WE'RE NOT PERFECT


RUES NARRATIVE:

Being a Jacob's was hard especially for y/n. Her brother Aaron was a screw up according to her father cal. So y/n had to do everything right to make the Jacob's family look good.

Y/N POV:

It was another day at school and I was really bored because I already knew everything that the teacher was teaching us.

After class was over I went to my locker to put some stuff in there. But then I decided that I was gonna skip my next lesson. It's not like my dad would notice anyway.

As I was walking around I bumped into my friend rue, I hadn't really seen her in a while since she hasn't really been at school lately, so it was nice to see her again.

"Wassup y/n" rue said "oh rue hey I haven't seen you in like forever" "I know it's been a while" we stood in silence for a couple of minutes until she decided to speak up "wanna smoke some weed?" I didn't say anything, I just looked at her.

Next thing I knew we were behind school with a blunt which we were sharing between us. Once the class I was skipping was over i went home.

As I closed the door my dad came up to me and said "Where Have you been this whole time?!" "Uhhh at school?" I said and with that he strikes me right across the face. I ran out of the house as fast as I could and went to a gas station where my boyfriend was.

As I stumbled in I saw Ashtray and hugged him as tightly as I could "hey ma what's wrong?" I was about to tel him but then I realised that I couldn't, because if I did ash would probably kill my dad "nothing I just missed you" "oh..ok" he said suspiciously.

I was at the gas station for a couple of hours but then I had to go home so I said bye to fez and ash and went home. But when I got there I couldn't stop thinking about how I smoked weed for the first time. And I was very aware of my surroundings this was getting Kind if weird but it felt....good?.

After that I got addicted, I tried to stop but I couldn't it felt to good. Plus it also helped me get away from the real world..where people would think that my family is 'perfect' when it's the opposite. To be honest I'm so thankful that rue introduced me to weed because when I was high, all my problems would go away, and it would feel so relaxing.

After months of taking it I decided to not tell my family because who knows what they would do. Only rue knew. And I wanted it to stay like that.

As I went into the gas station a bag of coke that I hadn't even touched yet fell out of my pocket and once I noticed Ash came over to me. "Hey y/n!" "Uhhh hey" I said while I was trying to get the bag out of ashtrays sight with my foot so he wouldn't notice. "What brings you here?" "Nothing I just came here to......see you!!" I said while hugging him really tight "I missed you ash" "the last time we saw eachother was last night but I missed you too ma" he chuckled.

Once we broke apart ash told me to follow him into the fridge and I told him I will be in there in a minute he shrugged it off and walked in while I bent down to get the bag of coke and when I got up with the bag in my hand I turned around to see ash.

He looked disappointed once he saw the bag and I couldn't help but feel bad. "Y/n..what is that in your hand?" He asked me all I could do was keep quiet, he started walking over to me and then he gave me...a hug?

"Are you mad at me?" I asked quietly "a little bit" he answered.

Ash knew that my family wasn't perfect so he didn't expect me to do everything right and I guess he understood why I took it. I mean who wouldn't take it if they were a Jacob. My father cal was fucked up in the head (as you can tell) and my brother Nate is just a bitch to everyone,including me. And my mom isn't that bright either,and I don't really see Aaron that much anymore.

"Ma if your ever going through anything please tell my before you do anything stupid." "Okay" I said while a tear fell down from my eyes then another one, another one, and another one.

I think ash noticed that I was crying because he pulled away from the hug and wiped my tears with his hand.

"Please promise me you won't do anything stupid again ma" "I promise ash.
After that he brought me in for a kiss which felt nice and then we spent the rest of the day at his and fez's house cuddling.

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