Mezo Shoji - Insecurities

A/N: This includes insecurities and suicidal thoughts if you have suicidal thoughts please get help, they just make for a great story line. I feel really bad for this but I have to make a character a bad guy so... NEW OCs!! Your quirk in this is angel wings. You sit behind Bakugou Midoriya where Mineta used to sit, because I needed that for the plot, lets say Mineta sits in the corner because I still need him for the story. 


Oka , quirk: sheep, she has very fluffy ear and can climb particularly well, she has fluffy orange hair and teal eyes. Her hair is in space buns.


Reiko, Quirk: Shadow eyes. She can basically move shadows with her mind, but they can't do anything. They just contort or become darker. her hair is a bright purple and her eyes are a deep red. She has wavy hair.


*Light swearing*


Your wings are white and give a slight glow when you are happy, you can fly, however you get tired quickly and you can make small halos appear. They are light and durable, and explode  or wrap around victim on impact. You can make up to 45 when not flying but can only make 30 when flying. They also return to you if you hold out your hand (just like Thor and his hammer.)


I let out a deep sigh as I walked down the hall. 


'another day of more comparisons, cruel jokes and laughing directed at me.'


I thought as I watched all of the very pretty girls walk by. I could hear snickers and whispering as I walked by Reiko and Oka.


They mad fun of me more than the others. I just dealt with it. They would shoot me down right away if I ever said anything.


I walked into my class and sat down, my wings unfolding from behind me to cover myself. Bakugou sat in front of me and turned around.


"Hey, halo. You got a pencil for me to borrow. Shitty hair and Dunce face broke all of mine after seeing who could split the most in eight seconds." I nodded and handed him one he turned back around and as soon as the teacher  walked in. I folded my wings back behind me only to feel the stares of all of my female class mates.


Reasons they hate me number 1.) Bakugou is nice to me because I've known him since childhood.


I lowered my head and payed attention to the lesson as best as I could. My wings twitched from nervousness. Midoriya seemed to notice and tapped my shoulder, I turned. He mouthed an 'are you ok?' and I simply responded with a nod.


Reasons they hate me number 2.) Guys pay attention to me, even though I don't want it.


I could feel the burning glares grow more intense and almost started to have a panic attack right then and there.


I looked back at the teacher trying to calm my breathing. I rapidly took notes in an attempt to distract myself. I could feel the tears beginning to form in my eyes and almost let them through until the bell rung.


I let out a shaky breath. I shoved my notebook in my bag and briskly walked out of the classroom.


TIME SKIP TO LUNCH


 I sat at the corner table and pulled out my sketchbook.


I never ate a lunch since it just made me sick to even think about food.


I sketched a small picture of a robin before flipping the page, I drew a small scene of a girl in a garden surrounded by roses. I smiled contentedly, not even realizing the very tall figure who had sat across from me.


"That's very good." He said nonchalantly.


I squeaked.


"Well shit Shoji you scared the crap out of me."


He chuckled lightly.


"You were so concentrated I didn't want to disturb you, I just came over to ask where our lunch was?" I internally panicked.


"Oh, I uh ate a big breakfast and, uh, wasn't hungry." I replied cursing myself for hesitating.


"Oh are you sure I can buy you-" I cut him off.


"No! uh, no, Shoji thanks for the offer though." I replied. He furrowed his brows but nodded and walked back to his table.


I sighed a breath of relief but was cut short by Reiko and Oka sitting down where Shoji had just been.


"So," Reiko started smacking on a piece of gum and flipping her bright purple hair over her shoulder.


"How many boyfriends do you have today? That one seemed new. Does he not know your a whore?" She asked innocence and cruelty lacing her voice.


"No Rieko." I mumbled.


"I don't even know how you got so many guys to pay attention to you, You're like, not even that pretty." Oka spat, her orange space buns giving her a childish look. Her bright teal eyes greatly contrasting her demeaner. Her large fluffy ears perked up as if she was amused by her own insults.


I looked down at my lap my wings instinctively unfolding and wrapping around me.


SECOND PERSON POV


Reiko opened her mouth to speak but stopped when Shoji sat back next to you.


"I think you two should leave, your clearly making her uncomfortable." His deep voice accused the two girls who giggled innocently.


"Of course not we were just talking to our friend!" Reiko played it off as if she had been friends with you for years.


You shook your head burying yourself deeper into your wings. Shoji's eyes narrowed.


"I heard your entire conversation, your not very nice people for being her friend." He stated bluntly. Oka scoffed and walked off with a huff, Reiko soon following.


You sighed head buried in your hands, wings returned to behind your back. Shoji put a gentle hand on your back. You looked up at him and half smiled. He nodded.


"So how long has THAT, been going on?" He asked you.


You held up three fingers.


"Three days?" He asked you shook your head and opened your mouth only to be cut off just as Reiko had.


"Three years idiot." Bakugou said sliding into the seat next to you.


FIRST PERSON POV


Reasons they hate me number 3.) Bakugou is very protective of me, and knows about their hatred.


Shoji turned back to me.


"And you haven't stopped them?"  He asked, baffled that I was still dealing with this.


"Yeah, I mean, believe me I've tried, so has Bakugou but, they just don't give up easily."


Shoji nodded. Seeming deep in thought. we were interrupted by the bell signifying we were to return to class.


I packed up my sketchbook and trudged back to class. All might walked in and 'declared' we were going to be doing sparring lessons to work on our quirks.


We walked to the changing rooms and grabbed our hero costumes.


