Y/N POV:

Me and rue were riding our bikes to Fezco and ashtrays house. Once we got there rue knocked on the door and fez opened it. "Hey fez"  Rue waved as we walked in. "hey rue, hey y/n. haven't seen you in ages" fez replied "yeah i've just been really busy".

He let us in and I sat down on the couch and started watching TV, after a while Ash came down I could feel butterflies in my stomach because I had a crush on ashtray for a couple months.
"yo" was all he said as he sat down on the couch
"uh hey" I replied. We started watching the TV together. After some time I got a text message from Maddy.

Maddy <3

Hey y/n do you wanna
Go with me and the
Girls to a party later?. Xx
Sure I'll be there
Should I ask rue
If she wants to
Come aswell? x
Yea for sure I'll text
Ya later cuz I got to
Go get ready. Xx
alr byee x

After that I got up off the sofa, and went over to rue who was talking to fez about something. "Hey rue do you wanna go to a party with me?" "Uhh sure, but how will we get there?" Just then fez said "me and ash can drop you guys off, we're going anyways" "thanks fez your the best!" I said while hugging him.

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After I got ready for the party I decided to go on my phone while I was waiting for fez,rue and ash. A couple of minutes later I heard a beep coming from outside, I walked out of my house and walked into the car. Rue was sitting in the back with fez and ash in the front, fez was driving of course.

When we got to the party I walked inside with fez,ash and rue and I immediately got hugged by Maddy "hey girl" "hey maddy!" I said. after a few minutes of catching up, she then went off with kat somewhere and I went to a couch and sat down and ashtray sat beside me. He started selling stuff to drunk people. After a few minutes I got up "I'm going to get a few drinks" I said, just as I started walking away I felt someone grab my arm I turned around and saw ash "okay but dont get drunk and be careful" he said "okay" I said while walking away.

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I was completely wasted, I was walking around and dancing none stop then I went back to the drink bar and took more and more shots. I couldn't control my laughter I knew that ash would be mad at me but I didn't care about that right now the only thing I could think about was getting more drinks I was on my way back to the drink bar and just before I was about to chug a whole drink which was filled with alcohol someone stopped me I looked to see who it was and I saw ashtray my mood completely changed when I saw that it was him. "Heyyyy" I said while laughing "y/n how many drinks have you had?"he asked I could hear the anger and worry in his voice, "Oh you know like one...two...fifteen." "FIFTEEN?!" I jumped a little bit because He's never shouted at me before " I told you not to get drunk!" He spoke "You also told me to be careful and well I'm still in one piece so..." I said trying to light up the mood because I didn't want Ash being angry at me.

He looked unimpressed with me and then he grabbed my wrist tightly and started walking over to fez who was sitting on a couch"Hey fez I think we should go home now" "okay let's ask rue if she needs a ride home" he said back "Okay but how are we supposed to find her there's too much people here and she could be anywhere" Ashtray said he looked so cute when he was angry and confused at the same time "I guess we will have to call her" fez said. He pulled about his phone and dialled Rues number.

I got bored of having to listen to fez and ash's conversation so I started zoning out and then I felt ash Let go of my wrist because he was to distracted talking to fez about trying to contact rue so I made sure that they weren't looking and I ran off and started tripping over everything while laughing and then I made it into a room full of dryers and rue and this over guy was in there so I walked in and sat beside rue I think they were snorting coke or something just then the guy who rue was with spoke to me "oh-uhh hi" he said looking a bit startled "heyyyy" I said and hiccuped, he let out a chuckle and said "I'm Elliot" "I'm y/n" I said back "do you do drugs?" He asked me, a few second later I said "yeah" because why not and rue looked at me and raised her eyebrows knowing well that I don't but I just shrugged at her while Elliot passed me a joint, he then he lit it for me. I gave him a look that said thanks and then put it in my mouth and then inhaled it.

ASHTRAYS POV:

Me and fez were trying to figure out how to contact rue "She'd answer y/n wouldn't she?" Fez asked and I looked over to me and saw that she was gone "shit come on we have to find her!" I said to fez and we started looking around for her and then we went into a room and saw a bunch of dryers and three people sitting on the ground it was rue this other random guy and y/n and she had a joint in her hand.

Y/N POV:

As I did a few more drags two people walked into the room, I looked over and it was ash and fez, Ash looked enraged when he saw the joint in my hand. So he walked over to me, grabbed my hands, and pulled me up while fez did the same with rue, then ash snatched the joint from my hand and threw it on the ground and stomped on it!! I couldn't believe he did that I was so angry but I couldn't say anything because there was smoke in my mouth from the weed but I didn't blow it out because I was infront if ashtray and I thought he would get more madder than he already was so I kept it in.

Ash was dragging me to the car with his hand on my wrist and he was holding it really really tight and it hurt a lot but I couldn't tell him to stop. Ash turned around to look at me and I looked like I was going to faint because I think the smoke was in my mouth for too long "Y/n you look like your going to pass out any second now what's happened?" I still couldn't say anything but then I think he noticed that I was holding my breath " y/n why are you holding your breath? stop it you need to breath!" after a few seconds of him telling me to breath I finally gave in and turned away and puffed out the smoke " y/n why would you do that that's very bad for your lungs!?" He was more angry at me now and I just shrugged at him and he held my wrist tighter and opened the car door for me and pushed me in with rue who was already in there. He went into the front of the car and didn't look at me or speak to me once I kinda felt bad but all of that pushed itself to the side when I looked up at the ceiling of fez's car and saw the ceiling moving and it made me laugh "y/n are you okay?" Rue said to me I just laughed and said "the ceiling is moving" not even taking my eyes off it, ash looked back at me and then turned back around. I looked at rue and smiled at her and started laughing and then everything went blurry and I couldn't really process what was going on I started getting a little worried and started thinking that I would never be able to see ever again, I was stupid when I was drunk and started sobbing quietly while thinking 'I'm never smoking weed ever again' rue looked at me and noticed that I was crying "shit y/n are you alright?what's wrong?" Just as she said that ash looked back at me. "I-I can't see" I said trying to catch my breath from crying to hard "what do you mean?" fez said "it's all blurry" I said through sobs ash and fez looked at eachother and then fez pulled over on a curb.

ASHTRAYS POV:

When fez stopped the car I got out and went over to y/n's side of the car and then opened it "hey it's okay it's just what you experience when your high" (idk if that actually happens to don't come at me) I said to her and she calmed down a little bit so I picked her up out of the car and closed the door with my foot and brought her to my seat and sat her on my lap, then I closed the door and fez started driving again.

She started to calm down and put her head on my chest. she started closing her eyes gently and I looked over at her wrist and saw a big bruise from where I was holding her and I felt bad immediately and whisper "oh y/n.." so rue and fez wouldn't hear me.

When we got home I got out of the car and carried
Y/n into the house and when we got in I brought her upstairs to my room and then I went into my closet and picked out a t-shirt and some trousers that she can wear to bed and then I got rue to put them on her while I waited outside.

When rue said she was done I walked in and rue walked out and then I got into the bed with her. "Ash?" She said "sorry I didn't mean to wake you" I said back "are you mad at me?" She asked a couple of seconds later I said "a little bit" and then she hugged me and started crying a little bit while repeating sorry "hey hey hey it's okay don't cry" I said softly "I'm never ever ever getting high again" she said I let out a chuckle and brought her into into my chest "Goodnight y/n" I said "goodnight ash.....I love you" she said loud enough for me to hear and after that I waited for her to fall asleep before saying "I love you too.."