Chapter 6- heat

PSA: this chapter is weird. It goes sad, frustration, Romantic, heated and then kinda funny and fucked up
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Tim removed his mask, putting it to the sigh. At first when toby 'yelled' and got upset, he was shocked. Now he was thinking how damn childish this kid really is.
"Toby."
Toby wiped his nose with the sleeve of his hoodie, and didnt dare to stare at tim at all but just stared blankly at the ground as tears were still building up and falling from his eyes.
"What." Toby whispered softly jusy soft enough for the other male to hear. Masky took a deep breath, and then let everything out
"I actually thought you'd be different from everyone here, sensible. But youre just as god damn childish and fucked over as everyone else is here. Get over it. I sound like a asshole but i rather sound like an asshole instead of showing fucking sympathy for a wimp like you. Get over it. Toby. You are here now. You are a wanted murder that people think are dead cause of the fire you caused, yes, you killed your father out of selfish wants of the voices in your head that you put there and cant get rid of. Dont expect me to give you all kinds of sympathy you cant make me soft, i dont care about your damn daddy issues you cry like a lost puppy and get mad at everyone and upset at the world when its no ones fault but yours. Your seventeen, just another youngster going through depression like all those depressed kids all god damn kids these days are depressed im surprised you even made it this far. I love you so damn much but i hate you so much too such crybaby. Your sister is gone and theres nothing you can do about it so get over it. You're a sociopath and a murder now, a ticking freak psychopath is who you are now. Here you have to kill your emotions you had in the old you and bring and express the new you. You are ok dont come to me and say otherwise and flip shit at me. Who the fuck do you think you are trying to get me to pity you? Are you just trying to use me as a source of happiness? If thats the case. Find a new source." Tim left the room. Toby started to sob.
Did he mean all that
Hes not wrong
Should i be mad at him
Should i keep a grudge against him
what should i even do
Fuck.


Tobys head was filled with 101 thoughts and all were about masky.


Along came supper, tim didnt show. Night rolled around, tim didnt show even though they share a room.
"Tim?" Toby peeked his head around the living rooms door, he wasnt there. But he seen someone outside standing. Looked like tims body figure so toby went to the window.
"God damn kids.." Masky kept grunting to himself in a mumble of words while walking back and fourth, pacing. A cigarette in his mouth, one hand handing that cigarette, his other hand in his pocket and his hair a mess.
Toby find him quite hot like this.
The way his hair was a mess, but not too messy.
The way his hoodie bagged, and the smoke that came of his mouth. His jeans ripped but looked like he made the holes in his jeans bigger, maybe out of frustration. The way tim would take his hand out of his pocket and run his hands through his messy soft hair, toby could stare forever.
But he looked back.
Toby froze, Tim motioned his hand that symbolized he wanted toby to come outside too.
Toby in his drawers and a baggy shirt, was going to freeze if he stepped foot outside but he dared to anyways and goosebumps rose onto his skin but he couldnt tell if it was cause of the chilling wind of the night or the fact he was scared of what tim wanted him for after all the yelling and the arguing they had done.
"Want one, fag?" Tim peered up at toby while holding out a cig. Toby took it from him and let tim light it for him. He puffed off it a few times, it tasted horrible of stale nicotine and regrets but he puffed harder and longer every time. He found himself getting some sort of relief off it.
"You mad at me kid?" Tim threw the end of his cigarette onto the ground as he had finished it off, he went for another but toby stopped him
"No. And dont smoke so many, they arent good for you."
"Stress isnt good for you either, and cigs take that away" toby was speechless and couldnt agrue against such a logic.
"Plus, immortal, remember?"
"Still... You're going to ruin your lungs and teeth and you'll be living miserably"
"Since when did you care so much? Last time i checked in you thought i wouldnt 'understand' or anything like that" 
Toby changed the subject
"Its cold out here." Toby sighed and rubbed his own arms.
Tim let out a huff and looked at toby, up and down.
"Well you are in boxers and a baggy shirt- is that min.."
"No." Toby quickly lied to cover up the fact he was wearing maskys shirt. It smelt of masky which is what toby liked.
"Mm." Masky hummed and put his mask back on and cigs in his pocket.
Toby took off tims mask.
"You look better without it."
"Really?" Tim rolled his eyes but grinned a little
Toby nodded.
"You're a weird kid." Tim spoke and found himself smiling.
"I dont use you as my source of happiness tim."
Tim looked at the ground finding his smile dropped
"Toby.."
"I may be seventeen but i know the difference! I promise you that t-tim." Toby started twitching a little, he found he hasnt all day but now it started up. "I-i love you tim. I feel scared to say that or express it but its true you make me happier but that doesnt mean im using you. Im sorry for being such a crybaby i really do a-ap-apuh-"
Their lips touched.
"You talk to much." Masky mumbled and he lifted toby into his arms kissing him gently, bringing him into the house and then letting him go and sitting on the couch. Tim pulled toby into his lap and brought him into a more intense kiss filled of lust. The tension was almost too much for both males as the kiss was heated and filled of so much lust and love and how tims tongue glided so easily against tobys and the small moments of bliss and overwhelming feeling of pleasure tim got everytime toby shifted in his lap. Toby found himself shiver once tim slid his hand gently up against tobys inner thighs and spread them a bit so he fit more comfortably around tim. So toby decided to grind up against masky driving him insane as it got too painful to keep on his pants and groaned and let out the softest deepest moans ever, toby loved how deep maskys moans were he found it pretty damn sexy. The sexual tension kept getting more and more and once tim was about to make another move that may have pushed toby over his limit, the livingroom lights flickered on.
"DO YOU REALIZE I HAVE TO SLEEP ON THIS COUCH CAUSE I SHARE A ROOM WITH LJ AND HE LAUGHS IN HIS GOD DAMN SLEEP AND I SWEAR HE SAID HES GOING TO SHOVE A LOLLIPOP UP MY ASS IF I EVER WAKE HIM FROM HIS SLEEP SO I GET SCARED AND SLEEP HERE AND YOU TWO MOTHER FUCKERS ARE ABOUT TO DO SOME
H O M O
S E X U A L
F U C K I N G
P O R N O G R A P H I C
A C T I O N S
ON MY COUCH BED."


"Jeff. What the fuck." Masky panted out. Toby was flustered to be caught like this but also felt bad for the horrible roomate jeff has...
"Get.off.and.get.to.your.own.room."
"YOU RUINED THE MOOD." Masky hissed
"WELL YOU WERE ABOUT TO RUIN A GOOD SLEEP IM SUPPOSE TO HAVE ON THAT COUCH WITH LOUD MOANING AND STAINING MY COUCH."
Toby was about to get up and leave but masky got up first and took tobys hand and took him back to their own room. Jeff was still to be heard bitching.

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