As I slipped on my pants as I listened to the judgmental whispers of my fellow class mates. I took a small breath as I finished changing and rushed out of the changing room.


I stood next to the large man as we waited for our classmates.


Eventually they all filed in and we had been formed into pairs. I was paired with Bakugou, we were going against Shoji and Mineta.


We waited our turn watching the matches between Momo and Deku vs. Uraraka and Iida.


Both of our teams walked to our separate sides and took our fighting stances.


All might blew the whistle and I jumped into action I ran directly at Mineta who seemed panicked and in a daze for some reason.


I motioned at Bakugou as I threw a halo at the small grape. Bakugou used an explosion to launch it further and it hit Mineta hard. Effectively knocking him out of bounds. We both turned to Shoji.


He reached out a hand at me to which I quickly flew out of the way.


Reasons they hate me number 3.) I can fricken fly.


I landed back on the ground with a thud, my landing harsh stunning me for a bit. Bakugou snuck up behind Shoji while his attention was on me. He knocked him out of bounds and causing us to win.


We waited a few more rounds before we were paired with different people.


I was paired with Mineta of all people.


"Hey (Y/N), lemme touch your-" I cut him off by walking away heading towards Shoji who had been paired with Mina.


She glared at me as I conversed with Shoji, we made light conversation until it was his and Mina's round.


They fought as I watched from my spot leaned against a tree. Mineta began his way over to me and I huffed ready to use a halo on him if need-be.


"(Y/N) Please let me touch your boobs, I promise I'll be gentle!" He pleaded reaching up for my chest.


I grabbed his wrist and shoved him away, trying to give him the hint I didn't want him around.


He kept pushing me until I finally yelled at him to just go away catching the attention of many of my classmates.


Reasons they hate me number 4.) I have a short temper.


Bakugou was about to say something when Mineta was lifted off of the ground by two hands.


"Listen Mineta, she said to stop, so you, are going to stop."


Shoji spoke, I hadn't even realized his match was over until now I had been so preoccupied with Mineta being a bitch.


Mineta finally gave up when I used a halo to throw him into the bushes.


All might had seen the entire thing but hadn't cared one bit.


Reasons they hate me number 5.) The teachers like me.


Bakugou gave me a smirk and I furrowed my brows in confusion. (Poor dense bby)


 We waited a while before it was finally time for our second match. Me and Mineta took a stance on our side.


We were up against Todoroki and Jiro.


Jiro glared at me before All might blew his whistle. I flew up in the air right before Todoroki's Ice could freeze my legs. Mineta wasn't as lucky and was thrown out of bounds by Jiro.


'Little shit deserved it.' I thought to myself.


I threw a Halo at Jiro and It wrapped around her legs stopping them from using her quirk.


I turned back to Todoroki and flew down to his level. I landed on the ground again and used some of my martial arts training.


Reasons they hate me number 6.) I'm a decent fighter.


I flipped him on his back right as his fire side lit up.


I jumped into the air, right as the tip of my wing was singed.


I hissed and threw a halo his way.


It hurt whenever my wings flapped but it was the only way I could dodge right now.


I powered through but I was starting to get dizzy, I threw another Halo and it his arm.


I brought back the other one I had used on Jiro and threw it too.


My vision was starting to blur but I had to try and finish I threw one last Halo before it all went black.


SHOJI'S POV


 I could hear gasps come from around where I was and looked up just in time to see (Y/N) start to fall from the sky.


Todoroki used some ice to ease he fall but she still hit the concrete pretty hard.


Bakugou, All might, and I all rushed over to see Todoroki placing some ice on her wing.


"She overused her quirk and I accidentally singed her wing, her ankle is also starting to swell pretty bad and I think it's sprained."


All might nodded and turned to me.


"Shoji, both of your matches are over take her to Recovery girl and send me an update when she wakes up.


I nodded and lifted her with four of my arms. Bakugou seemed angry that he wasn't chosen but I knew it was just his over protectiveness and pride kicking in.


"Attention seeker..." I could hear Mina whisper from where she was standing next to Momo. Momo shook her head and sent me a sympathetic look.


I rushed threw the halls and  quickly opened recovery girls door. I laid her down and Recovery girl got to work.


TIME SKIP THREE HOURS LATER


I was sitting in one of the visitors chairs in recovery girls room.


School had ended and I was kinda just sitting there to make sure (Y/N) was ok when she woke up.


I was playing a random clicker game on my phone when she woke up. She let out a groan and tried to sit up, but hissed when she bumped her wing.


READERS POV


I opened my eyes to see Shoji's.


I nearly had a heart attack when I saw him.


"Shoji, you have got to stop scaring me like that." I mumbled still in pain from hitting my wing.


I reached out to touch it only to have my wrist grabbed.


"You shouldn't touch it, recovery girl said if she healed it while you were asleep you wouldn't wake up till tomorrow. So it's still going to be very singed." Shoji said releasing my wrist.


"Thanks Sho, means a lot, but isn't school over?" He seemed to blush at my little nickname for him but he nodded.


"I-I just wanted to make sure you got home ok. You sprained your ankle." He said.


"Aw, that's cute, but help me up, my neck is starting to hurt."


He held out one of his hands and helped me up. I gave him a smile.


He walked me home and we stopped by the park on the way.


We got some ice-cream and made small talk as we walked. We got to my house and I thanked him with a kiss on the cheek.


He almost seemed to smile under his mask.


I waved goodbye and immediately ran to my room.


I grabbed my phone from my bag and opened up my text messages


To: Boom Boom Bakugou Bitch


You will never guess what I just did!
Sent 5:39 PM





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