( This chapter may be a lil confusing because I want you to get a perspective from everyone on the team and their opinion on you and reid)

Reids pov:

We were heading back to the bau now, i just kept thinking how terrified y/n must be right now. How could someone just take her away from me so easily, even worse is I was right there and just watched. I felt a large pit in my stomach this was my fault, I should've protected y/n. Plus how could I have not noticed she was pregnant. The tiredness,headaches, eating wayy more then usual. I heard her throw up one morning but I thought it was nerves from this case. I should've been there for her. I let her down. I suddenly felt a slight pain in my hand, I looked at my hand and realized I was digging my fingernails into my hand. My hand was bleeding now. JJ saw but she decided not to say anything... I appreciated that. I just want to hold y/n in my arms. I want to feel her hands run through my hair. I want to hold her soft and small hands. I need her. I just need to see.. touch her one more time.

JJ pov:

I was looking out the window just thinking about the time I thought I almost lost Will. I couldn't do anything about it either just like Spencer. I knew what he was going through... how useless you feel, so when i saw the bloody fingernail markings in his hand I didn't say anything. I knew this was even worse for Spence because his child was taken from him too. I couldn't even imagine my kid and the love of my life taken from me... in front of me. I loved Y/N she was so sweet, funny, pretty, caring, and a badass. I could tell how much she loved Spence. I was happy for them, but what if I never saw her again. What if I never get to have a playdate with henry and her baby. What if I never get to party with her again, or listen to her stupid obsession with this guy from the show "The Minds of Criminals". I wanted to cry but I knew that wouldn't help Spence so I just held it in. 

Hotch's Pov:

I didn't even know if I could make the drive back to the bau. y/n was a like a daughter to me. to be honest I cared more about y/n then anyone else on the team. She was practically Jack's sister. I can't go through telling Jack another one from the family is dead. I was heartbroken by the fact I found out y/n was pregnant like this. How long did she know. Did she know before this case... if she did I can't believe I let her do this. I let this happen... this was my idea from the start. I am the reason y/n and her baby may be dead right now. I felt hot I was so mad at myself. I felt responsible for Reid too... I just added more trauma to his life. What if he starts using again. I knew I needed to stop thinking like this but y/n is just too important to me. When I realized I was just thinking about what I felt.. I couldn't imagine how Reid felt. I kept thinking about Reid. Was this his fault... He should've fought for y/n..... he could've tapped the earpiece. I hated Reid now... but I need deep down I was trying to pin the blame on someone else besides me.

Morgan Pov:

I couldn't even process everything. How could someone do this to y/n. She was so sweet and just precious. When I first laid eyes on her I did catch feelings.. but then I saw the way she looked at Reid. When I saw the way y/n looked at him, those feelings went away. Even though she never seen him before I knew she loved him. Spence would look at her occasionally but I knew he had feelings too. They didn't make a move on each other so I forget about the whole situation. Until y/n told us they have been dating for over a year. Then I realized she was pregnant. I totally forgot about that. I felt the fast flow of blood go through my face. I was so angry. We didn't know anything about how y/n was or where she might be. I can't go through seeing Spencer go through pain again. He was just a completely different person.. I can't see him start using again. I think if anything does happen to y/n he might just end it all, and I can't let that happen. I need to find y/n and if I don't and Spence kills himself... I will blame myself.

Emily's POV:

I love y/n. All the nights we went partying. She get drunk and do whatever the hell she wanted. Get on top of the tables and just dance. Her laugh, although it was never really a laugh more like a giggle. y/n laugh would always make the team laugh. How she would bake til the morning during the holidays. Y/n always tried to make people feel important and loved. I couldn't imagine her losing her to some violent/ dirty psychopath. She deserved better then that. y/n was always so genuine and caring.. she deserved better. I could just imagine her as a mom. Making the biggest deal of all her baby's achievements, making sure to celebrate every holiday as best as possible, making sure her kid has everything it wants to be happy. Tears started to run down my cheek, what if we never get to see the sight of y/n being a mom. She was my best friend and I can't lose her this soon. I want to be old and go do old people stuff with her. I want to see her and Spence get married, buy their own house, become parents. I missed y/n... I just need to see her and if that bastard killed y/n and her baby. I don't care if I go to jail I will murder him.

Rossi's POV:

I always thought I would be the first to die out of all my team members. WHat if that won't happen. What if y/n and her baby die before me. I wouldn't just lose y/n but reid too. I know he won't survive if she is killed. He was so happy with her. Once there relationship was public.. every time I looked at y/n or reid he was always hugging, holding, kissing, or right next to her. He was proud of being able to call y/n his. I saw the way his eyes would follow her as she walked away or do any slight movement. I knew they were soulmates. And to see that get taken away from Spence I was worried what he might do to himself. All this thoughts were so overwhelming, I couldn't hide them any longer. i felt the streams of tears come down my face. I can't lose y/n not now.

Garcia's POV:

OMG OMG OMG was all I could think I tried to pin her phone but there was nothing. of course i can find anyone i want but the time i need to find so important to me i come empty handed. i felt so guilty, like i wasn't trying my hardest. I kept thinking what if it is my fault we never find y/n and reid leaves and... I needed to stop thinking like that. I need to help her. I may not be a profiler but right now I am the one who has the best chance of finding y/n. I kept on motivating myself and put on my game face. I quickly opened my computer and went over all the notes and files i went through before. Rivers had to have taken y/n familiar right. I typed as quickly as possible, I didn't care if my finger or hands started to cramp i needed to find her. I went through Rivers whole childhood and found something that stood out. I saw numerous pictures of him and i am guessing his father hunting. All pictures looked like they were taken in the same spot. I went and enhanced every part of the photo trying to find something. I was about to give up when a message appeared on my screen from Hotch that said on our way back. I cleared the message out of the picture frame and saw it. A wood sign that literally said the address in very small letters though. i enhanced the spot as close as possible but it was too blurry. I quickly got Htch on the phone "sir I think I got an address but I need to you to come to the office first because it is not an exact definition" i stated. "okay be there in 5" he said quickly. I feel bad saying this but I felt happy then and proud of myself. I mean i don't show it all the time but whenever I am with the team I feel so less than. I mean c'mon emily, JJ, y/n are such badasses and I'm just sitting in my little cave all day just behind a screen. But maybe after finding y/n the team will appreciate me... just maybe.

(okay sorry this may long but I wanted to show some appreciation to Garcia because she has such a small part in the stories I read... and she literally finds every unsub ... soo ya just wanted to show some love to her)