Secret spilled


It was the day of the playlist after party.


You were kind of scared to see Elton, because he would definitely be there for sure.


Without any warning you completely stopped talking to him at all, and even if you were like out with your friends you tried to avoid him as much as possible.


That wasn't maybe the best way to handle the situation but in that moment it seemed like the only way.


Of course you were still not over that whole thing...but it was getting better?


At least you hoped so...


Right at the moment you were in a hotel room with Brennen trying to get ready for the event.


"You think I could like maybe go like a bit natural with the make up?" You asked Brennen unsure of what to do.


"I think you look beautiful ether way. But since the dress is very simple..." He thought a bit about it. "I would go with a bit stronger make up."


After two hours you were finally satisfied withyour look.




(Choose the neckless you guys find better)


"You look absolutely stunning." Brennen said.


"Hey you look pretty good to." You laughed.




Because you were kind of short in time you practically run down the staircase in the lobby.


Even though you were running on heels you were not as clumsy as always...well at least till the last step.


For literally no reason you slipped away.


Sadly Brennen realized it too late and you were about to smack on the ground.


But all of a sudden you felt two hands pulling you back up.


And not shortly after that you locked in Elton's face.


"He should've just let me fall on the ground." You thought to yourself.


"Baby you good." Brennen instantly pulled you closer to him.


"It was my fault...I maybe should just take the shoes of when I want to run down stairs." You laughed.


Felling really awkward you turned to Elton. "Thanks for the catch there buddy."


"Oh no problem."


You felt really uncomfortable talking to him right now.


There was a bit of awkward silence.


"Well I think we should go now...only if we don't want to be too late though."


You quickly agreed with Brennen and got to your taxi that was already waiting outside.


"That was awkward." Brennen and you both said at the same time.


During the drive you both got some vlog footage.


You were so used to playing Brennen's girlfriend so it wasn't that difficult to kiss him for the paparazzi's.


Shortly after that you got up to the top floor of the building.


It looked absolutely beautiful.


There was a big panorama window witch gave you an incredible view at the skyline of Orlando.


"Oh my god...baby look there is a chocolate fountain." Super happily you dragged Brennen to the fountain and began putting like literally everything into the chocolate.


"Baby you can't put the shrimps in there." You shoved one in his mouth. "Okey I correct myself. You can do that."


"That was so predictable. Of course Y/N is already going to eat the whole food herself." You smiled into David's camera.


"Of course I am. Food is my life." You laughed.


"I can vouch for that." Brennen said with a smile on his face.


It was like already 11 p.m. when Shane Dawson gave all of you a little surprise. "Who wants to do a lie detector test?"


And one thing lead to another and you were set up to do it.


"Oh my god. Baby make sure you get good shoots of me." You laughed winking into Brennen's camera.


"Yaas baby we are going to make good clickbait tonight." Brennen answered.


Everyone laughed about you tow.


"So...let's begin with an easy one. Your name is F/N L/N." Shane asked you.


"Yes."


The lie detector guy looked up. "That is true."


For some reason you got really nervous.


The next question came from David. "Do you really love Brennen?"


"No I'm just together with him to gain more followers." You said dead serious.


"That is a big lie." The computer guy said.


You could hear an "aww" coming from the audience.


"My baby knows how to make good clickbait." Brennen chuckled.


There were some more question that you answered.


You didn't really had a problem with one of them until Corinna asked. "Have you ever thought about hooking up with another guy while you and Brennen were together?"


"Fuck...Well technically we were never together. What should I answer?"


"Well Y/N you need a lot time to think about that one..."


"No I have not. Are you happy now Corinna?" You really hoped that it won't be a lie.


You glanced to Brennen who looked as nervous as you.


"That is the biggest lie yet."


You heart sunk down.


Before someone else could ask any more questions you said. "Okey I have. But have you seen the new Spiderman? Tom Holland is so cute." You quickly lied.


"Oh baby no problem. I know you would never actually do it." Brennen came to you and gave you a big kiss.


After that nerve wrecking adventure you needed some fresh air.


You got up to the roof and set down on a little bench.


The Silence of the night was so peaceful.


Sometimes you feel like you going to brake under all that pressure.


Posting a vlog every single day, playing Brennen's girlfriend, posting new perfect pictures on Instagram, getting over Elton, going to all these events...okey you could've go on with that list for like forever.


