Totally caught up in his emotions Elton got back to his room.

He wasn't able to control his thoughts.

Amanda was already asleep when he came to the bed.

Lost in his thoughts he looked at her.

"How could it be I never noticed any of this?" Quickly he went into the bathroom to brush his teeth's.

Elton always had feelings for you, but always kept it a secret because he didn't wanted to ruin your friendship.

He somehow managed to get over you a little bit and then he met Amanda.

Everything was perfect, at least that was what he told himself.

He truly loved her but never like the way he did for you.

When you and Brennen got together he was heartbroken.

Amanda of course noticed it, and that was why there had the fight.

She felt like he was paying way more attention to you then actually to her.

Even though Elton tried to deny it, deep down he knew it was true.

That night in the bar he tried to escape all of this trouble with alcohol, just for at least a few hours.

He didn't even know what exactly happened but he found himself in front of your apartment.

He remembered how you opened the door...in your underwear.

For the past month that was all he remembered, but the memories slowly came back.

"God I'm such an idiot." He only could imagen how you felt after that day.

After all that happened he couldn't sleep anymore.

He tried...he really did, but he just couldn't.

The only thing he could do was thinking about you, and he tried to figure out what he should do now.

He truly cared for Amanda.

The whole situation was just so messed up.

Somehow he felt asleep between 5 or 6 a.m.

Because he needed to get up at 8 a.m. he was really sleepy at the moment.

He was about to leave the hotel room when Amanda hold him back.

"Hey what is wrong?" Of cores she noticed something was up with Elton.

"No..." Elton started but Amanda interrupted him. "And don't say nothing. I can see something is wrong. You know you can tell me everything you don't need to..."

"I know, but it isn't that easy..." He tried to find the right words to say it, but he didn't found them.

Even though he didn't really said anything Amanda exactly knew what was going on. "It's about Y/N isn't it?"

Elton just nodded.

"I see the way you look at her..." Tears started building in her eyes. "I just want you to be happy...and I don't think you are going to be happy with me. You'll always love her and I can't change that."

"I'm so sorry Amanda..."

"Don't be." She gave Elton a big hug. "And for the record I am dumping you."

They both started laughing.

"Well let's go to breakfast I'm starving." Amanda agreed to Elton and they went to the others.

Elton almost fell asleep at the breakfast table, which was of cores recorded.

Everyone still seemed a bit off...

Brennen looked at the free chair beside him. "It is so wired waking up without her. It's like a part of me is missing."

Kat smiled at him and quickly hugged him. "We are all here for you."

Not even minutes after you livestream the whole internet had blown up.

The number one trending hashtag on twitter was #prayforY/N.

You accident was the headline in every newspaper and every internet blog.

It was really wired for everyone to go back to playlist.

Many of your fans asked how you are and some even cried.

The whole atmosphere was just so depressing...

At Monday nobody actually wanted to leaf, but they had to.

Sadly you couldn't get transferred to a hospital in Los Angeles.

Brennen felt really guilty for living you behind in Florida, but he had to.

Right now everyone was in the plane back to LA.

"I fell so bad for leaving Y/N behind..." Brennen couldn't find a comfortable position.

"You don't have to feel bad, she wouldn't wanted that." Colby tried to cheer up his boyfriend.

Brennen tried to smile a little bit. "Yes...you right."

During the flight there was a bit of goofing around.

Things kind of got back to normal.

Normal meaning vlonging and stuff like that.

A few month had passed and you still hadn't woken up yet.

Brennen really never heard anything from the hospital so he was surprised when they called him.

Completely frozen he looked on his phone screen.

"Oh my god Brennen please answer your phone. Your ringtone is really annoying." David complained.

There were a few laughers and everyone was talking with someone but when Brennen said. "It's the hospital calling." Everyone was quiet.