Maddy and I are home, unpacked, and ready to go out. "Y/n there's this party tonight you wanna go?" Asks Maddy. "Of course why not? Wait what should I wear?" No but really I forgot there's patty's here like every night and my clothes aren't that cute. (A lie)
"Here you can borrow one of my dresses. Do u have your blue Jordan's with u?" Where is she going with this ? "Uh yeah why?" I ask. "Here put this on." She completely ignores my question.

I try on the dress and it fits? I guess I did grow over the last few years so now me and Maddy are the same size.

The outfit⬇️

"Don't you think it's a little much for a house party?" I ask her. "No you look hot let's do our make up and hair."

The hair and make up ⬆️

"Stop u look so hot let's go." "Isn't it a little early? It's only.." I check the time" "it's only 9 Maddy" I reassure her. "Fuck I thought it was later. Okay let's go to fezco's store and get new vapes mines dying." I agree and we start walking. "Do u think maybe my outfit is too much?" I ask. Yes I'm worried about the party but my outfits not the problem. I'm worried since I look a lot different than I did 1 year ago creeps will try and flirt with me when Maddy isn't around.

Like the guy who looked like he prob had a whole ass wife and kids still trying to flirt with me at the airport. "No you look amazing don't over think it. Yk fez has a brother your age maybe I can pyo with him." She says in a low voice. "Maybe.." I say. "Hey fez, this is my sister y/n she just moved back in town" maddy says while she's looking over the counter. "Watermelon and a blue razz pls" she says. "Hey y/n I'm fez. My brothers in the back if you wanna go say hi. He's 15."He tells me. I'm nervous how am I gonna politely say fuck no I'm shy? "Yeah can u just ask him to get me maddys order, here's the money." She says.

But what order? What is she getting, drugs? "Uh alright I'll be back." I say. I walk into the secret store behind the freezer and see a Boy my age on his phone. He picks his head up confused since he's never seen me before.

Or because I'm his age about to buy drugs. "Hey.. I just need whatever Maddy's order is." I'm looking around and I see him looking at my shoes while he packs the bag. "So you going to that party tonight?" I ask. Why did I ask him that?! "Yeah I have to." His voice is low and deep, and he's not looking at me but the bag now. He hands it to me and I give him the money. "Bye" I say. Bro why am I so awkward . I'm giving myself second hand embarrassment. "yeah bye." He says. He sounds unbothered by me.

"You ready?" Maddy says. "Yeah let's go. Bye fez" I say. "Bye see u guys at the party" we walk out and walk toward the party. "What was that boys name again?" "Ashtray. Why do you think he's cute?" She asks. "I ignore her question and move on. "Ashtray? Like for smoking?" She chuckles at the fact his name is kinda silly. "Lol yeah." I think on the walk there and he is cute. He's got face tattoos which was weird to me since he's my age, and a joint next to him. "Okay we're here" I could tell before Maddy told me because of the lights music, people, it was obvious.

"I'm gonna go find Cassie you can go walk around and meet people." I do so. Everyone there was a lot older than me and it made me uncomfortable. I never really liked parties without maddy. But I guess I'll go find some drinks. "Y/n!!" I hear kat say across the room. Kat omg I've missed you so much!" "Wheres Maddy?" I could tell she was looking around for her, cassie, someone.

"She went to look for Cassie, she's prob outside" she says okay and starts walking towards the doors. I go and sit on the couch to see Lexi. "Lexi omg I've missed you." I tell her. "Y/n? I haven't seen you in so long!" We hug and catch up since we're both pretty uncomfortable with parties. After about half an hour goes by she finds fez and starts to talk to him. "I don't wanna third wheel so I'll leave u" I laugh.

I last saw Maddy waiting in line for the bathroom so I guess I'll go sit outside and drink some more. "Want another drink?" Nate asks me. "Fuck off nate" I tell him. I never liked him, He's always been abusive to my sister and Even if she loves him or whatever idc cus he's a huge dick. He scoffs and walks away. "Has anyone seen my sister?" I slur my words. Everyone says no so I go back outside and see ashtray. "Hey ash-ashtray" I say to him. I'm obviously drunk. "How do u know my name?" "My sister told me." I go and sit by him and go on my phone sipping on my 4th or 5th drink. "I'm-im y/n by the way" I say.

I guess I'm not as nervous to talk to him when I'm drunk. "Your drunk, where's your sister?" Does he care about me? No I'm just over thinking. I just met him. I shrug as an answer and he's selling to the other drug addicted teens. "What's your name? Your hot" a guy asks me. He can tell I'm drunk so what's he flirting? "Y-y/n" I mumble. "Well I'm-" he gets cut off by ashtray. "Go away she's obviously drunk."

He demands to the boy. "What you her boyfriend? If not she can come upstairs with me. What are you gonna do?" He gets closer to me on the outdoor couch and puts his hand on my leg, but I don't notice much. "I am so fuck off." I guess it worked cus he walked away. "Thanks ash" I say as I slowly start to fall asleep. Next thing I know I'm in the backseat of an unfamiliar car. I'm still half asleep but I can hear what their saying. "Ash call Maddy tell her we have y/n." Wait are they taking me home? Why am I in their car? I look up and see I'm laying on a familiar face. It's rue! "Hey y/n your awake." She looks down at me laying on her. "Hey rue rue :)" I smile. Ash turns around and sees I'm awake. "Do we bring her home?" He asks fez. "Her mom would kill her. Just bring her to our place." I don't argue since I'm still drunk and my mom would infact kill me. I sit up and talk to the boys. "Yeah your prob-probably right." I mumble. I sit there holding my head with one Hand from the headache I have.

"What would she say?" Rue asks. "t/n donde estabas?! ¿Eso es alcohol lo que huelo? ¡Estás aquí por una noche y estás borracho!"
(y/n where were you?! is that alcohol i smell? your here for one night and your drunk! ). I mimick my mom. "I didn't know u knew Spanish y/n thats cool" fez says. Ashtray looks surprised too but doesn't say anything. We get to rue's place to drop her off and soon we're at fez's. "Ash let her sleep in your room" fez says to him. "What?" He sounds mad. "I don't have to I can sleep on the couch" my voice is starting to sound sober but still tired. Fez looks at ashtray in a way he should argue with me. "No it's fine." Ash says. He's obviously annoyed that I'm even there, and that he had to defend me from that guy. I mean.. he didn't really need to. I guess even if he seems mean he can be nice. We walk inside and ashtray shows me his room. "No funny business" fez jokes. "Yes sir 🫡 "I joke back.

"You can sleep on my bed I'll sleep on the floor." Ashtrays voice is still quiet and low. I can tell he doesn't want me here in his personal space. "No it's okay I can sleep on the couch it's not that big of a deal" I argue. "No it's fine. here I charged your phone in the car" he hands me my phone and he walks out to the bathroom. He walks back out wearing ⬇️

(Without the shoes obv)

I sit on his bed on my phone still on the edge. I mean I barely know them. I met them today and I'm staying at their house.