From time to time you thought about how your life would be if you never started with vine.


You would've never meet Liza and David.


They would've never invited you to this party.


You would've never met Elton...


And mostly important you would've never been in this situation.


You sighed. "I can't do this anymore..."


"Hey Y/N here you are." Brennen set down next to you.


"Yea...I just needed some fresh air." Lost in your own thoughts you looked into the sky.


Brennen of cores immediately noticed you weren't good. "What is wrong?"


"I don't know...I just feel like everything is a little bit too much lately."


"Everybody feels like this sometimes." He put an arm around you. "But we can get through this together."


Brennen was always there for you, no matter what.


"Why is love so hard?" You asked into the night.


"To make our life as miserable as possible." Even though he laughed Brennen knew that he was probably right.


"Maybe we get a little wonder an at least one of us finds true love." You said hoping that Brennen was the one.


"I can't do this anymore." You were very confused when you heard Colby.


"Colby come on. You'll get over it." Was that Sam?


"What are Sam and Colby doing up here?" Brennen whispered into your ear.


There were around the corner so they couldn't see you, but you could hear them.


"No Sam I can't. I've tried I've really tried but I'm in love with Brennen and I can't change that."


You were unsure if you herd that right and you looked to Brennen who had the same expression as you.


"Did he said he is in love with Brennen?" You thought.


You were totally freaking out.


Brennen didn't moved at all because he still couldn't believe what he was hearing.


You slowly stepped around the corner pulling him with you.


Sam was the first one to see you and Brennen but Colby didn't so he continued talking. "I wish he wouldn't be together with Y/N. I really like her but sometimes I wish she would just go away."


Sam tried so desperately to stop his friend from talking.


"What is your problem Sam?" Sam just pointed towards you and finally Colby turned around.


"Shit...Y/N. I can explain..." Colby started to stutter.


You scared the living hell out of Sam and Colby when you started skipping around and basically started screaming. "Yes...I knew it. I called it."


Everyone just stared at you including Brennen. "I told you he likes you tow, but you didn't wanted to listen to me and toughed I was crazy."


He still toughed that...but only because you were acting like a crazy person right now, skipping around and screaming while you smiled like a crazy serial killer.


"No Y/N I didn't mean it like...." Colby just realized what you said. "Wait you like me to?"


"But aren't you tow like together?" Sam was very confused.


You just shocked you head... and Brennen...well he just started kissing Colby.


You were so happy for Brennen that you actually started to cry a little bit.


"Hey are you crying?" Sam pulled out a tissue from his pocked.


You took it and wiped you tears away. "I am so happy for them."


Deciding to leave the tow alone you took Sam back to the party.


You both were at the kitchen when Sam said. "You still have to explain what is going on between you and Brennen."


"Oh that's a long story..." You started. "It all starts with the fact that I am in love with this one guy but he has a girlfriend and all of that..."


You told Sam everything and it took you quite a while.


"Wow...that is...wow." Sam didn't know what he should say. "And that guy still didn't remember all of that?"


"No Elton doesn't..." You just spilled out your secret. "Shit..."


Sam seemed a bit surprised. "Wait? You are in love with Elton?"


"Well in love is a pretty big word don't you think..."


"You had sex with Elton?" You knew you couldn't lie now.


"I want to say no but I can't because that would be a lie."


Sam looked to the couch and saw how Elton and Amanda were kissing and cuddling.


You saw it as well and tears started running down your cheeks. "After all that time it still hurts like hell."


Sam pulled you into a quick hug.


"I think I just go back to the hotel." You stood up.


"Do that. Maybe tomorrow everything will be better."


You tried to smile. "Enjoy the party."


You were at your way down when you ran into Gabbie.


"Oh sorry." You quickly said and were about to leave when Gabbie pulled you back.


"Hey what happened?" She looked at you worried.


You thought this was the perfect moment to put some drama into your fake relationship with Brennen. "Brennen and me...we had a fight. But don't worry about it."


With those words you jumped into a taxi.


You quickly pulled you phone out and send Brennen a text.


~Just to warn you. I told Gabbie that we had a fight so I could get away from the party.~


He didn't took so long to response.


~Okey. I'm going to stay with Colby the night.~


You couldn't help smiling.


~Do that. You deserve it.~


Without further ado you decided not to drive back to the hotel but to a little bar.


Starting drinking your first shots you turned off your phone.

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