the leader of criminal organization wants to have her.

And one guy who named Santiago Miguel Perez, the owner of the ring made her as a VIP. If they want her to see fighting they should pay more.

She is in living hell.

She don't have any power to stop it. She's scared. Nightmares always stays her up on each night. Voices on her head.

"Stop"
"Shut it"
"Stop it"
"I SAID SHUT UP!!!"

She huff a breath. She went on Miguel's office since she was called. "Hahahaha I've been waiting for this a long time now. Say, want to kill some known names?" He asked to now 16 years old lady.

"Do I have a choice?" she replied. "None. Here" he tossed her a folder. "That guy been getting in my way in smuggling drugs. Kill him. He is having a party tomorrow night." He ordered.

"Hmmm. He got a face" she said. "Here is the place blueprint" he tossed another one again. She studied it. "Before that" he snapped his finger and two males went inside. They then gripped the girls arm and she widened her eyes.

"What the hell?" She asked and looked at Miguel. "In this kind of job, body is one of the powerful weapon. We don't want to have an inexperienced one now don't we?" Miguel stood up while unbuckling his belt.

And her nightmare piled up once again.

Wearing a revealing dress she went inside the party acting like a prostitute to her target. Since no one really know her face in the ring since she always wear creepy mask, it's an advantage.

She then proceeded to seduce the motherfucker and went to the bed she satisfy his need while she inserted the syringe needle on his neck and pushing down the amount of venom.

She went inside the toilet to puke. She looked at herself. Wiping the remains on her lips she punched the mirror. "This is really disgusting" she then placed a spider lily on his chest and went off the building using windows.

Year after year this has been her doings. Until she reached 18 when she she attempted to seduce the Perez in an attempt to go out.

When the Perez knew her attempt he barely dodged causing his eye to be stabbed. He kicked the L/N on stomach causing her to collide on the wall, both of her front and back are aching.

"It's punishment day to you, sweetheart!" He grit his teeth and dragged the girl on the so called punishment room.

Cuffing her hands up. Tied her feet. She received some good 50 whip. And a beatings. She is barely breathing after this. Unlucky for her she still survived that one.

And she went back to her usual doings. Seduce and kill. That has been her specialty. I mean she got the face and the body.

And to her second attempt it was a pure luck since the police came raiding the place causing her to go out as well. Jokes on her. She is a wanted person.

She keeps living her life in a shadow. She tried her best to hide her identity. Pick pockets, stealing and hold-uping a person became her new job just to feed her empty stomach.

Until that faithful day that she just stoled some bahs thinking that it was holding such money but instead a book or should I say manga.

The time she read that manga was also the time her life changes. Without the both two worlds knowing.