It's the next day; Monday . And since I'm home alone , I decided to try to be happy and not mope around all day.
I had already cleaned the house, showered, brushed my teeth, washed my face AND went grocery shopping.
Currently, I'm cooking tacos and Simone is on her way over right now and we were gonna watch Monday night raw together.
As i put the fourth taco on the plate, I hear the doorbell and hurry up to put the steak on the tortilla and went to open the door to only reveal Simone with a bottle of champagne .
I laugh " heyyy " . She walks in and sets the wine on the island " did you switch up the house a bit ?" She ask me as her eyes scanned around the kitchen and the entry to the living room .
" yea , when me and Seth we civil " I chuckle and there was just a silence .
" um let's eat so we can watch the show on time !"
" yess! I haven't had tacos in a while " we laugh and get our food and go to the living room and it shows that raw had just started .
I get up and grab two wine glasses and walk back to the living room and sit down and we start eating while watching RAW .

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As Simone was drinking some wine, Charlotte was doing a promo and she was just talking about how great she was and whatnot until she mentioned my name .
" and I know I'm not in smackdown , but I am WAY better than kaylee Johnson!"
I looked at the tv said Charlotte could see me .
" you see , kaylee your not me ! "
" yea well no dip shit !" I yelled at the tv .

" your no better than I am ! And I can guarantee me and Seth Rollins would be a better tag team than he is with you ! " she smirks
" you know ...for the greater good " she says copying Seth since he always says ' for the greater good '.
I was beyond pissed rn . He didn't even come out and say anything ..
Simone rolled her eyes and changed it to Netflix .
" let's watch Casper or something funny " she looked at me with a small smile. "Yesterday." I said out of nowhere and she furrowed her eyebrows .
" yesterday .... what happens yesterday?"

" I sat here and just cried and cried . "
" I feel so empty Simone " I finally let our and my voice was shaky and she rubbed my shoulder.
" I just want us to be okay . I don't want to fight anymore but now I just have this rage inside of me and I - I just don't feel the same I did when we got married " I managed to not let a tear out .
She hugged me and it felt nice . Nice to hug someone who cares because ever since me and Seth been arguing, I been needing a hug but we were currently hating each other .
" I think before we leave for Hawaii, you guts sit down and ACTUALLY talk ! No matter what, say what you have on your mind and he'll say what's on his mind. But if that doesn't work... " she paused for a second.
" I think you need to stay in Hawaii for a little longer so you can have some time by yourself."  I thought about it and it was the only thing I could really do , or I could just go on a little vacation and focus on me .

I sniff and wipe the tears off my cheek " okay , now let's watch a movie " I chuckle and she turns on the colored lights behind the tv and turned off the main house lights and put on our favorite movie when we were kids ; Casper.