Ranpo

Tw eating disorder, vomiting

(third person pov)

Ranpo was chewing on his sweets as usually, then Kunikida came to him after once again scolding Dazai for something.

(Ranpo's pov) 

I saw Kunikida walking to my desk so I took out a lolipop from mouth. Next thing I knew I saw him standing next to me with his usual angry expresion.
"Ranpo, did you do your work?"
He said, it wasn't a scream but you could tell that one wrong thing said and he wont be so calm anymore.
"Nah, I gave them to Atsushi"
I said and put my lolipop back inside my mouth. I realy like this one, it's flavor is so sweet!~
"Okay"
Kunikida said a little anoyed now. I was done with my lolipop so I reached for next one this time strawberry flavore. Kunikida looked at looked at me and said something that wasn't realy imortant enough for me to care. But then he said something that changed it.
"....Ranpo do you realy not care about your health? Eating so much sweets will make your teeth rot and you will also gain weight you know?" 
Kunikida stated, and soon stoped looking at me then he saw Dazai with a rope.

'My teeth rot? Yeah I heard people say it countless times... Although, I never though about gaining weight. I just always eated everything and never cared for such things but now that I think about it I think one girl said something about me becoming fat if I'll be eating every sweet that I see. Am I realy.
Fat? 
Is it so noticable? First this girl and now Kunikida, maybe something realy is up with me eating so much?'

Then I finished overthinking I once again took a lolipop out of my mouth. I looked at it opening my eyes a little. 'Well I don't realy even like this flavor' I thought as I stood up from my chair and went to the closest trash bin. I then threw the strawberry lolipop in it and went back to my desk and onto my chair.

(Time skip around a week later)

It's been a while since I last had something sweet in my mouth. I kinda miss it, but I know it's not good. Eating all these yummy things will only make me even fatter then I already probably am.
I thought as I stood up from my chair, because it was almost time for me to go home. I chated a bit with Kyoka cause she looked kinda sad. Probably because Atsushi went on a mision with Dazai so she most likely missed him.
We talked for a while and then I came out of the office saying goodbye to everyone.

I was walking trough the corridor, then I was about to pass presidents pffice the door to it opened.
"Oh ranpo, good I see you I was about to go for you" Fukuzawa said as he closed the door and walked closer to ranpo. 
"Ehh? What did you need me for Fukuzawa?" I asked with a smile. "I wanted to invite you and Yosano on a diner, since your like my children to me and I wanted to spend time with you"
"Oh okay I'm gonna go for Yosano then!~" I said and quickly runned back to the main office to get Yosano. She happened to just finish her job for today as well so she got her stuf and we went to Fukuzawa.

(Time skip at the diner)

We arived at a small traditional restauration. It was realy nice and the lady that runned the place (somehow) knew Yosano so we got discount on our meals.

(Third person pov)

Yosano, Ranpo and fukuzawa sited at their table, Ranpo on the left side on the couch and closer to the trash bin. And Yosano and Fukuzawa on the right on chairs. Finally they came to take their order and Yosano took wine and steak with mashed potatos and dill(ok Idk what food to give so ima just put traditional polish food TT) Fukuzawa took tea on rice and water. And then it was Ranpo's turn. "And what do you want Ranpo?"
Askes Yosano. "Ohh~ let me think.... I'll have the same as president!" Ranpo said and stood up a little. "Okay, so two chazuke then" Yosano said to the man showing two fingers. The man nodded and walked of in direction of kitchen.

(Ranpo pov)

Around fifteen minuts of chating and gigling the same man that took our orders came with the finished meal. I was amazed that they made it so fast.

My food was now in front of me on a plate. It lookes delicious it realy did! But for some reason I couldn't take any spoon. I just stared for a while at the chazuke with my eyes opened and started thinking things like 'It probably has a lot of calories' or 'I shouldn't eat it it will make me fatter' I realy wanted to eat this rice with tea but I couldn't. Something like this only before happened to me with eating sweets, that's why I stoped eating them. But not with normal food.I was able to eat food other then sweets just fine. From my thoughts took me out Yosano.

"Ranpo why are you not eating? Is something wrong with the food?"
She asked concerned. "No. The food is fine" I answered and started I fiddling woth the silver spoon. "So why arent you eating?" "I'm eating I was just thinking about something that's all" "Okay, eat a lot cause we're not paying for food hehe~" Said Yosano and looked at Fukuzawa. Ultimately I ate my food with a strugle but I did, and now we only waited for our check.

