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It was the next day and I had just woken up . I hadn't got a text from Seth which was weird but I ignored it and got up .
I had my flight right after the interview so I made sure all my stuff was packed and hopped in the shower.
I got out and put on my dads large sweater with some black biker shorts, my tomboy side was coming out ! As I'm about to put my hair up in a ponytail, I hear my phone go off and I look down to see a text from Kayla Braxton , from ' the bump '.
I let go of my hair and pick up my phone and read the text
'Hey kaylee ! The interview has been canceled because of our schedule, but we know that you have to fly home today so we can go live and interview, if that's okay with you 💚'
I sigh and tell her sure because I mean , how could I turn down an interview.
The girls left really early this morning so I really had no where to go and my flight is a 2 and it's 10: 42 right now , and still no text from Seth .
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I just got off of my plane and now I am finally back home , which feels amazing! I got an Uber and they got me home in a fast couple minutes .
I walked through the doors, putting my key in the little plater and take my shoes off while rubbing my eyes and yawing.
I walk into the kitchen and put my purse on the island with my luggage standing on the floor .
I walk to the fridge and see barely anything in it , that's weird ..
" hey " I hear and jump , only to see Seth on the other side of the island .
" you scared me " I chuckled
" sorry " he says dryly which made me furrowed my eyebrows.
" um , why isn't there barely anything in the fridge? I thought you were gonna go grocery shopping " I chuckle a bit while pointing back at the fridge.
" sorry " he speaks again . Dryly.
" uh.. I- I'm just gonna go wash my clothes, I am jet lagged " I say while moving my hands as expression.
I turn around and as I'm about to pick up my suitcase, I hear him scoff .
Now that really made me confused . I stand up and turn around " I'm- im sorry , what is going on with you ?" This time I wasn't laughing.
" I don't know . what's going on with you!?" He put his cup in the sink roughly which made me jump again .
" nothings going on !what are you talking about !?" I ask him getting loud because he was acting strangely weird .
" oh my god ! How stupid can you be kaylee ?" He asked me while pointing at his head .
" STUPID !? I think your talking to the wrong person COLBY " I yell slightly.
He then chuckled " no . Noo I'm talking to the right person ! . How could you not tell me you don't want kids !" He yeled straight out and my eyes went somewhat wide as I was shocked. " that is what THIS is about !? You couldn't even give me a hug or a kiss when I came home because of THIS !?" I yell and his face just gets even more red .
" yes because of this ! You went and told your little friends and basically the whole social media that you don't want kids.. WITH ME " he yells , again !
I put my hand on my forehead
" I- I'm not gonna argue nor talk to you if you think your just gonna keep yelling at me !"
I say and grab my suitcase and purse and walk off to the laundry room , hearing him say ' of course ' and scoffing again.
I shake my head and put my clothes in the washer and walk upstairs to put my suitcase up and take my hair out of my ponytail and let it down .
Since I was on the plane , I felt dirty for some reason so I took off all my clothes and turned on the shower , stepping in and letting the hot relaxing water hit me . At that moment, I kinda just forgot about everything and zoned out , which didn't last long .
I step out and dry myself off and put on my black sweat pants and a loose t-shirt .
I wash my face and brush my teeth and leave my damp hair down . I get my clothes and bring them downstairs to the laundry room and switch the loads .
I was getting hungry and since Seth didn't go grocery shopping, I figured to just order something like pizza .
" I'm ordering pizza if tha-" I was starting to say but he cut me off .
" sure , doesn't matter " he says dryly again .
"Great . You still have an attitude " I mumbled but loud enough for him to hear me and I ordered the pizza online .
" you caused my attitude, so blame yourself "
I look at him and roll my eyes " stop talking to me ."
" why don't you wanna have kids !? " he semi yelled .
" I-" before I could finish , he cut me off " what made you change your mind ?" He yelled .
" I- I'm s-" I was tarting to say but once again, he cut me off by yelling.
" are you cheating on me or something !!?"
When I heard him say that , I slapped him " I'm scared !" I shout , not able to look him in his eye .
" now stop yelling at me ! Because it's not gonna make anything better !"
" what about me tho ! You can't just decide-" he shouts but I cut him off quickly " oh yes I can ! It's my body . If I'm not ready then I'm not ready ! If I don't want to have kids , then I don't ! Who knows!"
I slam my hands on the counter .
He wipes the sides of his mouth " so that's it !? Ok ." He chuckled and walked upstairs.
I had both of my hands on the counter and tears just spilled out my eyes .
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The pizza came fifteen minutes later and I had just sat it on the island.
I walk upstairs into our room and see Seth playing the game . I lean against the door and look at him
" hey .. the pizzas here " I speak in a soft voice.
He turns his head " I'll be down in a b-bit" .
We lock eyes but I turn back around and walk down the stairs and grab a plate and get my food .
I grab a water bottle and walk to the dining room
And start eating and checking what time Kayla wanted to do the interview.
I hear shuffling in the kitchen and figure it was Seth .
I get up and put my plate in the sink and stand there .
" I um, have a interview with 'the bump' tomorrow so can you not try to accuse me with anything else while I'm talking?" I turn around and he just stares at me .
" I just lost my appetite " he throws always his pizza .
I scoff " are you serious right now ? When are you gonna get over this !" I yell
" well I can't exactly get over this if you told your friends AND social media that you don't wanna have kids , before you even told me ! YOUR HUSBAND " he yells right back which kinds made me flinch .
I swallow the lump in my throat
" so your never gonna get over this ..!? Minus well leave because we're just gonna keep arguing! "
" you just keep giving me reasons to believe your cheating on me !"
When he yelled that , my anger had just went up 10x more . " do you see this !!" I hold op my hand and point to my finger with my ring on it .
I walk closer to him with a tear falling out my eye " we're married Colby . And I'm SORRY ! Okay ..?"
" and NO ! I'm not cheating on you ! Why would you ever think that !?" I wipe my eyes and control my breathing .
" .. I love you ! So PLEASE , can we get past this ?" I say , finally able to look him in the eye .
He sighs and looks at me " I- i love you too ... but I can't , I can't forget about this . So tomorrow on your interview... we are fine " he finally looked me in my eye .
I would be totally lying if I said I wasn't turned on right now .. all I wanted to do was kiss him and rip his clothes off . Badly .
" Kayle-" he began to speak but I cut him off .
" oh just shut up ". I pulled him close to me and kissed him until he pulled away a minute later .
" what are you doing kaylee !?"
" oh c'mon, we both know we want too " I whisper since we were close to each other .
Out of no where , he put his hands on cheeks and kissed me . Rough but passionate, like it was the last time we would be together .
I take his shirt off and he takes off mine , setting me on the island.
" god I've missed you " he whispered closely to my face .
" I think we should take this upstairs " I whisper back . He picks me and runs up the stairs which made me laugh , something I hadn't done in a while .
He threw me on the bed and everything went down from there .
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Sooo did y'all like it 👏🏽🧏🏽♀️ ..?
Also with all the stuff going on in the world , some people are totally confused as to why people are stealing and breaking into places , saying it's stupid and whatnot .
What you gotta understand is that they won't stop killing us and arresting us ! Us black people have made songs , books , speeches and more to stop the violence but it's just getting worse ! So yea , we are breaking and steals from stores because we need to let the police know that we ain't giving up !🧏🏽♀️👏🏽
I'm sorry if yo job got broken into and you gotta pay bills , but us black folks need to be heard and we won't stop until we are .👏🏽❤️
Love y'all 🍾🥳
Ps, yes I am black !