You've been studying for this exam and one day it get's too much.

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Your mom is Jennifer Jereau and she is a FBI-profiler. You always wanted to be the perfect daughter, she and your father, William LaMontagne Jr., expected much from you.

Your brother Henry, was a cute little kid. He always made sure, that you are okay and brought you snacks in the afternoon.

Sadly you didn't get enough time with your mom, so you couldn't talk with her about importmant stuff.

Like the exam, you were studying for weeks. It was math and you were bad at math, like really bad. But you needed to pass it or you would fail the class, and that would disappiont your parents.

You've been studying non-stop, always forgetting to eat. If it weren't for your dad and Henry to bring you Food, you would have starved to death by now.

Your sleep was also messed up. You just slept three to four hours and it wasn't healthy.

Your dad knew about it. He tried to talk with your mom, but she said everything will be fine and that you were just a diligent girl. But that didn't stop your dad from worrying. You were getting thinner and slept less and less.

Henry, your dad and you were eating dinner and you were ready.

"I'm going to my room. I need to study." you say to your dad, as you stand up.

"Honey, didn't you study enough. You learned for almost two months Now." he says worried.

"Dad," you sigh "you know I need to pass that exam and I need to study for that. I'm not good at it."

He sighs and get's back to eating with Henry.

As you make your way to the door you feel very dizzy. You stumble a bit.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" Henry asks and that draws the attention from your father.

You couldn't hear him, it was all just blank.

"Sweetheart?" your dad asks and gets up. That's when you collapse and your dad rushes to you.

"Henry, give me the phone!" your dad demands him and he does as told.

Your dad calls 911 and they rush you to an ER. Henry is asleep in his arms, when he calls his wife, JJ.

JJ is on a case, discussing it with the Team. Suddenly her phone rings.

"Excuse me." she says to them and gets out of the room.

"JJ." Will says.

"Will, is everything okay? You know I'm on a case." she replies.

"It's Y/N." he says and that get's her worried.

"What? What happend?" she asks worried.

"She collapsed. We are at the hospital right now. Doctors say she was dehydrated and didn't sleep much at all." he says.

"Oh god. How is she now?" she asks scared.

"Right now she is still knocked out. The doctors said she needs to stay for the night." he replies.

JJ sighs reliefed, "Alright, tell her I love her and keep me updated."

"Yeah, I will. Love you."

"Love you too." she says as she hangs up.

She walks back in the room and they look at her. "Everything alright?" Spencer asks.

"Yeah, uhm.. Y/N collapsed and Will's at the hospital with her." she says and the Team get's worried themselves.

"You can fly home, if you want. We all understand." Hotch says.

"No, no. It's okay. Will and Henry are with her now. I'm going right home, when we're back." she says with a sigh, but still worried.

You were in the hospital for the night and the next day your dad took you home.

"Alright sweetie, take it slow. You are not going to study anytime soon." he says to you as you lay down on the couch.

"But-" you start, but he cuts you off.

"No but's or I will take your school stuff away. Mom also texted me, she's coming home later." he tells you and you groan. Great. She is gonna lecture you.

"Henry? Come cuddle with me?" you ask him in a baby voice and he craddles up to you.

Henry and you stay like this for a while, until he get's up and leaves you.

You close your eyes and fall asleep.

Later you were getting woken up, by something shaking your legs.

"Y/N? Honey, wake up." you recognise the voice as your mothers and open your eyes.

"Hm? Mom?" you ask in a raspy voice.

"How are you feeling?" she asks worried.

"I'm good. Just a little tired." you respond.

She chuckles, "Honey, we need to talk." she says in a more stern voice.

You just nod and sit straight, "I'm sorry.."

"Honey, why did you work so hard?" she asks.

"I needed to pass this exam."

"Yeah, but you didn't need to study that hard. You are good in scho-" she starts.

"No I'm not! I've been struggling for some time, but how could you know, you are never here." you state with tears in your eyes. "You are never here. We haven't had a real talk since ages! I can't talk to dad about things, he wouldn't understand them, but you! You are the only one I can talk to with these things, and you are never here!" you exclaim with tears running down your face.

"Honey.." she says, also tears streaming down her face, "I'm so sorry."

She comes to hug you and you hug her back, tight.

"I'm so sorry, sweetheart. I will make time for us again and we can have girl's night out, okay? You can always tell me things. I'm just one call away, you understand?" she sniffles and you just nod.

"I love you, mom." you say to her and give her a teary smile.

"I love you too, hun. Now, how about a movie?" she says and you laugh.

Yeah, you will always love your mom, even if she isn't always there.

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