Total mental breakdown


The next morning you woke up on the couch in Elton's arms.


You head on his chest and your legs tangled together with his.


Overwhelmed by your feelings you tried getting up without him noticing.


Witch you did.


With a wide smile on your face you stared making breakfast for you to.


Within the proses you realized you had to call Brennen to tell him what happened.


Quietly you walked into the bathroom.


It didn't took long for him to pick up.


~Hey Y/N, what is going on?~


"Brennen I am freakin out."


~Why...what happened.~


"I had sex with Elton..."


~What?~


"After you left, he came to my apartment. He had a big fight with Amanda. Because I didn't responded to his calls he came to me. He said something like that I am always there for him and then we kissed."


~Oh my god...~


"I am so happy right now. That is everything I've ever wanted."


~Get it girl you deserved that. I'm like so happy for you. This gives me hope that we both can get our mans.~


You heard something coming from the living room.


"Oh I think he woke up. See you later?"


~Of cores. Enjoy your morning. Bye.~


"Bye." You quickly ended the call and got to Elton.


He was sitting on the couch with his head in his hands.


"Hey...take these." You said handing him over some painkillers for his headache.


"Y/N you are a lifesaver." He gave you a warm smile.


You sat down next to him and gave him a cup of water.


Not shorts after that Elton looked like he just realized something.


"Shit...I have to apologies to Amanda."


You were really confused.


"How did I even got here in the first place?"


You didn't like where this conversation was going.


"Do you remember anything from last night?" You were really concerned.


"Well, let me think. I had the fight. I tried to call you but you didn't picked up. I got into this bar and started drinking." He sopped.


"And that is all?"


"Yes, everything after this is completely blank."


You put so much work in putting all the tiny little pieces from your heart back together...


"Sorry Y/N I have to go now. I have to apologies to Amanda. I have to tell her that I'm sorry and that I love her."


It took you months to finally fell alright again...


"Bye. See you soon." He didn't even waited for a response, he just got up and left.


It took one night to destroy all of it.


You were sad, destroyed, hurt, and so fucking mad.


You look got to the set up breakfast table you've done for you tow.


And then the anger took control of you.


You took the plates and smashed them on the ground.


You threw the glasses against the wall.


You took the chair and smashed it on your table until it broke.


Not even caring that you neighbors could call the cops you began to scream and destroyed all the pictures of you and Elton.


Crying and sobbing you collapsed on the floor.


"Why has my life to be so miserable...?"


You weren't even that mad on Elton but on yourself.


You could've just pushed him away and threw him out of your apartment.


Then you could've avoided that whole fucking bullshit.


Your room was a total mess, broken glass and furniture all over the place.


"Well I guess I need a new table now...and new chairs....perhaps some plates and glasses as well. But that was worth it."


It surprised you that you actually felt better now, it kind of scared you at the same time.


Because you ruined your breakfast you decided to just go to McDonalds.


You just ordered a bunch of food and sat down in the children's play area.


Three cheeseburgers later you heard you phone ring in your pocket.


It was Brennen.


"Hey Brennen what's up?"


~Oh my god...I'm so happy to hear your voice. Are you good? I think someone broke into your house. There is broken things everywhere.~


He wanted to say something else but you interrupted him. "Oh no it's totally fine. That was me."


~What do you mean? Where are you?~


"I'm at McDonalds."


He hung up right away and not even a minute later he stormed into the restaurant.


"Y/N what happened. Did you got robbed? Weren't you with Elton?"


You stopped him from talking more by putting your hand on his mouth.


"Oh nothing much. Elton just didn't remembered anything from last night and went off in the morning because he needed to apologized to Amanda...because he loves her." You face was emotionless and you spoke like you didn't cared about it at all.


Brennen face dropped and he was shocked.


"Baby..." he held you tight. "Everything is going to be fine."


"Honesty it's my fault. I mean like how could I ever believe that he actually had feelings for me. That was so stupid."


Brennen got very serious. "Okey we not going to start like this. You are an amazing, beautiful and inelegant woman and if Elton is too stupid to see that it's his fault. You are perfect just the way you are and no man ever goanna change that."


He was right, you had to admit that.


"I think it's the best when I just stay away from Elton as far as possible."


"Well...maybe that is a good idea. Some space from him might help you."


You gave Brennen a warm smile. "You know what Brennen? You are the best fake boyfriend I've ever had."


He chuckled. "I'm the only one you ever had."


"So? I tried to give you a complement." You said looking offended.


Brennen just began to laugh and even though you didn't wanted to, you instantly laughed with him.

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