My speakers up all the way in the shower playing, "Tu, me anamoraste a mí. Tu me hiceste sonreír-" until it gets cut off by Maddy. "Y/n let's get drunk" she bursts in. "Fuck it's hot in here" she says, dramatically taking off her hoodie. I get out and put on my comfy clothes when Maddy stops me. "Uh..no. We should take hot pics and get drunk with the girls" she convinces me, "that's actually a really good idea. Here I'll put on a crop top or something" I say, taking a hit of her vape from mine being on the charger. "No let me give u something to wear, yours is cute but we need something sexy not sweatpants" she says laughing it off.

"That makes sense" she goes to her closet while I brush my teeth and fix my hair. She comes back in with a rlllyyyy short skirt and basically a bra.

"Maddy I CANNOT wear that it's so short my cooter will pop out." I joke, but really not because it's so short.

"We're only taking pictures, we're not going anywhere now come on let's go" she says, walking out the bathroom. I put the outfit on and we drive to Kats house where everyone is.

"Since when is y/n 25?" Kat says, greeting Maddy and I. Everyone laughs and looks at me hyping up how good I look. And honestly even if I feel like my ass is about to fall out I feel hot.

"Let's get this party started" cassie says. They pull out party size bottles with music playing. I don't know if this is a good idea.. I mean I'm safe here but I'm scared that something might happen. Whatever I'm probably over thinking about it.

After a few hours of gossiping, singing, drinking, smoking, and taking pictures, decide to go to bed. It's around 2am but im too drunk to care. "Heuyyyy ashhjh" I text, "hey y/n" he texts back. "Im bord" I drunkenly say. "Are you drunk?" Asks ash. "Hahaaa maybee shhh don't tell 🤫" "where are you?" He asks in a worried tone, even on text.

"Kats house" I say, sending a drunken/high selfie

"Woahhh what i do lol" he plays, "jus joking" after a few minutes I don't get a reply, expecting him to have fallen asleep. until I hear another ding from my phone just after, "here, come outside" what does he mean "here"?

I walk outside and see ashtray on his phone in the car, i close the door and stumble towards the car with my phone and v.pe. "You didn't need to pick me up it's just us inside" I say, "It's not a problem, I couldn't sleep. I'll bring u to mine so ur mom won't kill u" sitting here thinking about how nice he's been. I mean he barely knows me, he met me what, 2 weeks ago? And he's done nothing but care. After everything with my family I've felt so alone and he's just been the best to me.

"Thanks ash. Yknow your pretty cute, I know people say your scary but your not" I say, which I'll definitely regret tomorrow. "You don't mean that your on a lot right now" he tells me in a low tone. "No I mean it when I'm sober too your so nice to me and your fine so like there's really nothing wrong with you" said in a wasted mood. He chuckles a bit, still believing it's the alcohol talking.

"If only you said that when you were sober" he sounds disappointed.. soon after we get to his house and fez is asleep. "Are you tired?" He asks me. "Not really" a lie. "You wanna watch something?" "Sure" I respond.

He puts on a random movie neither of us are really watching since we're both on our phones. "Yknow this thing isn't good for you" he says, holding my v.pe. "Hey now, your a drug dealer" i tease. He takes a hit of it like it's nothing to him. Probably because he's high almost all the time. "Woah now" I say, "looks like we're dying together" he says, I take it from him smirking and do the same.

After a little bit the alcohol goes away to the point where I'm not falling over, but still stupid. "I didn't lie in the car by the way" I bring up, "oh yeah?" He says, facing me. At this point I've been looking at him the whole conversation. "Yeah no I was being serious, I know I'm not sober right now but it's trueeee" "well good, because I thought you'd think I was annoying always by you" he says. I'm surprised? I mean this whole time I thought it was the other way around..

After a little bit I look over and see him asleep, so I take his phone and take some pictures as a joke.

The next morning I wake up with a text from ash.

Ash 🫶🏻

"Hey good morning I'm sorry I had to go to the store with fez but I can order you a Uber if you need to, or you can come here I don't mind"

"Hey I just woke up 😪 it's okay u had to leave, I'll go to the store and Maddy can pick me up there 😛"

"See you soon then, ❤️"

Did he just put a heart? Anyways.. I'll just get dressed and ready since I packed expecting to stay at Kats. Once I've brushed my teeth, done my hair, and got dressed I walked to the store. "hey what's up y/n" fez says at the counter. "Hey fez!" "Ash is in the back if u wanna go see him and make out or whatever you do" he says laughing at his own joke.

"hey ash" I say. He looks up from his phone with a look on his face that he's relieved to see me. "I got you a new one since I used yours last night" he sets a v.pe in front of me still in the package. "You didn't have to do that ash. Yk u can recharge them right?" I giggle slightly.

"Oh well you would've needed another one anyways so here" he says. "You gotta stop buying things for me it makes me feel bad" I say, "I took it from the store so don't worry about it" he laughs, "I guess that's a little better" I laugh too. After a half an hour I get a text from Maddy that she's there. "Bye ash, thanks for picking me up last night it really wasn't that big of a deal but thanks for caring about me" I say to him, "oh no it's okay I was bored anyways I was kinda hoping you'd text me"

I smile at his comment and walk towards the door. "And ash?" I say. "yeah?" "I know you didn't believe me much, but I did mean what I said in the car" I send him a small smile and walk out before he can comment.

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