1) too much

2) marie

3) swimming or volleyball, both of which have been closed down near me so big sad

4) lai lai lai y'all know her @ by now

5) see above

6) braid,given to me by Space_Dragon_Robot

7) neither lmao

8) she/her

9) once, by a dude i met online through a mutual friend. i, uh, did not enjoy that experience.

10) not in the traditional sense? i believe soulmates and true love are formed, not destined

11) extreme egotism, extreme hypocrisy, and people who use guilt tripping as their go-to way toget what they want

12) too emotional lmao

13) "fuck"
"son of a bitch"
"damn"

14) uhh lemme find one hang on

heres one i took while goofing around

15) privacy purposes so no

16) idk uhhhh does fucking around with led lights count

17) friends, thomathy samders

18) lai

19) not atm

20) uhhh if you read this you're tagged

anyways life updates ik nobody cares but why not

- went to Tennessee. too many homophobes but it was made up for by the pretty mountains and amazing food

- my brother has started using they/them pronouns instinctively for people he doesn't know the gender of and i is proud

- this day last year my ex and i got together. i'm still hating myself for not being over them despite the fact that we're friends ish now

- i'm contemplating making a mask with a girl in red album cover on it. it would look aesthetic and pretty on the outside, and only the girls and the gays would know, right?

- my mom has also seen my gay af lock screen and said nothing (buckle up for what's probably an overanalysis). so, both my parents have seen it. typically my parents aren't the type to hide it when they've seen something unusual. if they see something out of the ordinary, they will point it out. or at least talk to me about it. so that either means they know and have probably suspected it for a while now,  or they flat out didn't see it/think anything of it, which is unlikely, since there's a big ass rainbow flag and two girls kissing. or, a third option, they didn't bring it up to me and decided to discuss it between themselves. in either case, i uh hope they accept me?

- my mom and i watch medical dramas and shit and this one we watch has a bi character that goes by thirteen (prepare for yet another overanalysis) my mom had some medical emails unrelated to this drama, but it was basically they give you a patient and their symptoms, and you get to guess a diagnosis and stuff. i got thw diagnosis right by luck and my mom said "thats it imma start calling you thirteen." now, i actually enjoy this nickname very much. but i can't help but wonder, why was that her first choice? was it just luck and coincidence that i'm bi, or was she "testing the waters" to see how implying i'm in he LGBTQ+ community would trigger a reaction? like, if i would have a negative reaction or a positive one with the suggestion i'm similar to a bi character?

aaaaaa i'm probably overanalyzing but i can't help it

zzzooom have a nice day