The check came so we, or rather Fukuzawa, payed. And now we are heading towards the station. Good I had these two with me or else I wouldn't probably return home~.

(Time skip to at Ranpo's house)

Yosano walked me to my house, we said goodbye's and I went inside the house.

I walked trough the corridor and went to the bathroom. Then I was washing my hands I looked up a little, and saw myself in it. Did I gained weight? Probably not yet, I just eated, the food probably didn't do anything yet. But. What will happen if it will? Will I become fatter? Will others not like me anymore and abondon me? Will Fukuzawa throw me out of agency? Ugh why am I thinking stupid things like this, I'm the world's greatest detective! I shouldn't be thinking about such stupid matters, but...

As my thoughts became stupider and stupider I made my way to the toilet.
Well I'll just do this once so nothing will happen, and noone will even know, only if they had ability as great as mine. But noone does so in our agency so I don't have to worry about it. I then leaned on the toiled and puted one finger inside my mouth, it's my first time doing something like this so I don't know how to do it. But I think I heard the girl from my old school the same that said I'll be fat if I will eat sweets. Say that she does something like this to be skiner. I didn't lnow what she was talking about at the time because she was qreally realy skinny and preety. But now I know.

I threw up all the chazuke and some more food I eat before and it actualy made me feel better. Like I just did something good for world.

I smiled and went to my room and started playing some stupid games on my phone.

(Time skip three weeks later, Yosano pov)

lately Ranpo has been acting wery strange. Wirst I thought that it's just because he discovered something, but now I think that it's just something wrong with him himself. Yasterday it was my turn to clean our cabinets and I did it, but then I opened Ranpo's one I saw something unusuall. The thing is that I didn't see anything in it, the last time I was cleaning it I remember very clearly there was stack of lolipops candys bars and etc. But now it was empty. It was weird, but now that I think about it I heven't seen Ranpo eat anything sweet lately. The truth is I heven't seen him eat anything at all, well only some bread and gum. But exept this nothing. I was getting woried so I tryed to ask him anything, but thenever I started a topic about food he changed it. And from that I knew that something was for sure wrong  but I didn't know what to do so I went to president.

I knocked on the door of president's office and got a come in so I did.
"Good mornong Yosano did something happen that you came to me?"
Fukuzawa asked as he puted some papers down so he could look at me.
"Yes, so I noticed that ranpo has been acting very strange lately and I just wanted to tell you to maybe ask him because thenever I start a conversation about it he changes the topic" I said firmly with my arms crossed.
"I see, so what is so strange with him that you noticed?"
Fukuzawa asked.
"Eating. I haven't seen him eat anything in like a week and I'm getting woried. Also his cabinet is complytly empty and last time I chaked it was full of sweets"
I said with a woried look and waited for a response that I guickly got.
"I see.. So you also noticed? I thought I just imagined it but if you say that you also think something is wrong then it seems not. Don't worry I'll talk with him and I'll tell you if it's serious or not"
Fukuzawa said looking at me with a woried look as well I never saw him this way, but it's understandable for, after all Ranpo is like a son for him.

(After work fukuzawa pov)

I waited for Ranpo in front of agency, he was today the last one to finish job so it was perfect time to ask about what I was talking with Yosano about. 
After about ten minutes Ranpo came out smiling right away then he saw me and walked up to me.
"Fukuzawa~You waited for me? How nice but what for?"
Ranpo asked tilting his head to the right and making a concerned expresion.
"Just wanted to walk you home since I finished job at the same time as you"
I said, obviously I couldn't ask right away or he would probably just change topic like he did with Yosano. So I first wanted to make him feel like he could tell me. We begined to walk and chat everything as usual but then we were passing trough a cake shop and I saw Ranpo stare at the cakes in the window of the store.
"You want one?"
I asked him, and he imendiantly quickly turned his head in my direction and answered.
  "Nope, just looked at myself in the mirror"
 Ranpo said with a smile. I looked at him and noded, knowing that he's smart and wont allow  his facade be destroyed so easily.

