" do I need to dress fancy !?" I yell out from the bathroom before I step in the shower.
" fancy but not too fancy "
I laugh to myself cause sometimes this man makes no sense .
I step into the shower and wash myself up with seths favorite body wash and step out and walk into my closet .
" do I even have anything fancy ..?" I ask myself and look through my dresses. About a couple minutes later , I find an outfit that I really liked .

I just gotta make sure nothing gets on the white, knowing I'm clumsy.
I grab my clear and white heels and walk out into our room .
" okay so I don't kno-" I was cut off by Seth .
" wow ..you look beautiful!" . I put my head up and see him smiling huge .
It made me shy when he called me beautiful " thank you " . Ever since we been arguing I think I felt less of myself because all the complements had went away. Now I don't get those Sparks in my stomach when he complements me..

I slip on my shoes and spray some perfume and make my way downstairs.
"You ready ?"
I smile and nod my head . We walk out to the car and he opens the door floor me and I thank him.  He gets in and starts driving to this fancy restaurant.

   We arrive at the restaurant 25 minutes later and he opens my door for me to get out and a couple cameras flash on us .
I don't think I've ever been to this place before but it looks really nice, a bit expensive tho .
Seth takes my hand and we walk inside and get seated, he must've made reservations.
We ordered our food and now We've been sitting here for like 15minutes and haven't said a word to each other, I've just been looking out the window as the stars fill the sky .
" why is this so awkward." .
My head turns to Seth as he said that  " maybe because we haven't had a real conversation yet."
There was a silence until he spoke again
" you look pretty tonight " he held my hands and I smiled saying thank you .
" um..how's RAW going ?"
" it's going great ! It would be better if I had my wife there with me tho " he smiles at me and I laugh .
" nah I'm good with the blue brand " I laugh .
" I think this is our first date ever since we met "
"Yea , I'm pretty sure it is " I laugh "you gotta up your game Rollins "
When I said that I was laughing , but I guess he didn't find it funny ..? Luckily the food came just in time and we ate and had some small talk and went home an hour later after he payed the bill .

  We made it inside the house and I got me a quick drink of water and walk upstairs into our room and see Seth come out his closet without a shirt.
I hold on to the wall and pull my heels off which was really hard considering they were right as hell but I got them off .
I put them in my closet and slipped out of my dress and put on one of simones sweatshirt and just had my underwear on . I walked out and into the bathroom where Seth was brushing his teeth and i started brushing mine too .
" can you tie my hair back " I ask him and he does somewhat a good job and I wash my face and then dry off and notice Seth was still in here .
" you okay ?" . He nods his head as I turn and look at him and he sets me on the counter ,which is cold because I don't have pants on and starts kissing me .
I kiss him back and then pull away .
" w-what ?" He ask me .
" I'm kinda..not in the mood right now " I say , it's not that I don't want him because I do ! I'm just tired and my feet are sore from those heels .
" I thought you said you were ready ?" He tilted his head .
" I am ! But like not ' right now' ready " .  " I'm kinda at a big point in my career, I kinda wanna stay there for a while before I all of a sudden get pregnant " I chuckle but he doesn't laugh at all , he instead walks out the bathroom . I hop off the counter and walk into the room " what are you so mad for?" I laugh because honestly there's no reason to be mad.
" because everything evolves around our kaylee! If your sad it always about YOU ! If your happy , it's all about YOU ! Everything has to be about you !" He yells which made me jump a little .
" I'm sorry what !? YOUR the one who was SOOO mad about me saying that I didn't want children until I said I was ready ! Now your mad AGAIN because I said not right now !"
I could not believe he was really yelling at me about this
" I changed my mind for YOU and you end up finding another way to be mad at me ! But yet , everything evolves around me !?"
"That's because it does !-" I cut him off .
" I'm going to sleep in the guest room because your honestly pissing me off !" I yell right back and grab my Mac book and phone and walk out down the hallway and go into one of the guest rooms .
I turn on Netflix and go on my phone and FaceTime Simone cause I knew she would be up at this time.
On the third ring , she answered.

S- "heyy little sister " she smiles into the camera , looks like she's in the kitchen with somebody, must be dad .
Me- " heyy ! Who's in the kitchen with you ?" As I ask that , my dad pops up into the screen .
Me - I giggle " hey dad "
Dad- " heyy little Johnson ! Where's my son in-law ?"
Me- " he is in our room . We got into another argument and I decided to sleep in the guest room "
S- " another ? What were the other ones ?"
I tell them about the other arguments and the one we just had .
Dad - "sounds like you need a break "
S- " and this is why I'm not married " her and dad laugh .
Me- " I know you guys are not laughing about my married life " I ended up laughing with them .
S- " dad did you tell her about the trip ?"
Me- I lift my head up " what trip ?"
Dad- " oh ! I was thinking about all of us going back to Hawaii "...