Forgiveness (Japan x Philippines {OC})

~Some Time after World War II~
"Philippines..."


"Japan..."


"Will you... forgive me...?"


"..."


"I know I've hurt not only you, but your people as well... I also know you won't forgive me so easily."


"Damn straight..."


"I'm willing... to make up for whatever damage I've caused. Even if you refuse me, I'll always chase after you. Until you forgive me, I won't ever leave you alone."


"Japan... you don't have to. Even though you were just carrying out orders, it's still hard and painful for me to know that you of all countries would do something as horrendous as that..."


"... if I may be so blunt... may I just... hold you in my arms... I just-- you're in ruins... I want to know if you're really here. Right now. And not dead... I know it's selfish of me to ask that but--"


"Just shut up and hold me... I-I also want to make sure it's you... seeing you then was... I wasn't sure if it was really you. Those cold, emotionless eyes, staring straight through me as you--"


"...please forgive me... I felt guilty for taking you like that... I just didn't want to lose you to any other country... I wanted to dominate you and make you mine... Spain already took you before and just the thought of another country dominating you--"


"J-Japan..."


"Please. Just let me--"


"I can't. I am an independent country who needs no other country to completely depend on. That is what I wanted... no. It is what I want to prove. Surely, you of all countries should understand this."


"Philippines... 愛してる。"


"Japan... I can't... mahal na mahal kita... forgive me as well... for saying such-- mph!"


Never had the Philippines see Japan be so straightforward and bold with her or with anyone, in fact.


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A/N
I'm not sure how accurate my spelling is so just let me know if I spelled anything wrong. I may be Filipino, however, I do not speak Tagalog. I do understand it (just not the literal interpretation). I know... don't ask why I don't know my own native language.


愛してる ---> I love you.
Mahal na mahal kita ---> I love you so much. (Something like that...)


I know Japan's a bit OOC but I feel like he has a much more serious and confident side to him. 2p Japan would be a bit too bat shit crazy for this certain story.


Also, please tell me if I messed anything up. I'm mentally exhausted after doing research on becoming a military PT. Also, I'm working on my Kuroshitsuji fanfic sooooo yeah.

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