We walked for some more time and I thinked so much about how to ask him about a dificult topic like this. That I didn't even realize then we were at Ranpos house. I knew that it's not good to postpone this conversation on later, so I just asked straight away.
"Ranpo, I need to talk to you"
"Hm? Okay? Talk then"
"Can I come inside first? It's realy serious so it's better if we talk inside please"
As I said that for a split second I saw Ranpos eyes open and widen in fear. And I obviously knew the reason.
"Yep! Of course!" 
Ranpo said and opened the door with his visibly shaking hand.

We sited on his couch and I started.
"Ranpo, me and Yosano noticed that you haven't been eating eating any sweets lately whats very unusual knowing how much you love them. We also observed that you have been avoiding food in general as well. I don't know the cause, but I'm sure if you will tell me what's the problem then we will be able to help you"
As I was done I saw Ranpos smile fade complytly, and a little tear apear in his eye. But he quickly wiped it of and started smiling again.
"What~ What are you talking about?? I'm okayyy, I mean I kinda started puting off sweets so I could gain le-"
He cuted himself off and placed his hand on his mouth as he realised that his excuse actually made him seem even less okay. Good he's easly oversharing then he's with me.
"So you admit that you stoped eating food?"
I asked.
"No. I mean, yes, well you see.. Only sweets so it's not a big deal, realy"
Ranpo said fidgeting with his sleeves.
"Okay, so it wont be a problem if I'll make you a diner and you show me you can eat it, yes?"
I waited for an answer.
"Yup!~~ And after that stop asking me about this anymore because you and Yosano are starting to get real annoying!"
Ranpo stated angry with a 'I-it's not like I like you!' expression on his face.(sorry TT)

(After diner is done, Ranpo pov)

I was sitting in a chair and looked as Fukuzawa placed a plate with food in front of me. (Imagine whatever foor you like I don't have idea on it) I took my chopsticks, my hand is now trembling but I don't care I just want to get this over with. It's not like there's anything that he would discover anyway, there's nothing frong with me. I just stoped eating yummy things, so what?

"Ranpo? Are you gonna eat you've been staring at your plate for some time now?"
Said Fukuzawa with a worried look on his face.
"Yeah, just thinking about something"
I answered and took the food in my chopsticks with my eyes closed, hoping that maybe if I don't see the food I won't gain it's weight. 'It's stupid. Why am I so stupid wasn't I suposed to be the greatest detective in the whole world? Is the greatest detective suposed to act like that?... Probably not.'

I was soon finished with the food and, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Until I stood up and again started overthinking.

'Did the food already made my body look fat? Did Fukuzawa notice? I hope not, I don't want him to abondon me for being fat. I know he would never throw me away for such stupid matter but I'm still hinda scared. Maybe I should vomit it?' I didn't had to do it as I could already feeling food and stomach acid come up my troat from thinking so much about food, everyone abondoning me and all the other thing that I've been thinking about. 

(Fukuzawa pov)

We were done with eating the food, I was happy that Ranpo eated the food but I knew that it was forced. I saw Ranpo stand up from his chair so I did the same, then sudenly he puted his hand on his mouth. I tried to say something but before I menaged to open my mouth, he started coughing and choking. I came closer and put my hand on his back in atempt to help but I couldn't actualy help without knowing the cause. Everything happened so fast that I didn't realize then Ranpo started vomiting on me, my clothes were already dirty so I just let him do it and only stroked his back to somehow comfort him. He was vomiting for about eleven minutes and then he was finally done he just falled on me. I cought him and picked up to put him in bed he was mumbling something about not throwing him away I just ignored it and went back to the kitchen to clean the mess Ranpo did by throwing up.

I cleaned the floor and tried to do the same with my clothes but I eventualy gave up then I realized that I won't do anything without throwing them in a washing machine. I heared ringing and vibrating in my pocket so I reached for my phone and saw Yosanos name on the screan I imendiantly picked it up.

"Hey just wanted to ask what's with Ranpo? You talked with him about the food thing?"
Said Yosano trough the phone.
"Yes- Actualy no, I didn't have a chance to"
"Eh? What do you mean?"
Yosano asked concerned.
"I started the topic but he said that he's okay, so I made him eat something to prove this. He eated, then he stood up he started coughing and a fev minutes later throwing up"
Yosano was silient for a while.
"How is he now"
She said and you could hear the sound of keys in the backgroud.
"He's alright now, he was tierd so I puted him to bed"
I looked in directin Ranos room whle saying this.
"Okay I'm coming to you"
And with that she hung up.

2912 Words

I'm gonna make a part two cause it got longer then I thought it would be

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